I Left Islam some years ago. Feeling very bad now.

[Valiant]

Hello,

i discovered the Truth about Islam while practising this "religion" and I started to read about Satan and the Demons in different sites and books. After i decided to left Islam it happened a very strange thing in my mind.
I felt fire under my feet, like an invisible fire. So i thought it was the punishment of Allah and i started to call this entity and ask help. After that the fire gone away and I saw a king with a crown, two palms (one on the right and one on the left) sitting on a throne. After that i became crazy and I didn't know what to do. There was like a voice in my head telling me to pray and pray and pray everyday to be saved from hell and so on. In my hallucinations i also saw like a big goat... Well, it is maybe just a delusion but I feel very unconfortable now. I know islam is a programme of slavery, but i feel alone in this strange path of my life. I would like to understand better spirituality, but i need a guide, cause honestly I am a quite weak person, by means of physical and spiritual way. And i know few things about the true spirituality. What do you think about that? Any suggest? Thank you.

 

[Gearshift]

https://web.archive.org/web/20190308120702/http://www.skepticsannotatedbible.com/quran/index.htm

Also check out deprogramming from Islam:

https://archive.is/xEizQ

https://www.ancient-forums.com/view...655&hilit=how+to+deprogram+from+islam#p249655

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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That sounds like an attack to keep you from leaving Islam. The enemy is desperate and does not want yet another powerful soul attacking them. Are you dedicated to Satan?

I think you are probably stronger than you think. You shouldn't think of yourself as weak. It is not healthy on your subconscious. That does not mean you have to think of yourself as invisible, but you still have power behind you.

Try to think about why you feel that way. Anything related to fear from punishment by Allah cannot be a valid reason, otherwise fear would not be needed to enforce it. If you haven't already, you should dedicate to Satan and know you are always protected by him. Allah is just a weak thoughtform and even less than an ant when compared to Satan or the demons.

It is not coincidence that you started breaking free from Islam back to the religion of your ancestors. This reflects you and also what the Gods think about you. They know you can break free and they are calling you back. Do not be scared. Satan will protect you, and give you the means to protect yourself.

 

[Thousahll]

Hello,

i discovered the Truth about Islam while practising this "religion" and I started to read about Satan and the Demons in different sites and books. After i decided to left Islam it happened a very strange thing in my mind.
I felt fire under my feet, like an invisible fire. So i thought it was the punishment of Allah and i started to call this entity and ask help. After that the fire gone away and I saw a king with a crown, two palms (one on the right and one on the left) sitting on a throne. After that i became crazy and I didn't know what to do. There was like a voice in my head telling me to pray and pray and pray everyday to be saved from hell and so on. In my hallucinations i also saw like a big goat... Well, it is maybe just a delusion but I feel very unconfortable now. I know islam is a programme of slavery, but i feel alone in this strange path of my life. I would like to understand better spirituality, but i need a guide, cause honestly I am a quite weak person, by means of physical and spiritual way. And i know few things about the true spirituality. What do you think about that? Any suggest? Thank you.

Don't give in. This is purely an enemy harassment. They are obviously feeding your mind with those thoughts. Just keep on ignoring it and it will fade away in time.

No you are not weak. We are the elite of this world. Resist! Rebel!

 

[Lili]

I don't quite understand why you feel bad about something you already know isn't true. After all, you quit because you know it is nonsense.

Eh I guess it is about, old habits die hard. Sometimes it is hard to get over what has been told to us over the years.

 

[alandaleb10]

My experience
I born in a Muslim family
Byt he age of 6 i was believe in reincarnation
Bythe age of 13 i was questioning
By the age of 20 i joined satanism
And since I joined satanism my life has become more better
Hail satan