Once you stand up, and before you go to bed [and after an RTR], do this (every day):
Aura cleaning - Visualize yourself engulfed in white gold light and vibrate "RRR-AAAAH-UUUU-MMMM" (Raum) 108 times. (Roll the R's)
Aura of protection:Breath in energy and affirm "I am breathing in powerful protective energy. This energy is building an aura of protection around me. This aura is protecting me at all times in a positive and healthy way." (You can make 1 of these affirmations per breath, or all 3 in one breath, depending on what you prefer). Do this so often that you have said each affirmation 6 times in the end (if you have the time, do it 9 times instead, or even 13).Also, if I remember right, on the website it says to use "This aura is protecting me at all times IN EVERY WAY". Stay away from this. I used to use this and had heavy negative effects, such as being protected in negative ways.
In time this will completely heal you.I was in a similar state to you when I started, and would have advanced even quicker if I had done this in the beginning. You shouldn't bother yourself with other energy workings until you have atleast partly healed yourself, otherwise you would be inviting disaster.
I hope this could help you out.
On Sun, Dec 25, 2016 at 19:39, spiritual.jedi@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote: I want my mind is healthy, so i wont put grey energy on myself if i dont want to. What can i do to be mentally healthy? Please answer
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I think i've seen you post this problem before, and i gave you some tips (if you're the same person)
But it won't hurt to repeat myself. First of all, are you sure you're actually "putting" grey energy on yourself?? or are you just imagining that and you simply can't imagine the energy to be white-gold??? because this can change everything.. If the answer is that you just unable to imagine the energy to be another colour from grey then it's very simple. Just stop whatever meditation you're doing and do A LOT of foundation meditation and void meditation, until you have full control of your thought and imagining powers == Satanic Void Meditation
Then -after you become adapt at controlling your thoughts and what else- you can move on to opening your chakras / meditating on your aura and whatever you were trying to do.
Tip: your mind is yours = your thoughts are yours = you can simply stop "putting" grey energy on yourself if you have strong will.
spiritual.jedi, I also want to commend you for being so loyal to father 5 Years of pain suffering, some other person would say "This is crap! I don't want this anymore" but you kept coming back.
I completely agree with Shael, I used to be under heavy attacks at beginning, and didn't know what to do... As soon as I started building an aura of protection, and did regular aura cleaning, it has become better and better.
Although I firstly had to burn myself to learn a lesson. One night I went to sleep unprotected. On the astral, I received a severe attack in form of spear that stabbed me righ into stomach area, it hurt so much that I literally jumped from my bed.
Do not let yourself exposed to the enemy, keep your aura strong and protected.
-Larissa