Sorry if this is a repeat post. I don't think my last, more long winded one made it past the group owner. I am not a spiritual satanist although I do agree with pretty much everything laveyan satanists say, besides my suspicion that ''ghosts'' and whatnot exist....I also greatly agree with everything spiritual satanists describe of the world's current state of affairs. I have not done any spiritual work or really tried hard to meditate or anything.
I have had only one experience with sleep paralysis. It was extremely frightening. I saw a huge blob on top of me with a scorpion/hr giger's alien esque tail coming out of it. Two alien greys at my bedside examining me in a creepy way. Red everywhere on the walls(blood? not sure) and apparently, according to my friend, the ''Night Hag''. A blond woman folded neatly and smashed into the top space of my closet staring at me with a huge, unsettling smile.
What would you more spiritually knowledgable people interpret this as according to your beliefs? Is it simply a lucid nightmare or are there things who are feeding off of my fear? Please help, it's been bugging me for two years now. I am still afraid to sleep on my back.
I apologize if this is too long a post, or comes off as offending in any way. I am just honestly seeking advice from you guys as I know no one who could.
I have had only one experience with sleep paralysis. It was extremely frightening. I saw a huge blob on top of me with a scorpion/hr giger's alien esque tail coming out of it. Two alien greys at my bedside examining me in a creepy way. Red everywhere on the walls(blood? not sure) and apparently, according to my friend, the ''Night Hag''. A blond woman folded neatly and smashed into the top space of my closet staring at me with a huge, unsettling smile.
What would you more spiritually knowledgable people interpret this as according to your beliefs? Is it simply a lucid nightmare or are there things who are feeding off of my fear? Please help, it's been bugging me for two years now. I am still afraid to sleep on my back.
I apologize if this is too long a post, or comes off as offending in any way. I am just honestly seeking advice from you guys as I know no one who could.