in your case one thing is certain. doing the ritual by yourself is a good thing. plus it better that way.
i was in a relationship with this Mormon girl at one time and for awhile yeah i was brainwashed myself or so it felt like as now i realize that that previous relationship was a bad idea.
point is allot of us at one time brainwashed by the RHP we just have to know and realize that what they said, do, and teach is total BS.
the RHP has spread much lies and deceit into the minds of many but we are knowing in that they will never bring us down/put us down.
dedication supplies include
something for drawing blood from left index pointer finger. i used a thumbtack although others have used a razor or knife in some cases.
paper that is big enough to write the prayer down as well as write your bloody name on the bottom. i used blank paper. like the kind used in copiers in businesses/office buildings. yo can buy that almost anywhere.
red, black, and blue candles. note on candles some colors may be more or less easy to find. i did not think i had the slightest chance of finding black but i got lucky and found some black ones in an arts and crafts type store called ben franklin. do not sweat it if you cannot find and/or obtain one or more of the 3 colors as its in your heart to dedicate then thats all that matters. red well theres a story. tall red candles in glas jar like containers most of them or at least allot of them have jewsu crap/pictures all over them on the front glass part but some of those tall red candles like that that are the right kinds to by have no pictures of any kind on them at all so if its red yer looking for try to find a tall red one with no pictures on it of any kind. they in most stores stack them next to the dumbass jewsus candles. blue may be one of the easiest colors to find or at least it was for me so my reccomendation for you would be to do your best in looking for a blue one.
for signing my name i used a black feather that i think was from a crow or some kind of black bird. and to get the blood out after poking myself with the thumbtack enough times i squeezed the finger enough times to be able to get blood out, then i dipped the feather part onto the bloody mess on top of my finger as much as needed to get my name down on the paper. i had to try it a few times to make some of the letters of my name legible but eventually i got it written down.
From: vlplaya2212 <vlplaya2212@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, March 23, 2012 12:04 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] i read everything on jos website and i just want to say i been blinded.
I stay up all night last night reading everything on the joy of satan and my eyes was opening. When I was reading exposing christianity i was in shock. I didn't know that the religions of that false god and jesus were planning that new world order. Satan is the true creator of this humanity and I didn't know that all the greeks and egypt gods are close friends to satan and they want people to be spiritual and strong connected with them. Father satan want us to be very close to him he represent love, wisdom, and he really want the world to worship him and not look at him as a evil god that everybody think of him he just want us to be happy and live life. We need to bring unity in all satanism religion and also all the independent satanist. We need to come together and stop the religions of god for brain washing million of people and make them as slave. It are duty to spread the word of satan to people on earth and if we to late it over for us. I want to deicate my soul to father satan but I don't know no satanist around me so can I do the ritual by myself in my room when it night time if so what stuff do I need to use in the ritual and what kind of prayers should I say? Hail father satan 666.