I Have to Be the Biggest Softie in the World!

[arniesj91]

Well,    This is quite embarrassing, but...In the hour of 3am I tried to do my dedication ritual...not too long ago now. I drew out the prayer and attempted to draw blood but I couldn't bring myself to it! I tried to use a safety pin and it hurt! So I was like forget that. I had a paper where I had my name already signed in my blood on. I had an accident one morning crossing a fence where I fell in a thorn bush. One thorn went so deep into my left pinkie, it took me 30 mins to pick it out. When I finally did, blood came gushing. So I took that opportunity to go ahead and at least sign my name and then write the prayer when I'm ready. That still counts, right?    Either way, that paper has vanished! I don't understand, where it could've went to. I had to have misplaced it but I've looked EVERYWHERE in my room...which is the only place it could be. So now I feel stuck. I can't cross to the other side because the fence is too high, but I don't want to stay where I'm at. Lol. How mandatory is using blood?    All of you who have dedicated already: You are BADASSES! Lol

 

[jeremy montoya]

Look, in a not disrespectful manner, the dedication ritual is a test of strength of character. you cant prick your finger when back in ancient times, the initiate would have to dive into a water hole full of alligators and would have to make it to the other side and out. the gators were fully fed but the initiate didnt know this.

so seriously, do this for Father Satan, all thats needed is a couple drops of blood.


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On Sun, Jan 18, 2015 1:45 AM PST arniesj91@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Well,
This is quite embarrassing, but...In the hour of 3am I tried to do my dedication ritual...not too long ago now. I drew out the prayer and attempted to draw blood but I couldn't bring myself to it! I tried to use a safety pin and it hurt! So I was like forget that. I had a paper where I had my name already signed in my blood on. I had an accident one morning crossing a fence where I fell in a thorn bush. One thorn went so deep into my left pinkie, it took me 30 mins to pick it out. When I finally did, blood came gushing. So I took that opportunity to go ahead and at least sign my name and then write the prayer when I'm ready. That still counts, right?
Either way, that paper has vanished! I don't understand, where it could've went to. I had to have misplaced it but I've looked EVERYWHERE in my room...which is the only place it could be. So now I feel stuck. I can't cross to the other side because the fence is too high, but I don't want to stay where I'm at. Lol. How mandatory is using blood?
All of you who have dedicated already: You are BADASSES! Lol

 

[jeremy montoya]

look, in a not disrespectful manner, the dedication ritual is a test of strength of character. you cant prick your finger when back in ancient times, the initiate would have to dive into a water hole full of alligators and would have to make it to the other side and out. the gators were fully fed but the initiate didnt know this.

so seriously, do this for Father Satan, all thats needed is a couple drops of blood.

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On Sun, Jan 18, 2015 1:45 AM PST arniesj91@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Well,
This is quite embarrassing, but...In the hour of 3am I tried to do my dedication ritual...not too long ago now. I drew out the prayer and attempted to draw blood but I couldn't bring myself to it! I tried to use a safety pin and it hurt! So I was like forget that. I had a paper where I had my name already signed in my blood on. I had an accident one morning crossing a fence where I fell in a thorn bush. One thorn went so deep into my left pinkie, it took me 30 mins to pick it out. When I finally did, blood came gushing. So I took that opportunity to go ahead and at least sign my name and then write the prayer when I'm ready. That still counts, right?
Either way, that paper has vanished! I don't understand, where it could've went to. I had to have misplaced it but I've looked EVERYWHERE in my room...which is the only place it could be. So now I feel stuck. I can't cross to the other side because the fence is too high, but I don't want to stay where I'm at. Lol. How mandatory is using blood?
All of you who have dedicated already: You are BADASSES! Lol

 

[kay_dogg_fox]

Hey brother, I am petrified of the sight of blood. Going for a blood tastes sends me into a panic attack. And I'm mostly a wimp when it come to pain. But last year when I did the dedication ritual. I used a razor. And swallowed my personal fear, then I did it.

No disrespect my friend, but if you can't overcome a small bit of pain or discomfort for something as grand as this. Your not going to be able to advance spiritually ether.

It's just a one time formality. If you can't do it. Maybe it's better you stay as you are for now. Satanism is not for the weak when it comes to that stuff. I'm sorry to say.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

Say what about aligators? Ok i am calling bs on that statement that is just insane. 

 

[solarsonia666]

Personally when I dedicated I just had a little bit of blood, not much. I wrote my name in ink and smeared the blood on it.

Though, it still bothers me that shortly after I dedicated, there was a feeling of panic, anxiety, which somehow made me snuff out the candle and go back to what I was doing before the ritual instead of meditating on it... i feel kinda bad about that...

 

[jamesmarshall237]

XD i know how you feel. Lucky for me i had an open wound so i just used blood from that . Listen in all honesty the blood is ceremonial not all that needed. Whats in the heart matters. Just do the dedication with no blood. During it don't ask for forgiveness nothing is worse to Satan then saying sorry. Act as if your a king on their way to being a god. Always. ^_^ Hold your head up high and when people try to drag you down for being proud, which they will :/ my mom is one of them for me, just spit on them, metaphorically spitting in the usa counts as a lethal weapon so don't please never really spit on them, and get holding your head up high. Hope you can do it my soon to be brother/sister.


Hail to the king, Hail Satan, and all those above me.

 

[jeremy montoya]

you need to do more studying. but crocodiles not alligators my mistake.- http://www.freewebs.com/eridu666/Brotherhood.html
The initiate, taking only one breath would dive under water not knowing what to expect and the test was to emerge from the water in a different location from where he/she went in. Initiates were unaware that the crocodiles were fully fed. They had to remain calm and in control to navigate the water



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On Sun, Jan 18, 2015 9:06 PM PST jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Say what about aligators? Ok i am calling bs on that statement that is just insane.

 

[jeremy montoya]

not sure if that statement is true or not as I wasnt there but my point was one cannot have such small fears if one wants to advance spiritually



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On Mon, Jan 19, 2015 11:36 AM PST jeremy montoya jeremymontoya14@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:


you need to do more studying. but crocodiles not alligators my mistake.- http://www.freewebs.com/eridu666/Brotherhood.html
The initiate, taking only one breath would dive under water not knowing what to expect and the test was to emerge from the water in a different location from where he/she went in. Initiates were unaware that the crocodiles were fully fed. They had to remain calm and in control to navigate the water



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On Sun, Jan 18, 2015 9:06 PM PST jamesmarshall237@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:

Say what about aligators? Ok i am calling bs on that statement that is just insane.

 

[enemyofjezzuz]

I had a similar problem, but even at the risk of having to repeat the dedication I did not want such a little thing to prevent me from getting at least a smudge of blood on the paper.  A sewing needle in the left index finger was what eventually did it--though I must have done 15 or 20 dry runs before drawing blood.  And it only takes a tiny amount--if you can't fully sign your name, at least daub a tiny amount of blood on the paper and sign it in ink.
Of course, there are legitimate medical situations where even this is dangerous.  If you are on medication that makes even a tiny cut dangerous, do not do this.  Or, if you have some diseases where you keep bleeding or are exceptionally prone to infection, this ritual may be dangerous and you should not attempt it (of course, some forms of hemophilia are symptoms of jewishness and, if you are jewish by blood, you should under no circumstances do this dedication).  Or, there are situations where getting caught is a legitimate worry.  In these situations, you might be able to get away with symbolically poking your finger.
Now, the biggest thing is you WILL be blaspheming the butt-holy spirit during the ritual.  If you are at all sincere, you cannot avoid that.  And, if you are deeply into Christi-SCAM-ity or pisslam, that can be even harder than sticking a sewing needle into your finger.
There are ways to minimize the danger.  Infection is the biggest possibility for most of us, and fairly easy to prevent.  Rubbing alcohol, preferably the hospital grade (91%), will sterilize the needle or razor.  You can also use heat to sterilize it, but at risk of leaving soot on the needle (which is why I prefer the alcohol).  Also, use the alcohol on your skin near where you will be poking with the instrument.  You probably remember how they do this at the doctor when you get a shot.  Treat this as a shot--application of rubbing alcohol will prevent infection.  If anything, this is less dangerous and less painful than a medical shot because you are not injecting anything that is going to poison you down the road.

 

[dalightskin]

I keep saying this but, have you tried flossing your teeth until blood comes out? That's what I did for my dedication ritual. Don't get me wrong it still hurts a lot, but it hurts a little less and heals faster than a lot of places.

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Go to Walmart and get a box of "Reli On Ultra Thin Lancets".  They cost like $3.  Then just push it in until you feel it brake through the skin.  A safety pin?  Really?  Why don't you just use a dull fork?  That's some unnecessary pain.  If your going to get ballsy, go with a razor blade.  That's what I would use if I could do it over again.  (A new, sharp razor blade - the ones that you can hold on the top).  I had to keep poking myself with those stupid lancets.  But, hey, they are perfect for popping pimples.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

.... i reacted my earlier and wish to apologize.... but dam O_O. Is it bad though i cant cut myself cuz i have this strong sense of self protection. I can't willing harm myself. I can deal with pain just fine, but i would do anything to save myself. I guess i just have an extreme sense of self preservation. Is that bad? 

 

[jacob1]

Guys i forgot my account so i can no longer sign in

"denniswhicher@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

I had a similar problem, but even at the risk of having to repeat the dedication I did not want such a little thing to prevent me from getting at least a smudge of blood on the paper. A sewing needle in the left index finger was what eventually did it--though I must have done 15 or 20 dry runs before drawing blood. And it only takes a tiny amount--if you can't fully sign your name, at least daub a tiny amount of blood on the paper and sign it in ink.


Of course, there are legitimate medical situations where even this is dangerous. If you are on medication that makes even a tiny cut dangerous, do not do this. Or, if you have some diseases where you keep bleeding or are exceptionally prone to infection, this ritual may be dangerous and you should not attempt it (of course, some forms of hemophilia are symptoms of jewishness and, if you are jewish by blood, you should under no circumstances do this dedication). Or, there are situations where getting caught is a legitimate worry. In these situations, you might be able to get away with symbolically poking your finger.


Now, the biggest thing is you WILL be blaspheming the butt-holy spirit during the ritual. If you are at all sincere, you cannot avoid that. And, if you are deeply into Christi-SCAM-ity or pisslam, that can be even harder than sticking a sewing needle into your finger.


There are ways to minimize the danger. Infection is the biggest possibility for most of us, and fairly easy to prevent. Rubbing alcohol, preferably the hospital grade (91%), will sterilize the needle or razor. You can also use heat to sterilize it, but at risk of leaving soot on the needle (which is why I prefer the alcohol). Also, use the alcohol on your skin near where you will be poking with the instrument. You probably remember how they do this at the doctor when you get a shot. Treat this as a shot--application of rubbing alcohol will prevent infection. If anything, this is less dangerous and less painful than a medical shot because you are not injecting anything that is going to poison you down the road.