I was so lost yet I found this group to be smart in advising me to where to go I had not read mush at all this was my oun frult so I am asking to please let me back in. this last week on the 15th I dedicated myself all of me to Satan this was done with my heart open. Iv studied so much with the old ones the gods of old I am so attached to and I get responses over my life time yet they were never from any of the what I love to call the new ways religons yet my oun people are a testimony of the lie I am American indian and they persecuted us as well in there obsession to whips us all out who worship the old ways. I know there are parillels with my gods and the gods of Satan suck as the trickster gods the earth goddess and the pilaidys in the skys. many natives where told we where the devil ones just because are skin was reddish talk about being basterdied and even the Mormons labal us as well. in the land I live in we worship ( booshu ) wine bushu I was wondering if this may be pernouned differently in the demons we use to honor rocks as reprosentaions of this being who was loved buy all tribes in the area then the dark age came to are lands and they removed the stones to stop the worship look this up in Michigan. there are many other gods in American indian panthions that I think have direct relations to the demons we took all the old ways with us I think we came from the sibirian step.. and we where part of the oldest way (shamanisom ) they took my grandfather and told him if he practiced the old bone seting ways of old he would be put in prison for life. I come form a medsionblood family and have thousends of generations of dedication to the spirits ways its in my blood I wont to follow the true gods of this earth for the rest of my life I know this was who we where long ago ...I am only three generations from the shamans of my family it was my grandfather and grandmother who carried the link of blood and I wont to walk the path of satan for ever to me this is binging back the old ways to the nations and saveing the people from the gratest lie ( my adopted father who was not my real fathrer reterd from the christen chirch this ) is the truth I never had a " saved think " I know I was ment for something grater and more real. so pease let me come back with all I am I givemy soul to SATAN