i want to delete my account,dont want to but have to

MerkabaforceDec 11, 20192 min to read

Dec 11, 2019

hello
pls i want my account deleted
I feel am not ready to have an account yet,am going through something that is affecting my life seriously,and I feel my involvement in this forum is not needed right now,I know you guys think everyone is unique and i know but I can't shake I'd this feeling that I am not doing enough to be knowleged and not to talk I have gotten into some agurments that didn't end up well for me.
I just feel like myself is not here,it just like someone watching through his body,I can see through my eyes and move my body and things but I don't feel me,its just like myself is inside but is not coming out.
when I see something use to like the feeling of like just do not come out,I don't feel it in my heart of anything same happens when I feel something I hate.I can't feel this hatred.its like everything about myself is blocked out thoroughly and I can't bring them out.
even my user name I don't even know what I feel about it,if I like it or not.lol

I have been meditating anyway and I will not stop but I have fallen back on the Ritual because of physical problems that are going on,but I wish to come back up.

thank you for reading
maybe I will create another account in future when it is the right time.

Dec 17, 2019#20

Absorbing random disinfo from online or random stuff is not making your more knowledgable, keep that also in mind.

Aquarius has like everyone been through this phase so he looks at a lot of this as a Meh situation.

You're giving lessons based on stuff you read randomly online. And clearly a lot of confusion is into all of this.

Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:
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Dec 17, 2019#21

This is the targeted message.

The inmortality of the soul is about only one aspect which is the Aether in the soul.

This does not die but this does not have any content either, so its existence is like saying the body has air and when it dies the air gets released from the lungs and ends up in the atmosphere, so "something" from us lives.

Clearly nothing of someone lives in this case.

This vital air left behind, as with the body that is eaten by worms, can become a vegetable or soil, or food for vultures. This is not immortality its a natural circle.

The soul is not "immortal", and were this the case, all the rituals of the Orphics and all of Paganism wouldn't be about posthumous rites, meditative techniques to stay alive after death, and the Magnum Opus. Reincarnation into a rock that exists indefinitely doesn't exist either.

The rainbow bullshit that people are immortal and perfect is crap from the enemy. This is to prohibit people from advancing and actually attaining anything. One is immortal and perfect already, so nothing to do.

If you are perfect or if you will become a vegetable what is there left to do? This bullshit is gross misintepretation of other teachings. You will not be a dog or a fish next lifetime, nor a rock.

The inmortality of the soul is about only one aspect which is the Aether in the soul.

Clearly nothing of someone lives in this case.

This vital air left behind, as with the body that is eaten by worms, can become a vegetable or soil, or food for vultures. This is not immortality its a natural circle.

If you are perfect or if you will become a vegetable what is there left to do? This bullshit is gross misintepretation of other teachings. You will not be a dog or a fish next lifetime, nor a rock.

Dec 17, 2019#22

HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
The inmortality of the soul is about only one aspect which is the Aether in the soul.
This does not die but this does not have any content either, so its existence is like saying the body has air and when it dies the air gets released from the lungs and ends up in the atmosphere, so "something" from us lives.
Clearly nothing of someone lives in this case.

And after this, i guess we can stop talking about this "soul already immortal" bullshit. Thanks.

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HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
The inmortality of the soul is about only one aspect which is the Aether in the soul.
This does not die but this does not have any content either, so its existence is like saying the body has air and when it dies the air gets released from the lungs and ends up in the atmosphere, so "something" from us lives.
Clearly nothing of someone lives in this case.

And after this, i guess we can stop talking about this "soul already immortal" bullshit. Thanks.

Dec 17, 2019#23

Hi!

My sincere apologies for posting this on a random post (I have, however, read the post and hope the poster stays on their path and does not get discouraged:). As for my issue, may someone please email me to let me know how I may post, or better yet, how I may contact one of the more knowledgeable admins directly? I have a pressing question, and so far I have clicked on every link possible and am only able to reply and not post. Thank you in advance! Ave!

Hi!

Dec 17, 2019#24

Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:
its not misinformation,its the truth I believe and if you don't want to accept it am not forcing anyone,I just asked why people say soul can die when every ancient text I read says that soul is immortal one of which is the book "phaedo'' where Plato proved the immortality of soul using the examples of forms and particulars,you may want to get that book and learn from it
the Egyptian text state that every living thing is an expression of Amun.amun who created the universe through sound and every soul is a part of amun,since amun is the eternal one and existed before the universe and time didn't it mean we are eternal as well.I am not talking of physical eternal,but our souls is eternal even if we may have countless reincarnation cycles soul never dies it only transmigrates,not only from human to human but from human to animal as well.
when people do not meditate for a long time and their soul energy drastically reduces maybe this is what happens,they reincarnates as animal or plants,such reincarnation cycle is known in hinduism and other eastern religions.
all Greek philosophers believed that soul is immortal including Egyptian and eastern text so what is the misinformation in that
Some simple studying here on the forums would show you that most of the works of the Greeks and Egyptians have been corrupted, and no, nobody will ever reincarnate as a plant because that is just some degenerate corruption of texts, hinduism isn’t right, hinduism also promotes degenerate and sick stuff like fasting that is not healthy and we know it. Maybe you can’t accept that the soul can die because of your own insecurities? Who knows...
Maybe use the search function on the forums and type the keywords “reincarnation soul” and you will get a super lengthy explanation by the HP’s on how the soul will actually dissolve in the astral if a person neglects the spiritual for lifetimes.
again your wrong,soul does not dissolve in any astral,soul does not belong to the astral plane,the astral body when we reincarnate dissolved in the astral so we take a new astral body.
soul is life and soul gives life to a body when it inhabits it,nothing can live without soul in it,so when death comes it means that soul has left the body and death take over which then lead to destruction of that body since what is dead is destroyed.soul can not die because soul being life is the opposite of death so when the two meets one has to give way for the other one to take over.either soul being life gives way for death to take over and that is what happens,since soul is life just as snow is cold,if snow was not cold it is not snow.so if soul is not life it is not soul.
energy can not live without soul in it,our physical,astral and aetheric body are energy,but they would not be alive if soul does not inhabit it.if you create an energy form does it mean it has life,it doesn't,it is only a thoughtform manifested by your thoughts and nothing more,it has no soul it is not alive so soul is not an energy form and it don't dissolve back to the ether since ether is energy.
animals and plants have souls too,they are living things just like us,soul can incarnate in the body of a human,animal or plant depending on ones actions,karma and energy levels.our actions affect who we are this also means what we reincarnate into.
I am not the one who have insecurities,you are the one who can't accept anything because it didn't come from jos because you are quite insecure of reading anything outside Jos not me.I remember when I posted something about inner terrestrial civilization and you immediately called it new age because it did not come from jos.
do not call my own researches insecurities and I am done auguring with you since it is leading nowhere,have your way let others have theirs.

You know about the first law of thermodynamics that energy can neither be created and nor be destroyed but you do not think about the second law of thermodynamics. In every change of state, some energy is lost as heat,friction or any other wastage. Similarly the soul loses its energy to the aether with every reincarnation until you won't have any energy left to sustain your consciousness and you will simply cease to exist. That is because the soul is energy.

Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:
its not misinformation,its the truth I believe and if you don't want to accept it am not forcing anyone,I just asked why people say soul can die when every ancient text I read says that soul is immortal one of which is the book "phaedo'' where Plato proved the immortality of soul using the examples of forms and particulars,you may want to get that book and learn from it
the Egyptian text state that every living thing is an expression of Amun.amun who created the universe through sound and every soul is a part of amun,since amun is the eternal one and existed before the universe and time didn't it mean we are eternal as well.I am not talking of physical eternal,but our souls is eternal even if we may have countless reincarnation cycles soul never dies it only transmigrates,not only from human to human but from human to animal as well.
when people do not meditate for a long time and their soul energy drastically reduces maybe this is what happens,they reincarnates as animal or plants,such reincarnation cycle is known in hinduism and other eastern religions.
all Greek philosophers believed that soul is immortal including Egyptian and eastern text so what is the misinformation in that
Some simple studying here on the forums would show you that most of the works of the Greeks and Egyptians have been corrupted, and no, nobody will ever reincarnate as a plant because that is just some degenerate corruption of texts, hinduism isn’t right, hinduism also promotes degenerate and sick stuff like fasting that is not healthy and we know it. Maybe you can’t accept that the soul can die because of your own insecurities? Who knows...
Maybe use the search function on the forums and type the keywords “reincarnation soul” and you will get a super lengthy explanation by the HP’s on how the soul will actually dissolve in the astral if a person neglects the spiritual for lifetimes.
again your wrong,soul does not dissolve in any astral,soul does not belong to the astral plane,the astral body when we reincarnate dissolved in the astral so we take a new astral body.
soul is life and soul gives life to a body when it inhabits it,nothing can live without soul in it,so when death comes it means that soul has left the body and death take over which then lead to destruction of that body since what is dead is destroyed.soul can not die because soul being life is the opposite of death so when the two meets one has to give way for the other one to take over.either soul being life gives way for death to take over and that is what happens,since soul is life just as snow is cold,if snow was not cold it is not snow.so if soul is not life it is not soul.
energy can not live without soul in it,our physical,astral and aetheric body are energy,but they would not be alive if soul does not inhabit it.if you create an energy form does it mean it has life,it doesn't,it is only a thoughtform manifested by your thoughts and nothing more,it has no soul it is not alive so soul is not an energy form and it don't dissolve back to the ether since ether is energy.
animals and plants have souls too,they are living things just like us,soul can incarnate in the body of a human,animal or plant depending on ones actions,karma and energy levels.our actions affect who we are this also means what we reincarnate into.
I am not the one who have insecurities,you are the one who can't accept anything because it didn't come from jos because you are quite insecure of reading anything outside Jos not me.I remember when I posted something about inner terrestrial civilization and you immediately called it new age because it did not come from jos.
do not call my own researches insecurities and I am done auguring with you since it is leading nowhere,have your way let others have theirs.

Jan 15, 2020#25

to the clergy pls delete this thread,thanks