I hate this fear the enemy throws at me!

[mightymelkie]

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

 

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@... wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

It's going to be ok dear brother, you can try to do some aura cleansing to deflect all the negative thoughts or just think about it and analyze the way you're thinking like "how can i burn forever?" "and even if i would how can it affect me since after we die we no longer have bodies?" . Just keep in mind that Father Satan is here for us and He helps us anytime He can but He'd rather have us empower ourselves . I guess that you're just having a bad time . Sometimes it happens to me too but i always try to deal with it and just laugh it off . I hope it helped a bit D: and it didn't confuzzled you more


Hail Father Satan!

 

[blackkat_411]

..Hail Satan! If you come from a xian background, this has been implanted in you, it is understandable especially if you are newer to Satanism. this is of the enemy who would like nothing better than to turn you away from the Truth. Do banishments, do rituals, meditate every day...ect. We Spiritual Satanists are not to be ruled by fear as the idiot xians are! May Satan bless you always!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@... wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

 

[mightymelkie]

Thanks!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sesen22@..." <sesen22@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@ wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

It's going to be ok dear brother, you can try to do some aura cleansing to deflect all the negative thoughts or just think about it and analyze the way you're thinking like "how can i burn forever?" "and even if i would how can it affect me since after we die we no longer have bodies?" . Just keep in mind that Father Satan is here for us and He helps us anytime He can but He'd rather have us empower ourselves . I guess that you're just having a bad time . Sometimes it happens to me too but i always try to deal with it and just laugh it off . I hope it helped a bit D: and it didn't confuzzled you more


Hail Father Satan!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Yes look, if you believe the foul bible. You may also believe that the earth is flat. Now a book that claims such lying nonsense, is about rape and homicide and praises the jews [the race we see today destroying the world] and praises a foolish 'god' that is the reason of every religious war. Then I would say study the Truth of Satan further. Because having a springle of doubt is illogical and is just a result of emotional attachment.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@... wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

 

[firebird894]

Fear is the enemies primary weapon on your mind. Fear of god fear of Satan, fear of evil, fear of death, fear of sickness, fear of being hated, fear of not being good enough, fear Satan won't want you, fear noone will want you, fear about asking questions. It is all from the enemy. If you don't come from xian teachings the fear will be from something else. Especially at the beggining it can happen to have paralysing episodes of fear it is important to recognise what it is and push through it. Satan DOES NOT use fear on his people, Our Gods do NOT use fear. Fear out of place is not natural. It is natural to feel fear if you have a lion running at you, or are stuck somewhere alone at night the enemy uses unatural illogical fear. Fear is only for survival to get you out of danger in a life threatening situation, so if you start feeling fear over your own thoughts and feelings this is not good for you.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

..Hail Satan! If you come from a xian background, this has been implanted in you, it is understandable especially if you are newer to Satanism. this is of the enemy who would like nothing better than to turn you away from the Truth. Do banishments, do rituals, meditate every day...ect. We Spiritual Satanists are not to be ruled by fear as the idiot xians are! May Satan bless you always!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@ wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

 

[Lord Kayle]

I totally understand and have gone through very much of the nightmarish, excruciating and similar too, and though from a very young-age having been indoctrinated and forced under duress after torture too, 
sooh I also do know what to do such as-when those thoughts try and attack me - I come back at them with even more!~ 
~ Sometimes I will find a brand-new way to completely and forcibly DENY the Holy-Ghost-Spirit NOTHING thingy or what-ever-the-fuck they want to call it too.  
I take joy in doing such-as-that now and finding that I get an uplift in my spirit from it too!~  
I see how I can STILL LOVE me, myself, my guardian and I and Enki too and still have fun MOCKING and Making FUN-of and DENYING the sock-puppeteering thought-form jew-zeuss-the-xryst along with his cohort the filthy, dirty, ugly, lying sack of shit - holey-ghost!~
And then laugh and say GAWD I LOVE ME!!!~
And nobody else will ever appreciate or love me more unless I Love myself FIRST! 

~ Hail Father Satan Enki! ~
<[/IMG]<font>~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler! ~ Heil Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~    ~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine! ~[/I] 

On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 at 2:31 PM, mightymelkie <mightymelkie@... wrote:

  Thanks!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sesen22@..." <sesen22@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@ wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

It's going to be ok dear brother, you can try to do some aura cleansing to deflect all the negative thoughts or just think about it and analyze the way you're thinking like "how can i burn forever?" "and even if i would how can it affect me since after we die we no longer have bodies?" . Just keep in mind that Father Satan is here for us and He helps us anytime He can but He'd rather have us empower ourselves . I guess that you're just having a bad time . Sometimes it happens to me too but i always try to deal with it and just laugh it off . I hope it helped a bit D: and it didn't confuzzled you more


Hail Father Satan!

--
<[/IMG]<font>~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler! ~ Heil Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~    ~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine! ~[/I]

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Very precise, firebird. Fear only serves in real life and death situations, not as a constant. And even in a life-death situation, it makes one prone to the side of death, rather than survival.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@... wrote:

Fear is the enemies primary weapon on your mind. Fear of god fear of Satan, fear of evil, fear of death, fear of sickness, fear of being hated, fear of not being good enough, fear Satan won't want you, fear noone will want you, fear about asking questions. It is all from the enemy. If you don't come from xian teachings the fear will be from something else. Especially at the beggining it can happen to have paralysing episodes of fear it is important to recognise what it is and push through it. Satan DOES NOT use fear on his people, Our Gods do NOT use fear. Fear out of place is not natural. It is natural to feel fear if you have a lion running at you, or are stuck somewhere alone at night the enemy uses unatural illogical fear. Fear is only for survival to get you out of danger in a life threatening situation, so if you start feeling fear over your own thoughts and feelings this is not good for you.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

..Hail Satan! If you come from a xian background, this has been implanted in you, it is understandable especially if you are newer to Satanism. this is of the enemy who would like nothing better than to turn you away from the Truth. Do banishments, do rituals, meditate every day...ect. We Spiritual Satanists are not to be ruled by fear as the idiot xians are! May Satan bless you always!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@ wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.

 

[firebird894]

Just enough to keep you on your toes out of trouble but not so much your brain freezes I work around horses it's all about balance and with horses you have to help the horse with his fear while controlling your own it is good training though. If I had no fear at all I would very likely attempt something foolish but if I have too much fear I won't attempt anything at all, or if faced with a serious situation freeze up and meet with disaster. Animals know when you are scared and a predator will see you as prey, a flight animal however will think there is a predator and react as such both animals can kill you in fact the flight animal is most likely to because the panic takes over and they have only one mind save myself and run as hard and fast as I can through anything in front of me. The scariest moment of my life was on the back of a 17hh (very big) horse that took flight with me that I could not stop or jump from I was about 14. I gained a new respect for warriors of the past that rode those giants into battle.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

Very precise, firebird. Fear only serves in real life and death situations, not as a constant. And even in a life-death situation, it makes one prone to the side of death, rather than survival.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

Fear is the enemies primary weapon on your mind. Fear of god fear of Satan, fear of evil, fear of death, fear of sickness, fear of being hated, fear of not being good enough, fear Satan won't want you, fear noone will want you, fear about asking questions. It is all from the enemy. If you don't come from xian teachings the fear will be from something else. Especially at the beggining it can happen to have paralysing episodes of fear it is important to recognise what it is and push through it. Satan DOES NOT use fear on his people, Our Gods do NOT use fear. Fear out of place is not natural. It is natural to feel fear if you have a lion running at you, or are stuck somewhere alone at night the enemy uses unatural illogical fear. Fear is only for survival to get you out of danger in a life threatening situation, so if you start feeling fear over your own thoughts and feelings this is not good for you.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

..Hail Satan! If you come from a xian background, this has been implanted in you, it is understandable especially if you are newer to Satanism. this is of the enemy who would like nothing better than to turn you away from the Truth. Do banishments, do rituals, meditate every day...ect. We Spiritual Satanists are not to be ruled by fear as the idiot xians are! May Satan bless you always!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mightymelkie" <mightymelkie@ wrote:

Hail Father Satan!!! As I grow spiritually I become more and more aware of how disgusting the church is. I attempt everyday to open the eyes of the blind. I was once a prisoner of that religion. The thoughts that were implanted in my mind no longer are attached to my soul. Hail Satan! The ideas of fear still appear though... What if I have been tricked? I have committed the unforgivable sin and will burn forever. I tell my self how idiotic that is but it's still bringing me down. It is everywhere. I'm sorry for ranting but I need some support from my brothers and sisters.