In general, I'll try to tell it as briefly as possible. I grew up in a family: my mother and grandmother were always arguing, and each of them used me as a drain for their emotions. I'm not kidding. My grandmother would tell me that my mother was bad, and my mother that my grandmother was bad. As a result, I grew up hyper-anxious. This is just one of the reasons why I became a sexual and emotional masochist, which attracted predators into my life - predatory girls and, in general, people who want to use me. For their own pleasure. I can't tell you all this; it would take up pages of text that no one will read. I need help with my mind. And the worst thing is, I liked it. I perceived it as love. How can I deprogram my mind? Yes, I read an article on a website about the mind and hypnosis. Any additional advice is welcome. Will hypnosis from the Osiris Hall help with this problem? I'm going to buy it. Thank you.
I have a slave-like brain programming/I need help
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In general, I'll try to tell it as briefly as possible. I grew up in a family: my mother and grandmother were always arguing, and each of them used me as a drain for their emotions. I'm not kidding. My grandmother would tell me that my mother was bad, and my mother that my grandmother was bad. As a result, I grew up hyper-anxious. This is just one of the reasons why I became a sexual and emotional masochist, which attracted predators into my life - predatory girls and, in general, people who want to use me. For their own pleasure. I can't tell you all this; it would take up pages of text that no one will read. I need help with my mind. And the worst thing is, I liked it. I perceived it as love. How can I deprogram my mind? Yes, I read an article on a website about the mind and hypnosis. Any additional advice is welcome. Will hypnosis from the Osiris Hall help with this problem? I'm going to buy it. Thank you.
Yes, and you can make your own affirmations, record them, and listen to them while you are in a trance.
For beginners: A Beginner's Guide
In general, I'll try to tell it as briefly as possible. I grew up in a family: my mother and grandmother were always arguing, and each of them used me as a drain for their emotions. I'm not kidding. My grandmother would tell me that my mother was bad, and my mother that my grandmother was bad. As a result, I grew up hyper-anxious. This is just one of the reasons why I became a sexual and emotional masochist, which attracted predators into my life - predatory girls and, in general, people who want to use me. For their own pleasure. I can't tell you all this; it would take up pages of text that no one will read. I need help with my mind. And the worst thing is, I liked it. I perceived it as love. How can I deprogram my mind? Yes, I read an article on a website about the mind and hypnosis. Any additional advice is welcome. Will hypnosis from the Osiris Hall help with this problem? I'm going to buy it. Thank you.
You need to have positive experiences which will affect you in a way that you realise not everyone is out to exploit you. This will reduce the high stress state you have.
You could get emotional support from certain charitable organisations who help people in these things. Alternatively find a community of people in real life (not online) that are open towards people, don’t join cults or other exploitative collectives. You’re quite vulnerable so do watch out for such things.
But also, you should try to toughen up mentally through physical exercises and become stronger, and don’t let others affect you.
I don’t believe those two approaches are mutually exclusive.
Yes, and you can make your own affirmations, record them, and listen to them while you are in a trance.
What affirmations could I use?
What affirmations could I use?
The following topic should explain this to you. https://ancient-forums.com/threads/specificity-with-workings-and-affirmations.81236/
You could search more in the ToZ and forums using the correct keywords, such as "affirmation(s)" and so on.
For beginners: A Beginner's Guide
In general, I'll try to tell it as briefly as possible. I grew up in a family: my mother and grandmother were always arguing, and each of them used me as a drain for their emotions. I'm not kidding. My grandmother would tell me that my mother was bad, and my mother that my grandmother was bad. As a result, I grew up hyper-anxious. This is just one of the reasons why I became a sexual and emotional masochist, which attracted predators into my life - predatory girls and, in general, people who want to use me. For their own pleasure. I can't tell you all this; it would take up pages of text that no one will read. I need help with my mind. And the worst thing is, I liked it. I perceived it as love. How can I deprogram my mind? Yes, I read an article on a website about the mind and hypnosis. Any additional advice is welcome. Will hypnosis from the Osiris Hall help with this problem? I'm going to buy it. Thank you.
What you describe with your loved ones and how they influenced you, it happens to many people.
When you work with your chakras, over time you will recognize the manipulations of other people at the level of intuition and feelings, even if these people have thought everything out logically and are trying to hide their manipulations from you, artfully convincing you otherwise.
Daily cleansing of the chakras heals the soul from injuries, among other things. I recommend that you practice daily cleansing of each chakra and your aura in general.
«You will find on the left of the halls of Hades a spring, and standing by it a white cypress. Do not approach this spring at all. You will find another, from the Lake of Memory, with cold water flowing from it. Guardians stand before it. Say: 'I am a child of Earth and starry Heaven, but my race is of Heaven alone. You know this yourselves. I am parched with thirst and am perishing. Give me quickly the cold water flowing from the Lake of Memory.' And they will give you to drink from the sacred spring, and after that you will reign among the other heroes» - From the Petelia Tablet (300-200 BCE) 
Do not forget to clean your aura and do your aura of protection, that will help.