I seek knowledge and wisdom.

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Hi, I have been going to a pentacostal church in elk grove california for a few months, my life was going well but then ive noticed that my personal happiness has been declining rapidly. Im a musical talent i play many instruments but "the people on the altar" the "holy ones" dont ever allow me to play. Ive had a few moments that i was able to present my gift before god which was of pure intent but other "pure" musicians dont allow me to play. They see me as a dark horse and i can see they dont want me around, my musical talent surpasses most of them, but i maintain my cool. Hello my name is Jorge Arredondo and I wanted to ask you guys if the creator of man will treasure a beautiful young man with musical ability. I had a vision that a white light spoke to me telling me that he had a gift for me but i had to just come seek it. Ever since then Ive been wanting to take off musically but this church didnt want to allow it. I just want to live my dreams and be happy. I wanted to see if I can become a part of something with real promises instead of trying to put limitations on my heart and spirit.