I need help-lazyness

[uncl3grabby]

I became a spiritual satanist about a year ago but after 3 month or so something happened in my life that made me lose all motivation, I stopped caring and eventually became an atheist. I don't know what happened or why but I'm trying again and I want to know where to start. I can get into a trance but its hard and I have some practice directing energy, also would a demon be mad if i summoned him or her just to get rid of doubt and bring me peace of mind? because I'm still leaning towards atheism and I might fall back.

 

[cam1]

You can do the Mars square for more motivation. Just watch your behavior, it's easy to damage relationships while doing the square.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "uncl3grabby" <noonerealyreadsthisanyway@... wrote:

I became a spiritual satanist about a year ago but after 3 month or so something happened in my life that made me lose all motivation, I stopped caring and eventually became an atheist. I don't know what happened or why but I'm trying again and I want to know where to start. I can get into a trance but its hard and I have some practice directing energy, also would a demon be mad if i summoned him or her just to get rid of doubt and bring me peace of mind? because I'm still leaning towards atheism and I might fall back.

 

[hiimcordell2]

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "Cam" <ch_3_coo@... wrote:

You can do the Mars square for more motivation. Just watch your behavior, it's easy to damage relationships while doing the square.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "uncl3grabby" <noonerealyreadsthisanyway@ wrote:

I became a spiritual satanist about a year ago but after 3 month or so something happened in my life that made me lose all motivation, I stopped caring and eventually became an atheist. I don't know what happened or why but I'm trying again and I want to know where to start. I can get into a trance but its hard and I have some practice directing energy, also would a demon be mad if i summoned him or her just to get rid of doubt and bring me peace of mind? because I'm still leaning towards atheism and I might fall back.

I'm new here, and I have the same problem as well, but I have not dedicated my soul yet. I think I am going to do the dedication ceremony either tonight or tomorrow night, but no matter how much i read and how much it makes perfect logical sense, there's always this tiny voice in the very back of my head that says "bullshit. Prove it" I mean no disrespect... But I need to be able to erase the doubt as well... But I don't know how. It's been frustrating, especially in these past few days. I've tried to start 2 topics on here about it but I guess neither of them got approved for some reason, but if someone were to help me I would be extremely grateful. A personal 1on1 conversation would be very much appreciated. I have a lot of questions

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Meditation and patience. Work with the Earth element and the Base chakra can help with both patience and laziness.

You need to be persistant and see things through. No one ever said Satanism would be easy. It is up to the strong to stick through the tough times and come out the victor. Through this the weak are sifted out from the strong.

Start with a basic meditation program, and stick to it. Consistancy is very important when it comes to meditation. You can't just be meditating on and off here and there when you feel like it. Pick a schedule and stick to it.

Also, don't focus so much on getting into a trance. This is something that will come naturally as you spend more time and gain more experiance in meditation in general. Focus on the basic meditations and work your way from there. After some time, you will find yourself getting into this relaxed and concentrated state whenever you meditate, and this is the trance.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "uncl3grabby" <noonerealyreadsthisanyway@... wrote:

I became a spiritual satanist about a year ago but after 3 month or so something happened in my life that made me lose all motivation, I stopped caring and eventually became an atheist. I don't know what happened or why but I'm trying again and I want to know where to start. I can get into a trance but its hard and I have some practice directing energy, also would a demon be mad if i summoned him or her just to get rid of doubt and bring me peace of mind? because I'm still leaning towards atheism and I might fall back.

 

[emailanonymous36]

I would say work on your 3 Ps- patience, persistence, practice. As for attempted summoning to help clear any doubt, I'm not sure, but it's possible you wouldn't be able to sense them if you're not open enough yet.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "uncl3grabby" <noonerealyreadsthisanyway@... wrote:

I became a spiritual satanist about a year ago but after 3 month or so something happened in my life that made me lose all motivation, I stopped caring and eventually became an atheist. I don't know what happened or why but I'm trying again and I want to know where to start. I can get into a trance but its hard and I have some practice directing energy, also would a demon be mad if i summoned him or her just to get rid of doubt and bring me peace of mind? because I'm still leaning towards atheism and I might fall back.

 

[equinonez19]

I think you are under attack by an Xtian spirit and need to be with some fellow Satanic members and do a cleansing ritual. Hope this helps!
Hail Satan! praise and Glory to all the Demons/Demonesses under Lord Satan's Domain!

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "uncl3grabby" <noonerealyreadsthisanyway@... wrote:

I became a spiritual satanist about a year ago but after 3 month or so something happened in my life that made me lose all motivation, I stopped caring and eventually became an atheist. I don't know what happened or why but I'm trying again and I want to know where to start. I can get into a trance but its hard and I have some practice directing energy, also would a demon be mad if i summoned him or her just to get rid of doubt and bring me peace of mind? because I'm still leaning towards atheism and I might fall back.