Hey there, I'm new to satanism and one of the main reasons I came to Satan is because I used to be an atheist who was hated by all at school. all my friends were christians and I lost most of them because I didn't believe in their god. I turned on them and came to Satan because I hunger for revenge. Now I don't wanna kill them, I just want them to sufer. The only problem is I can't seem to enter a trance and I do everything that JoS says and still can't do it. I want to get revenge but how can I get revenge if I can't do the first thing JoS instructs me to do[I'm posting this on a pda cuz my parents will kill me if they found out ima satanist and I can't find the question mark]. Thanks for the help. HAIL SATAN!!!