I have bad luck in life... I want a solution

[sonya2006]

My chakras are clean. Even when I start meditating, I don’t face any difficulty or time until I see my chakras illuminated, and when I clean them, they are radiant with strong light.My aura is strong and clear... but in my whole life there is nothing good. Everything I wish for and want does not happen. All circumstances are always against me. I am really failing. My life is really bad and I want an explanation for why my luck is so bad. Why does nothing work? Why does everything let me down? My family makes me a permanent hell and they hinder everything, even the simplest things that concern me and my freedom. I want a solution with them. I do not want them to talk to me. I want them to leave me alone (any talk or any attempts to deal with them and solve the matter do not work, so I want a magic or a spell... to solve the matter). I do meditations and beg for help from the gods, even with something simple, and there is no response. My life is still getting worse. Even my lover was going to come to marry me and stay away from my family . His circumstances have worsened my luck and he cannot come. He has cut off contact with me or anyone for a month and I am worried about him. I want to know what happened. Everything is bad. Whenever I try to solve things or find something that will solve things with me, everything is ruined. I really need effective solutions, please.