I just discovered to have a most-likely jewish very-far relative

[Daemontech [NG]]

I'm fucking going crazy over this.

So, I just discovered that I have an ancestor in common with a famous "person" (if you can call that a person) that pushes strongly the jewish agenda.

This person is strongly believed to be jewish, but I'm not certain of it. Officialy this person isn't. It doesn't really matter. What it really matters is discovering if I am jewish or not. I already talked about this before, but it was only paranoia, now I have a real reason to be worried about it.

I don't want to say the name of this person for safety reasons. I'm scared of everything and wanna be super cautious about this.

I know for a fact that I felt a strong joy and feeling of love when finding JoS and reading about Satan, both the first time at 13yo and the "definitive" second time at 18-19yo, so this is either real (I am a Gentile) or a self illusion to infiltrate here, like a dormant cell (I'd be jewish).

I wasn't sure how to approach this issue, I thought maybe just asking if that person was actually jewish or just a traitor without saying anything, but at the end I felt like this approach that I'm taking is better.

I'd like to add that I always had problems with this side of the family (my mothers), I've always disagreed with them on everything, they're a very christian average italian family.
My father's family tho, it's the complete opposite. They're relatively woke on yehuborim, on the jabs and that meditation is powerful etc...

Although, even some far relative in my father's family is probably jewish... He was a mafia boss, and by looking at his pictures I can say that he looks jewish. My father's mother has some strange traits that could be both italian or jewish.

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-Ritual (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

 

[Henu the Great]

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-Ritual (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

Just continue on the 8 fold path, and everything will become clearer as you progress.

 

[Daemontech [NG]]

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-Ritual (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

Just continue on the 8 fold path, and everything will become clearer as you progress.

8 fold path? I'm missing something, as I don't know/remember what this is. It does sounds familiar tho.

 

[newbie40]

ewww

 

[Bluecollarbutch666]

UPDATE
Ok, I've read posts around, and the general feeling is that a jew can't go months doing the Ritual 4 times a day without consequences, I even dedicated and all. And then I thought at the side of the family that shares the ancestor with this jew, and they don't look jewish at all. Let's say that I exclude the worst case scenario then. I feel calmer now. It's a lot more likely that this jew is a jew because of the other part of their family and not from the same ancestor as me, seeing the names and origins.

Do the shattering into yourself.

 

[Henu the Great]

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-Ritual (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

Just continue on the 8 fold path, and everything will become clearer as you progress.

8 fold path? I'm missing something, as I don't know/remember what this is. It does sounds familiar tho.

Something awfully familiar, eh?

https://www.templeofzeus.org/ASHTAR.html

Perhaps it would be a good idea to reindroduce yourself into studying JoS sites.

 

[Fuchs]

"what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If the enemy would win (which they don´t), you would be totaly enslaved/dead either way. AS HPHC did say if the top of the enemy, would know what will happen if they win, they would immediately stop and ask Satan for mercy.

 

[Daemontech [NG]]

I heard that yehuborim only have 4 chakras. For this reason, if you have 7 chakras, that means you are a Gentile.

I've done chakra rotation and stuff like that, so I guess I have 7 like everyone else.

 

[Daemontech [NG]]

...
It will become more difficult for yehuborim to live in Gentile society now as time goes on. They are losing what friends (cucks and sympathizers) they had...

I'm having a hard time with keeping certain friends, but for the opposite reason: they aren't woke. They believe everything Mario Draghi says, so sooner or later I will distance myself from them or viceversa, if the situation gets worse socially speaking.

 

[EasternFireLion666]

UPDATE
Ok, I've read posts around, and the general feeling is that a jew can't go months doing the Ritual 4 times a day without consequences, I even dedicated and all. And then I thought at the side of the family that shares the ancestor with this jew, and they don't look jewish at all. Let's say that I exclude the worst case scenario then. I feel calmer now. It's a lot more likely that this jew is a jew because of the other part of their family and not from the same ancestor as me, seeing the names and origins.

I think the best way is to ask yourself how you generally feel about this ideea. Only you can determine this answer by simply analysing your own instincts and desires.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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Beyond just the Ritual, you would have issues with runes or Sanskrit mantras as well. However, if you have had constructive experiences with these, then that means they are helping your soul.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Some of this may be their own enemy entities going wtf and attacking them trying to stop this though and not necessarily effects from the Ritual.

So I wouldn't know I bet the Shattering and Tetragramaton thing is more harmful to them than final Ritual I never heard anything on the effects there so this may not apply to this if they are adding those two. Probably causes even more problems.

 

[Daemontech [NG]]

I want to close this topic with this statement: I always enjoy visualizing Father's sigil. I've never had a bad experience with His sigil.
Among all the things that tend to prove that I am a Gentile (like also having done massively the Rituals and programmed one version of it too), this fact about His sigil is what really reassures me and makes me feel calmer about this subject, way more than everything else.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Que extranho! Odeio judeu por toda a eternidade.
Al Jilwah
As Doutrinas de Satan:
__ II__Eu recompenso os descendentes de
Adapa, com recompensas que
somente Eu detenho.
Mais do que isto, o poder e domínio
sobre tudo o que há na Terra, acima e
abaixo dela, jaz em minha mão.
Eu não permito associações com
outros povos, mas não privo aqueles
que são meus e me obedecem de
qualquer coisa que desejem.
Eu deposito meus presentes nas mãos
daqueles que Eu testei e estão de
acordo com meus desejos.
Eu manifesto-me de várias formas
àqueles que são fiéis e estão sob meu
comando.
Eu concedo e tiro; Eu enriqueço e
empobreço; Eu causo tanto a
felicidade como a miséria. Eu faço
todas estas coisas conforme as
características de cada época. E
ninguém tem o direito de interferir na
administração daquilo que a mim...

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