I feel a strong urge to say this.

[no.state]

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[keeperofstone]

Satanic Catharsis
Rejoyce

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[Enkiss on Descarte]

Congratulations on getting those disgusting creatures out of your life. Stay strong in Satan brother.

Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!


------------------------------

On Thu, Jan 24, 2013 2:16 PM PST keeperofstone wrote:

Satanic Catharsis
Rejoyce

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[C Y]

Actions speak louder than words here, if you want to come back honestly then come back to doing empower meditations and also help in the spiritual warfare in any way you can. Every little bit counts.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[no.state]

Thank you.

Before I dedicated myself, December 31, 2012 at 3:45-ish a.m., I was in a constant fog of sorts. I called myself an atheist, but deep down, I knew there was more, all the while also knowing the phony religions were empty.

During this period of "pretend atheism" I was under the control of the grays. Having no protector and living a life of denial made me the perfect blank slate for those sadists to play with.

There were times where I would see an approved article I wrote, which I didn't remember saying what was right there on the page. Yet, it matched my original document file that I had typed. It was me typing, but I was under the control of someone else.

The average person on the street might say I must be crazy to think this. But I'm sure you folks have an idea what I mean. (By the way, I don't mean this as an excuse. I'm just going through this for myself)

But now that I've dedicated myself to Satan and am doing my meditations, opening and cleaning my chakras and reading all I can, I'm seeing now what I have done. I was a tool, a "conscripted" agent of some sort, if you will. It hurts to see what I've done. But it's vital to be aware of a problem, in order to fix it.

So, a few days back, when I first came in here and someone else called me a jew, I can understand why they would feel that. Wow. I've been so wrong.

Oh, I have so much to learn. I have so much to unlearn. But, being dedicated and knowing the reason I was targeted was because I just might have something to offer, as long as I work hard, study much and live without fear of those weakling grays.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" wrote:

Satanic Catharsis
Rejoyce

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I totally understand what you are saying.Most Gentiles have felt the same when they first got here too so yes if anyone understands its us.I had to be corrected by Don all the time and he really helped me to see how corrupted my thinking was at that time.But there were some on here that I grew up spiritually with that were there for me when I needed them most and still are at times.Understanding were our thoughts have been screwed up takes a lot of study and working on our selves through Yoga and meditation.My dedication date is Jan 21st 2010 and I still have a lot to learn too so just be glad you are here and learning the truth about where you fit in in all this.And most importantly how Satan and our Gods love us and wants us to advance.  Hail Satan
Brian 

From: no.state <no.state@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, January 24, 2013 5:43 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I feel a strong urge to say this.

  Thank you.

Before I dedicated myself, December 31, 2012 at 3:45-ish a.m., I was in a constant fog of sorts. I called myself an atheist, but deep down, I knew there was more, all the while also knowing the phony religions were empty.

During this period of "pretend atheism" I was under the control of the grays. Having no protector and living a life of denial made me the perfect blank slate for those sadists to play with.

There were times where I would see an approved article I wrote, which I didn't remember saying what was right there on the page. Yet, it matched my original document file that I had typed. It was me typing, but I was under the control of someone else.

The average person on the street might say I must be crazy to think this. But I'm sure you folks have an idea what I mean. (By the way, I don't mean this as an excuse. I'm just going through this for myself)

But now that I've dedicated myself to Satan and am doing my meditations, opening and cleaning my chakras and reading all I can, I'm seeing now what I have done. I was a tool, a "conscripted" agent of some sort, if you will. It hurts to see what I've done. But it's vital to be aware of a problem, in order to fix it.

So, a few days back, when I first came in here and someone else called me a jew, I can understand why they would feel that. Wow. I've been so wrong.

Oh, I have so much to learn. I have so much to unlearn. But, being dedicated and knowing the reason I was targeted was because I just might have something to offer, as long as I work hard, study much and live without fear of those weakling grays.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" wrote:

Satanic Catharsis
Rejoyce

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[no.state]

Thank you for the encouragement. I am working on the meditations (Just beginning) and the spiritual warfare. I'm new. But I'm honestly dedicated, signed in blood, contract burned and all, with a sincere heart.

And remember, I'm not trying to ask for forgiveness, as that would be ever so arrogant. I'm just owning up to it. I'm also being ordered to remove what I can of those pieces. Some I still own rights to. Others I must request their retirement.

Every one of you here are some of the finest people I've ever had the privilege of being associated with and I'm grateful to Satan and all the Gods for helping me find my freedom.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" wrote:

Actions speak louder than words here, if you want to come back honestly then come back to doing empower meditations and also help in the spiritual warfare in any way you can. Every little bit counts.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[no.state]

I am truly grateful.

I've noticed how after I've begun working on myself, how a lot of little things seem to pop up and interfere with meditations and breathing exercises and such.

I asked Satan to guide me in who I need to get out of my life and He is gracious (It may be my Guardian Demon, of course. But you know they obey him.) and helpful.

How interesting this has been - and I'm a newborn compared to just about everyone else here! Wow! I almost cannot wait to see what else there is to learn and experience! But I will be patient with myself.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Enkiss on Descarte wrote:



Congratulations on getting those disgusting creatures out of your life. Stay strong in Satan brother.

Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!


------------------------------
On Thu, Jan 24, 2013 2:16 PM PST keeperofstone wrote:

Satanic Catharsis
Rejoyce

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

 

[no.state]

I'm glad to hear I'm not the only one. I've done what I can to altogether remove what articles I can. The others, I'm just placing a "flag for edits" or "flag for retirement" request in.

I'm learning more and more by the minute. Life is so fascinating again and I doubt I could ever fully express my joy. And I'm just a newborn.

Outsiders are under a constant barrage of gray energy attacks. But I can remember an entire year of waking up and thinking first thing in the morning, "I need to die." It didn't make sense what was happening then. It does now.

Oh, the Joy found in devotion to Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons wrote:

I totally understand what you are saying.Most Gentiles have felt the same when they first got here too so yes if anyone understands its us.I had to be corrected by Don all the time and he really helped me to see how corrupted my thinking was at that time.But there were some on here that I grew up spiritually with that were there for me when I needed them most and still are at times.Understanding were our thoughts have been screwed up takes a lot of study and working on our selves through Yoga and meditation.My dedication date is Jan 21st 2010 and I still have a lot to learn too so just be glad you are here and learning the truth about where you fit in in all this.And most importantly how Satan and our Gods love us and wants us to advance. 
 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: no.state
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, January 24, 2013 5:43 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I feel a strong urge to say this.


 
Thank you.

Before I dedicated myself, December 31, 2012 at 3:45-ish a.m., I was in a constant fog of sorts. I called myself an atheist, but deep down, I knew there was more, all the while also knowing the phony religions were empty.

During this period of "pretend atheism" I was under the control of the grays. Having no protector and living a life of denial made me the perfect blank slate for those sadists to play with.

There were times where I would see an approved article I wrote, which I didn't remember saying what was right there on the page. Yet, it matched my original document file that I had typed. It was me typing, but I was under the control of someone else.

The average person on the street might say I must be crazy to think this. But I'm sure you folks have an idea what I mean. (By the way, I don't mean this as an excuse. I'm just going through this for myself)

But now that I've dedicated myself to Satan and am doing my meditations, opening and cleaning my chakras and reading all I can, I'm seeing now what I have done. I was a tool, a "conscripted" agent of some sort, if you will. It hurts to see what I've done. But it's vital to be aware of a problem, in order to fix it.

So, a few days back, when I first came in here and someone else called me a jew, I can understand why they would feel that. Wow. I've been so wrong.

Oh, I have so much to learn. I have so much to unlearn. But, being dedicated and knowing the reason I was targeted was because I just might have something to offer, as long as I work hard, study much and live without fear of those weakling grays.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" wrote:

Satanic Catharsis
Rejoyce

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "no.state" wrote:

I need to say something to this group: I have been awful.

Over these past few years, I've been paid by a certain website to write the occasional topic on politics. And, in trying to appeal to the mass market and bring this site the maximum number of page-views possible, I've written in support of the jews.

I can't be more ashamed, than I feel right now, I think. I've been just as deceived as anyone else could be. Please understand, they lie to us all so much and have for so long. This is a great and complex puzzle to solve, this wonderful thing called life. But I'm learning now. I'm seeing more and more daily. I'm cutting off my ties with more and more of those nasty bastards.

I'm not saying all of this to ask forgiveness. I'm responsible for my own actions and feel those who "ask for forgiveness" on as stupid of actions as mine are arrogant.

I'm only trying to say this to own up to it. In the event you ever come across a piece by me somewhere, wherein I'm saying something stupid or harmful, by being helpful to the enemy, please know that I was blind and confused back then. I was desperate for money and all I knew was it was an opportunity to better myself. (Of course, dealing with them I still found myself unable to actually better myself, but that's an aside.)

I was so ignorant and now I'm beginning to understand just how much of a fool I have been. I feel that to make this statement openly and frankly is but the beginning to working towards a real life. I'm just trying to be honorable about this.

I thank you all for your attention to this. And I do humbly ask you for your help.

Hail Thoth!
Hail Satan!