I need help !

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Hi!
I'm new in Satanism, i dedicated my soul to Father Satan two weeks ago. My parents are catholics, i'm 16 years old and I'm from Poland. Before dedication I felt very well and light. It was wery magical and unusual moment from me. I rode all groups on yahoo and website JoS. I can't find my Demon Guard. It's not my only problem I have problem with meditation. I can't imagine myself chakra's, and concentration it's hard to me. After dedication my problems intensified, I cried often, I feel tired, often i argue with my dad about nothing important things.
Please, help me. I don't wanna feel that. I really love Father Satan and His Demons and really want to be with Him. I want to add to Spiritual War and fight to Father Satan.
Hail Satan and His Demons!
Kasia
Ps.Sorry from my English i'm beginner in this language.

 

[Sims336]

Fear is you greatest enemy. Relax and don't over-think things. Sometimes we do just that, over-think.
Also, don't worry if you have no idea who your Guardian God is yet. I did not know who my Guardian
is until I passed my third year as a dedicated Spiritual Satanist. HE came to me a short time after celebrating
my third year and told me who He is and that He is my Guardian. Try to relax and take things as they come.
The Gods area very busy, and they know us better than we know ourselves. Things will come to you when
the times are right.

Hope this helps.


Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!


Sims


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Hi!

I'm new in Satanism, i dedicated my soul to Father
Satan two weeks ago. My parents are catholics, i'm 16
years old and I'm from Poland. Before dedication I felt
very well and light. It was wery magical and unusual moment
from me. I rode all groups on yahoo and website JoS. I
can't find my Demon Guard. It's not my only problem
I have problem with meditation. I can't imagine myself
chakra's, and concentration it's hard to me. After
dedication my problems intensified, I cried often, I feel
tired, often i argue with my dad about nothing important
things.

Please, help me. I don't wanna feel that. I really
love Father Satan and His Demons and really want to be with
Him. I want to add to Spiritual War and fight to Father
Satan.

Hail Satan and His Demons!

Kasia

Ps.Sorry from my English i'm beginner in this language.














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[livingforsatan]

Welcome, Kasia.

Your English is better than some. ;D

The emotions you feel, at first, can be very intense. You're simultaneously unwinding a Gordian Knot of conditioning and feeling your soul come alive all at the same time.

Practicing void meditation might help. Also, when those energies and emotions are overwhelming, visualize Satan's sigil (either one) and offer those energies to Him as a gift.

Be patient with yourself. Be consistent in your efforts. Even just a few minutes a day is better than a lifetime of giving up.

Do your best, honestly and start as small and as fundamentally as you need to. You will grow from there.

And, everything Sims said.

Hail Satan!

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Hi Kasia, Welcome! Congratulations!
The most common thing we ALL want to know once we dedicate is: WHO is my Guardian Demon? Go through the lists of the Gods and write down the ones who leap out at you. They probably won't reveal them selves right away. In my own case it wasn't till six months in when my deepest wishes and hopes for who I (felt) were my Guardians were confirmed. 
All of us when we begin have a lot of problems with meditation and finding consistency in these. So, don't beat yourself up because you think you aren't doing it right. I know from my own experience that the mind, when you try to meditate will react like a crazy wild thing and be like: WTF are you DOING?!? This is normal. Just persist. Don't be down on yourself. You are freeing yourself after generations of  jewish influence working to shut people off from their spirituality and our natural connections to our Gods.
Also, the enemy wants to scare and bully us back to their program: Hence the tiredness, the arguments, the problems with Dad. All events that try to push us into giving up. Don't give up. You did a brave and honorable thing when you Dedicated. The path of the Zevism is hard and you took it on. There is so much indoctrination against our Father God, Satan. Yet, you knew Him in your heart and you turned to Him! How wonderful is that? You sought the Truth! Satan is the Truth!
This is a beautiful thing you did! Your soul recognized the truth! Love Father. Talk to Him. I would say (my personal opinion) the most important thing to do is an AOP and the Ritual's, and find consisteny in this. Then you can add other power meditations. You need a good AOP. Its a journey. One step at a time. The most important thing is that you recognized the truth and Dedicated. Don't give up or feel discouraged. Keep trying to Advance, to learn, study in Library of Thoth and to grow as a Being. the Gods see this, and they love you for it. You aren't alone anymore. Don't worry. Just do your best. 
Hail Satan!

 

[sable.wolf616]

AOP - Aura of protection - http://madroscpiekla.blogspot.com/2017/ ... klatw.html  Of course, apart from programming your aura twice a day.

Ritual - Spiritual Cleansing Rituals, and the acronym in Polish is ROKT. http://chomikuj.pl/SVVEVE/Rytua*c5*82y*2c+ROKT - download the "Podręczny Zestaw Wojownika Piekła" - therein everything is explained.

How to find your GD http://madroscpiekla.blogspot.com/2016/ ... znika.html

Mądrość Piekła (Hell's Wisdom) contains translations from Library of Thoth / posts from the e-groups.

HS!
88!  
  


---In , <zolaluckystar@... wrote :

Hi Kasia, Welcome! Congratulations!
The most common thing we ALL want to know once we dedicate is: WHO is my Guardian Demon? Go through the lists of the Gods and write down the ones who leap out at you. They probably won't reveal them selves right away. In my own case it wasn't till six months in when my deepest wishes and hopes for who I (felt) were my Guardians were confirmed. 
All of us when we begin have a lot of problems with meditation and finding consistency in these. So, don't beat yourself up because you think you aren't doing it right. I know from my own experience that the mind, when you try to meditate will react like a crazy wild thing and be like: WTF are you DOING?!? This is normal. Just persist. Don't be down on yourself. You are freeing yourself after generations of  jewish influence working to shut people off from their spirituality and our natural connections to our Gods.
Also, the enemy wants to scare and bully us back to their program: Hence the tiredness, the arguments, the problems with Dad. All events that try to push us into giving up. Don't give up. You did a brave and honorable thing when you Dedicated. The path of the Zevism is hard and you took it on. There is so much indoctrination against our Father God, Satan. Yet, you knew Him in your heart and you turned to Him! How wonderful is that? You sought the Truth! Satan is the Truth!
This is a beautiful thing you did! Your soul recognized the truth! Love Father. Talk to Him. I would say (my personal opinion) the most important thing to do is an AOP and the Ritual's, and find consisteny in this. Then you can add other power meditations. You need a good AOP. Its a journey. One step at a time. The most important thing is that you recognized the truth and Dedicated. Don't give up or feel discouraged. Keep trying to Advance, to learn, study in Library of Thoth and to grow as a Being. the Gods see this, and they love you for it. You aren't alone anymore. Don't worry. Just do your best. 
Hail Satan!