I Will Put an End to My Downfall!
Greetings to all the dear members and priests...
As a teenager, I feel that I regret the way I have been living my life. I have become attached to certain things, such as masturbation and so on, and whenever I turn to them, I regret it. I have repeated this cycle over and over again, and I feel ashamed before the Gods.
I have only recently discovered your website, but I have accepted its teachings and have at least started praying. However, I have not started the 40-Day Program yet!
I need to study hard to get into my desired university, but I can't seem to do it. I get distracted and end up occupying myself with different things.
To sum it up, I have not started the 40-Day Program yet, I have given up studying, and I have gotten involved in things that are not good for me!
Starting next week, I will begin again according to the study plan prepared by my academic advisor! I can make up for a lot of what I have missed... It will be a kind of fresh start!
However, I am afraid that I will mess things up again. That is why I thought that seeking help from the Gods and feeling that I have a powerful and eternal supporter who encourages me and helps me move forward might be helpful.
To sum up:
Do you consider seeking the Gods' help and establishing a connection with them essential for me?
How does the help of the Gods work? Do I meditate and hear the voices of the Gods giving me advice?
Do I need to offer sacrifices to the Gods for this purpose?
Finally, I would like to ask all of you, if you feel it is appropriate and are willing to do so, to offer me some advice as a newcomer, both to this religion and to this world (I am a teenager), based on what I have shared with you and what you have come to understand about me.
Thank you all in advance!

