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I Don't Know My Place

ModernMage1 min to read

I feel very lost right now coming to this place. I do not know how I could add or help others here. I have been dedicated for over 10 years now and have given practically nothing to the temple. I have struggled to stay consistent in recent years despite doing well comparatively from my formative years. Growing up I feel the Gods brought me here despite a very harsh childhood and my parents essentially abandoning me in my teenage years. When first reading answers from an old member on the yahoo ask forums it was like a sense of knowing and belonging rushed over me, and I never questioned it. In my heart and soul I knew this was the real deal. But despite that experience at this time now I feel I do not have much to offer the temple and struggle with negative emotions figuring out how I can.

Even in the face of great adversity, DEFY ALL ODDS

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Ask the clergy how you can help. This is something I can really recommend to everyone who really want to help but don't know how.

The other part is to help yourself first. We can guide you here but you have to help yourself as well. And things will come naturally.

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I have been dedicated for over 10 years now and have given practically nothing to the temple.

I woke up this morning with this exact thought about you, it can't be a coincidence...

Everyone who has given to the Temple, such as creating posts or projects, all took the initiative to do so. Ask your Guardian where you would be a good fit, think of ideas while in meditation, go over your skills, etc. Ask, and be patient, because quite often the clues come to us later.

And don't feel too badly about yourself. We have many long-term members who haven't done much for the community. The fact that you know it, is your soul urging you to grow and do something. 🙏

Liturgical Terms of Zevism (everyone please read and familiarize yourself with these)

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