I Have to Be the Biggest Softie in the World!

[arniesj91]

Well,    This is quite embarrassing, but...In the hour of 3am I tried to do my dedication ritual...not too long ago now. I drew out the prayer and attempted to draw blood but I couldn't bring myself to it! I tried to use a safety pin and it hurt! So I was like forget that. I had a paper where I had my name already signed in my blood on. I had an accident one morning crossing a fence where I fell in a thorn bush. One thorn went so deep into my left pinkie, it took me 30 mins to pick it out. When I finally did, blood came gushing. So I took that opportunity to go ahead and at least sign my name and then write the prayer when I'm ready. That still counts, right?    Either way, that paper has vanished! I don't understand, where it could've went to. I had to have misplaced it but I've looked EVERYWHERE in my room...which is the only place it could be. So now I feel stuck. I can't cross to the other side because the fence is too high, but I don't want to stay where I'm at. Lol. How mandatory is using blood?    All of you who have dedicated already: You are BADASSES! Lol

 

[jeremy montoya]

Look, in a not disrespectful manner, the dedication ritual is a test of strength of character. you cant prick your finger when back in ancient times, the initiate would have to dive into a water hole full of alligators and would have to make it to the other side and out. the gators were fully fed but the initiate didnt know this.

so seriously, do this for Father Satan, all thats needed is a couple drops of blood.


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Well,
This is quite embarrassing, but...In the hour of 3am I tried to do my dedication ritual...not too long ago now. I drew out the prayer and attempted to draw blood but I couldn't bring myself to it! I tried to use a safety pin and it hurt! So I was like forget that. I had a paper where I had my name already signed in my blood on. I had an accident one morning crossing a fence where I fell in a thorn bush. One thorn went so deep into my left pinkie, it took me 30 mins to pick it out. When I finally did, blood came gushing. So I took that opportunity to go ahead and at least sign my name and then write the prayer when I'm ready. That still counts, right?
Either way, that paper has vanished! I don't understand, where it could've went to. I had to have misplaced it but I've looked EVERYWHERE in my room...which is the only place it could be. So now I feel stuck. I can't cross to the other side because the fence is too high, but I don't want to stay where I'm at. Lol. How mandatory is using blood?
All of you who have dedicated already: You are BADASSES! Lol [/QUOTE]

 

[jeremy montoya]

look, in a not disrespectful manner, the dedication ritual is a test of strength of character. you cant prick your finger when back in ancient times, the initiate would have to dive into a water hole full of alligators and would have to make it to the other side and out. the gators were fully fed but the initiate didnt know this.

so seriously, do this for Father Satan, all thats needed is a couple drops of blood.

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Well,
This is quite embarrassing, but...In the hour of 3am I tried to do my dedication ritual...not too long ago now. I drew out the prayer and attempted to draw blood but I couldn't bring myself to it! I tried to use a safety pin and it hurt! So I was like forget that. I had a paper where I had my name already signed in my blood on. I had an accident one morning crossing a fence where I fell in a thorn bush. One thorn went so deep into my left pinkie, it took me 30 mins to pick it out. When I finally did, blood came gushing. So I took that opportunity to go ahead and at least sign my name and then write the prayer when I'm ready. That still counts, right?
Either way, that paper has vanished! I don't understand, where it could've went to. I had to have misplaced it but I've looked EVERYWHERE in my room...which is the only place it could be. So now I feel stuck. I can't cross to the other side because the fence is too high, but I don't want to stay where I'm at. Lol. How mandatory is using blood?
All of you who have dedicated already: You are BADASSES! Lol [/QUOTE]

 

[kay_dogg_fox]

Hey brother, I am petrified of the sight of blood. Going for a blood tastes sends me into a panic attack. And I'm mostly a wimp when it come to pain. But last year when I did the dedication ritual. I used a razor. And swallowed my personal fear, then I did it.

No disrespect my friend, but if you can't overcome a small bit of pain or discomfort for something as grand as this. Your not going to be able to advance spiritually ether.

It's just a one time formality. If you can't do it. Maybe it's better you stay as you are for now. Satanism is not for the weak when it comes to that stuff. I'm sorry to say.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

Say what about aligators? Ok i am calling bs on that statement that is just insane. 

 

[solarsonia666]

Personally when I dedicated I just had a little bit of blood, not much. I wrote my name in ink and smeared the blood on it.

Though, it still bothers me that shortly after I dedicated, there was a feeling of panic, anxiety, which somehow made me snuff out the candle and go back to what I was doing before the ritual instead of meditating on it... i feel kinda bad about that...

 

[jamesmarshall237]

XD i know how you feel. Lucky for me i had an open wound so i just used blood from that . Listen in all honesty the blood is ceremonial not all that needed. Whats in the heart matters. Just do the dedication with no blood. During it don't ask for forgiveness nothing is worse to Satan then saying sorry. Act as if your a king on their way to being a god. Always. ^_^ Hold your head up high and when people try to drag you down for being proud, which they will :/ my mom is one of them for me, just spit on them, metaphorically spitting in the usa counts as a lethal weapon so don't please never really spit on them, and get holding your head up high. Hope you can do it my soon to be brother/sister.


Hail to the king, Hail Satan, and all those above me.

 

[jeremy montoya]

you need to do more studying. but crocodiles not alligators my mistake.- http://www.freewebs.com/eridu666/Brotherhood.html
The initiate, taking only one breath would dive under water not knowing what to expect and the test was to emerge from the water in a different location from where he/she went in. Initiates were unaware that the crocodiles were fully fed. They had to remain calm and in control to navigate the water



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Say what about aligators? Ok i am calling bs on that statement that is just insane. [/QUOTE]

 

[jeremy montoya]

not sure if that statement is true or not as I wasnt there but my point was one cannot have such small fears if one wants to advance spiritually



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you need to do more studying. but crocodiles not alligators my mistake.- http://www.freewebs.com/eridu666/Brotherhood.html
The initiate, taking only one breath would dive under water not knowing what to expect and the test was to emerge from the water in a different location from where he/she went in. Initiates were unaware that the crocodiles were fully fed. They had to remain calm and in control to navigate the water



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Say what about aligators? Ok i am calling bs on that statement that is just insane. [/QUOTE]

 

[dalightskin]

I keep saying this but, have you tried flossing your teeth until blood comes out? That's what I did for my dedication ritual. Don't get me wrong it still hurts a lot, but it hurts a little less and heals faster than a lot of places.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

.... i reacted my earlier and wish to apologize.... but dam O_O. Is it bad though i cant cut myself cuz i have this strong sense of self protection. I can't willing harm myself. I can deal with pain just fine, but i would do anything to save myself. I guess i just have an extreme sense of self preservation. Is that bad?