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Joshua1

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Ok well this starts when I was getting picked on for my beliefs and ppl use to beat me some even stab me in my old town I even had to go to rehab for sevear depression from it what I'm about to tell u is all true I want to know of this is a blessing well I was laying in my bed and went to ge up then felt something holding me down then stoped I went into the bathroom and looked in a merior and my eyes looked like red snake eyes and the next day I was hearing voices don't remember what they siead it was a long time ago and the ppl who use to pick on me just stoped and was scared to even look at me and started calling me a demon child was this a demon protecting me from them? And should I concider it a blessing?
 
This kinda reminds me of one of those Iq test questions with multiple choice answers. I pick....
D) not enough information to tell.

--- In [url=mailto:Advanced_Meditation@yahoogroups.com]Advanced_Meditation@yahoogroups.com[/url], "joshua" <joshuabodamer@... wrote:

Ok well this starts when I was getting picked on for my beliefs and ppl use to beat me some even stab me in my old town I even had to go to rehab for sevear depression from it what I'm about to tell u is all true I want to know of this is a blessing well I was laying in my bed and went to ge up then felt something holding me down then stoped I went into the bathroom and looked in a merior and my eyes looked like red snake eyes and the next day I was hearing voices don't remember what they siead it was a long time ago and the ppl who use to pick on me just stoped and was scared to even look at me and started calling me a demon child was this a demon protecting me from them? And should I concider it a blessing?
 
You're only asking about this now? That you can't remember what they said... None of the Gods has red snake-like eyes, nor would they hold you down... I think you need the help of someone quite powerful, considering that you aren't very strong yourself.
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first a demon is not scary or a hiddeous monster, so them calling you a demon child means you are a scary and hiddeous being. thats what they think a demon is a scary thingy. i think that insults you for who you are and the true demons, the original gods for what they truly are, caring and powerful beings, that dont have horns or bat wings. but it does seem to me that your are being attack. how about asking father satan for protection, then start doing power meditations to expand your aura, which can give your protection, and open your mind and abilities thats has been with you all along. then you can stop these disturbances and get stronger to eventually learn how to protect yourself.

--- In [url=mailto:Advanced_Meditation@yahoogroups.com]Advanced_Meditation@yahoogroups.com[/url], "Merlin" <darkfury211@... wrote:

This kinda reminds me of one of those Iq test questions with multiple choice answers. I pick....
D) not enough information to tell.

--- In [url=mailto:Advanced_Meditation@yahoogroups.com]Advanced_Meditation@yahoogroups.com[/url], "joshua" <joshuabodamer@ wrote:

Ok well this starts when I was getting picked on for my beliefs and ppl use to beat me some even stab me in my old town I even had to go to rehab for sevear depression from it what I'm about to tell u is all true I want to know of this is a blessing well I was laying in my bed and went to ge up then felt something holding me down then stoped I went into the bathroom and looked in a merior and my eyes looked like red snake eyes and the next day I was hearing voices don't remember what they siead it was a long time ago and the ppl who use to pick on me just stoped and was scared to even look at me and started calling me a demon child was this a demon protecting me from them? And should I concider it a blessing?
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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