I can't live with this anymore

[ljossmyrkr]

Unfortunately so

 

[black.wyrm666]

Sweet revenge, have you actually been following what has been happening as of late?

Asking questions is what the e-groups are for, but asking questions there are ANSWERS for, provided TIMES AND TIMES again, is like... displaying ignorance.

HPS in their sermons, people in their posts... Do you only check your posts or what?

HS!
HAIL VOLAC!
88!

 

[Fatherschild1]

You still don't know in what form the Jewish god exists?

 

[satansdemons]

Not all are good, not all will be called!

You basically need two things to get called to Satan.
1.Be a gentile.
2.Have the right kind of heart/ soul that is receptive to Him.

That might sound like a "clique" - but it is true.

Satan neither has the inclination or the time to waste chasing "losers"!

I hope that answers your question.

Satan Bless!

 

[black.wyrm666]

@Sweet Revenge

NO! I WAS TYPING TO AVIVOM, NOT YOU!

Bah, I hate misunderstandings...

HS!
HAIL VOLAC!
88!

 

[jelco666]

Ok, just bare with me here... I'm still trying to deprogram myself from years of belonging to xianity and want to clarify something, then share something that I just realized.
  First, I'm reading that their "god" is just a thought form. Is the "Yehubor's leader" just a thought form too, or could it be a corrupted being or grey posing as this character? I hate to keep bringing this up, but when I first became a xian, I was by myself and had no outside influence and really new nothing about it,  I just prayed for this 'Yehubor's leader' to come in and 'save' me, and I felt something very real come inside of my and I had this overwhelming feeling of peace. So this was more than just a thought form, but this leads me to what I just realized looking back at this.
 This curse is very real! Those that were never xians might never understand. That feeling of the initial overwhelming peace is what trapped me. It felt good, so why would I want to leave it? Of course it's going to feel peaceful, because if it wasn't, then I would've rejected it right away. All these xians have this curse that they willfully invited in, but because it "feels good", they deny anything that contradicts anything to their beliefs, no matter how much proof there is, because of that 'feeling'. But it all makes sense to me now! It even says in their own scriptures (Yehubor's leader),I stand at the door and knock and anyone who hears me and opens the door, I will come in.... It says right there that he will well, basically posses you. WTF?! why don't people see this? More jooish bullshit! I got stuck that whole time being possessed by who knows what, and had no chance of ever advancing spiritually while that whole time I thought I was spiritual... I just can't thank Satan enough for pulling me out of that... I was screwed and had no idea. When I did my dedication ritual to Satan, when I finished and felt that curse actually exit me, that's when I knew I found the truth. It's been hard so far to reprogram myself, but I'm doing it. I know my messages almost repeat themselves and often run long, but I need to get this stuff out. Give me time and eventually they'll be shorter and simpler. Actually feeling emotional writing this.. thank you guys for bearing with me.
Hail Father Satan... Words can't thank you enough!!

 

[satansdemons]

@Sweet Revenge...People keep telling you - read the ToZ website! Then come to us with what you don't understand!

To many people think they can get a "quick 'n' easy" education here! It doesn't work like that!

This is to ALL HERE - Satan respects honesty and hard work!

Ave Zeus!

 

[Sims336]

Jelco666. I find it interesting that you mention 'peace' when being a xtian. I was a xtian for years! And never once ever
while a xtian did I experience the PEACE that I feel when Father Satan or one of the Demons gives me a hug. THERE
IS NO COMPARISON. However, i do not doubt what you say. I just find it interesting and somewhat paradoxical.


I did, through the years as a xtian, feel something was missing. I was always searching -- for Father Satan! Something
innate in me knew that I belonged with Him. I just wasn't consciously aware of it.


So glad you did find your way to the Truth that is Father Satan.


Ave Zeus! Hail Azazel! Hail all the Gods of Elysium!




Sims



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On Fri, 9/23/16, jelco666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I can't live with this anymore
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, September 23, 2016, 9:57 AM


 









Ok, just bare with me here... I'm still trying
to deprogram myself from years of belonging to xianity and
want to clarify something, then share something that I just
realized.
  First,
I'm reading that their "god" is just a thought
form. Is the "Yehubor's leader" just a thought form too, or
could it be a corrupted being or grey posing as this character? I
hate to keep bringing this up, but when I first became a
xian, I was by myself and had no outside influence and
really new nothing about it,  I just prayed for this
'Yehubor's leader' to come in and 'save' me, and I
felt something very real come inside of my and I had this
overwhelming feeling of peace. So this was more than just a
thought form, but this leads me to what I just realized
looking back at this.
 This curse is very real! Those
that were never xians might never understand. That feeling
of the initial overwhelming peace is what trapped me. It
felt good, so why would I want to leave it? Of course
it's going to feel peaceful, because if it wasn't,
then I would've rejected it right away. All these xians
have this curse that they willfully invited in, but because
it "feels good", they deny anything that
contradicts anything to their beliefs, no matter how much
proof there is, because of that 'feeling'. But it
all makes sense to me now! It even says in their own
scriptures (Yehubor's leader),I stand at the door and knock and anyone
who hears me and opens the door, I will come in.... It says
right there that he will well, basically posses you. WTF?!
why don't people see this? More jooish bullshit! I got
stuck that whole time being possessed by who knows what, and
had no chance of ever advancing spiritually while that whole
time I thought I was spiritual... I just can't thank
Satan enough for pulling me out of that... I was screwed and
had no idea. When I did my dedication ritual to Satan, when
I finished and felt that curse actually exit me, that's
when I knew I found the truth. It's been hard so far to
reprogram myself, but I'm doing it. I know my messages
almost repeat themselves and often run long, but I need to
get this stuff out. Give me time and eventually they'll
be shorter and simpler. Actually feeling emotional writing
this.. thank you guys for bearing with me.
Hail Father Satan... Words can't
thank you enough!!









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[descipleofthegods13]

Keep going.

Ave Zeus.

 

[jelco666]

Dang Sims, you're lucky then. It fucked me up big time... It's a wonder I ended up here. I can't say that I knew there was something "missing" per say. But I did always felt drawn toward Satan for years, but again with being a xtian, I thought Satan was "messing" with me so I always resisted. Then it eventually kept getting stronger and then I finally I guess you can say "gave in" and eventually ended up here. Truly amazing.  I can't say I felt "peace necessarily when I dedicated, but I just felt alive. I think that was what I needed to feel. But anyway, life is so much better now. There's lots to do, but it makes so much more sense now.
  Hail Father Satan!!!

 

[Sims336]

Thank you, Jelco666.Yes, I am lucky, but I also went through years, and years of study, and searching
and trying this and that, but I finally found Father. It was well worth it! I know that Father has been
there with me the whole time. I just didn't know it. And I love Father Satan more than words can
ever express@


I am happy for you! After all, you made it too!


Ave Zeus!


Sims


--------------------------------------------

On Sat, 9/24/16, jelco666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I can't live with this anymore
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, September 24, 2016, 9:07 PM


 









Dang Sims, you're lucky then. It fucked me up
big time... It's a wonder I ended up here. I can't
say that I knew there was something "missing" per
say. But I did always felt drawn toward Satan for years, but
again with being a xtian, I thought Satan was
"messing" with me so I always resisted. Then it
eventually kept getting stronger and then I finally I guess
you can say "gave in" and eventually ended up
here. Truly amazing.  I can't say I felt "peace
necessarily when I dedicated, but I just felt alive. I think
that was what I needed to feel. But anyway, life is so much
better now. There's lots to do, but it makes so much
more sense now.
  Hail
Father Satan!!!










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