bdskiaba2017
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Hi,
I am very new to this and have just started my journey of looking into this. I have because of many things that have happened in my life. I have been a Christian all my life but as I ha e looked back on it god has never been there for me. He has never answered even one of my prayers. When I have asked why I have been told it's because his ways are higher than our way, and he has better than your prayers but nothing has ever gotten better and then I was told my faith was weak or crap like that. Recently my wife left me and for the last year I have cried out to go multiples times a day to reconcile us but nothing has ever changed. All of the promises of the Bible have gone unfulfilled and. I thing I have ever asked for has been granted. Then one day someone asked me "what type of father ignores his children when they cry out in pain?" I was floored and had no response. He told he that he was a lucifarian(sorry if that spelling is wrong) and he told me that all I have been taught about Satan or lucifer was wrong and a lie. He told me that Satan actually loves man and wanted us to be the ines to make our own laws. That he was cast from heaven because he disagrees with god about how we should be treated? I'm not to sure because I was shocked by his question and his story but I was also so broken hearted. So I have come here to ask, with respect, about this. Does Satan love us? Does he answer his children? Have all I been taught by the church about him wrong? Is he evil or good? Does he care about us? About me? And the question that is closest to my heart, can and will he bring my wife back to me? I don't know what to believe anymore but I know that God doesn't love me or care about my pain. So anyone that can help me find out the truth I appreciate and if Satan does love me and care and can grant my prayers how do I find him or speak to him? This is all new to me so I thank you for your understanding.
John
I am very new to this and have just started my journey of looking into this. I have because of many things that have happened in my life. I have been a Christian all my life but as I ha e looked back on it god has never been there for me. He has never answered even one of my prayers. When I have asked why I have been told it's because his ways are higher than our way, and he has better than your prayers but nothing has ever gotten better and then I was told my faith was weak or crap like that. Recently my wife left me and for the last year I have cried out to go multiples times a day to reconcile us but nothing has ever changed. All of the promises of the Bible have gone unfulfilled and. I thing I have ever asked for has been granted. Then one day someone asked me "what type of father ignores his children when they cry out in pain?" I was floored and had no response. He told he that he was a lucifarian(sorry if that spelling is wrong) and he told me that all I have been taught about Satan or lucifer was wrong and a lie. He told me that Satan actually loves man and wanted us to be the ines to make our own laws. That he was cast from heaven because he disagrees with god about how we should be treated? I'm not to sure because I was shocked by his question and his story but I was also so broken hearted. So I have come here to ask, with respect, about this. Does Satan love us? Does he answer his children? Have all I been taught by the church about him wrong? Is he evil or good? Does he care about us? About me? And the question that is closest to my heart, can and will he bring my wife back to me? I don't know what to believe anymore but I know that God doesn't love me or care about my pain. So anyone that can help me find out the truth I appreciate and if Satan does love me and care and can grant my prayers how do I find him or speak to him? This is all new to me so I thank you for your understanding.
John
