I need help !

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Hi!
I'm new in Satanism, i dedicated my soul to Father Satan two weeks ago. My parents are catholics, i'm 16 years old and I'm from Poland. Before dedication I felt very well and light. It was wery magical and unusual moment from me. I rode all groups on yahoo and website JoS. I can't find my Demon Guard. It's not my only problem I have problem with meditation. I can't imagine myself chakra's, and concentration it's hard to me. After dedication my problems intensified, I cried often, I feel tired, often i argue with my dad about nothing important things.
Please, help me. I don't wanna feel that. I really love Father Satan and His Demons and really want to be with Him. I want to add to Spiritual War and fight to Father Satan.
Hail Satan and His Demons!
Kasia
Ps.Sorry from my English i'm beginner in this language.

 

[Sims336]

Fear is you greatest enemy. Relax and don't over-think things. Sometimes we do just that, over-think.
Also, don't worry if you have no idea who your Guardian God is yet. I did not know who my Guardian
is until I passed my third year as a dedicated Spiritual Satanist. HE came to me a short time after celebrating
my third year and told me who He is and that He is my Guardian. Try to relax and take things as they come.
The Gods area very busy, and they know us better than we know ourselves. Things will come to you when
the times are right.

Hope this helps.


Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!


Sims


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Hi!

I'm new in Satanism, i dedicated my soul to Father
Satan two weeks ago. My parents are catholics, i'm 16
years old and I'm from Poland. Before dedication I felt
very well and light. It was wery magical and unusual moment
from me. I rode all groups on yahoo and website JoS. I
can't find my Demon Guard. It's not my only problem
I have problem with meditation. I can't imagine myself
chakra's, and concentration it's hard to me. After
dedication my problems intensified, I cried often, I feel
tired, often i argue with my dad about nothing important
things.

Please, help me. I don't wanna feel that. I really
love Father Satan and His Demons and really want to be with
Him. I want to add to Spiritual War and fight to Father
Satan.

Hail Satan and His Demons!

Kasia

Ps.Sorry from my English i'm beginner in this language.














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[livingforsatan]

Welcome, Kasia.

Your English is better than some. ;D

The emotions you feel, at first, can be very intense. You're simultaneously unwinding a Gordian Knot of conditioning and feeling your soul come alive all at the same time.

Practicing void meditation might help. Also, when those energies and emotions are overwhelming, visualize Satan's sigil (either one) and offer those energies to Him as a gift.

Be patient with yourself. Be consistent in your efforts. Even just a few minutes a day is better than a lifetime of giving up.

Do your best, honestly and start as small and as fundamentally as you need to. You will grow from there.

And, everything Sims said.

Hail Satan!