I hate myself

[Henu the Great]

Half of the battle is to recognize the challenge and want to change. So good for you on that.

Aside from that it is really important to be conscious about your mind, and impulses. You need to regognize patterns and impulses and have restraint against acting on impulse. Reprogramming your mind with affirmations and doing cleaning meditations along with void meditation will help with this.

 

[HunterH666]

Half of the battle is to recognize the challenge and want to change. So good for you on that.

Aside from that it is really important to be conscious about your mind, and impulses. You need to regognize patterns and impulses and have restraint against acting on impulse. Reprogramming your mind with affirmations and doing cleaning meditations along with void meditation will help with this.

Yeah I've realised from what I've read from BrightSpace666 and FuckYu_666 that I don't have an actual reason to look down on myself. I am here, and this tells a lot , the fact that I managed to get over that book of lies while billions still believe it ...I should be at least proud of that. As for porn, yeah, it has been a never ending battle , but the thing is I didn't use meditation against it that much. Affirmations will do well and cleaning is CRUCIAL ,I will clean myself spiritually more often.

Thank you for answering!
Hail Satan!

 

[Account]

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I've never tried vibrating Ansuz before so I'm looking forward into it. The blue fire method is also new , I'll do it in a few minutes . As for porn, I guess ,,fantasising about the ideal partner" makes the succubus manifest in your concious mind? Or at least it gives her a form to take until you are open enough to see her body, this I know it was mentioned on the website. I will try and succed as long as I get to meet my soulmate. Now that I think of it, I should make a new thread and ask people that met their partners how they did it, how long it took and what is curently the situation between them ( I hope I don't ask too much personal info from them tho)
Anyway, thank you for answering ! I will fight as long as it takes for Satan
Hail Satan!

If you haven't done the ritual of asking for a demon lover then you don't have one.
There are several topics on "succubi", use the search function.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

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I've never tried vibrating Ansuz before so I'm looking forward into it. The blue fire method is also new , I'll do it in a few minutes . As for porn, I guess ,,fantasising about the ideal partner" makes the succubus manifest in your concious mind? Or at least it gives her a form to take until you are open enough to see her body, this I know it was mentioned on the website. I will try and succed as long as I get to meet my soulmate. Now that I think of it, I should make a new thread and ask people that met their partners how they did it, how long it took and what is curently the situation between them ( I hope I don't ask too much personal info from them tho)
Anyway, thank you for answering ! I will fight as long as it takes for Satan
Hail Satan!

If you haven't done the ritual of asking for a demon lover then you don't have one.
There are several topics on "succubi", use the search function.

That is not necessarily true. Some have from past lives. Although they are waiting for you to be ready.

 

[Serbon]

Porn is not actually that bad

It is.
From HPZM - On Porn:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=5430&hilit=On+porn#p25404

 

[HunterH666]

I've never tried vibrating Ansuz before so I'm looking forward into it. The blue fire method is also new , I'll do it in a few minutes . As for porn, I guess ,,fantasising about the ideal partner" makes the succubus manifest in your concious mind? Or at least it gives her a form to take until you are open enough to see her body, this I know it was mentioned on the website. I will try and succed as long as I get to meet my soulmate. Now that I think of it, I should make a new thread and ask people that met their partners how they did it, how long it took and what is curently the situation between them ( I hope I don't ask too much personal info from them tho)
Anyway, thank you for answering ! I will fight as long as it takes for Satan
Hail Satan!

If you haven't done the ritual of asking for a demon lover then you don't have one.
There are several topics on "succubi", use the search function.

That is not necessarily true. Some have from past lives. Although they are waiting for you to be ready.

I was thinking about it being the case. I guess I will know with time.. or when I'm open enough

 

[johnjennifer]

i also

 

[BrightSpace666]

i also

Read these two posts, one of which I wrote as a result of this topic.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68155&hilit

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68029&hilit