Perform the Dedication Ritual ASAP. Don't worry about things you may have difficulty with or those stupid Xians to begin with. After you have done the Dedication, things will start to get easier, as Demons will want to work with you, helping you advance spiritually, and you will be able to communicate with Father Satan directly. You will also have Demonic protection, so Xians won't be able to hurt you with their prayers. May be Father Satan guide and protect you.
HAIL SATAN!!!
