I came here as a last resort...

[wolfm66]

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[blackkat_411]

..Hail Satan!! Marianne, Why is it another dead end and nothing but brick walls? You seem to be searching for something, and i think you were brought here for a reason. Fight this "death of a life" and live through Satan's Truth. Have you even begun to read the Joy of Satan website..
It is called 'Joy' for a reason.

--- In , "wolfm66" <wolfm66@... wrote:

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[dragonmage777]

It's not a 'dead end'. Father hears us all. You were led hear for a reason.Read the info on the website. If you feel the need, just call to your Grardian demon in Fathers name to help you. You dont need to 'scream, cry, beg,plead' just ask for help. Even if you have not dedicated your self yet. Father knows your heart. You have a guardian demon. Call to him/ her for help. You will 'just happen' to find the exact page with the info you need to start your path. The right people will 'just happen' to read and feel the need to reply. Father Satan is there and waiting to help you. To echo the words of Blackkcat Its called the JOY of satan for a reason. When you stop feeling sorry for your self you might just hear the call. Good luck. Hail Satan. Hail Foras

--- In , "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

..Hail Satan!! Marianne, Why is it another dead end and nothing but brick walls? You seem to be searching for something, and i think you were brought here for a reason. Fight this "death of a life" and live through Satan's Truth. Have you even begun to read the Joy of Satan website..
It is called 'Joy' for a reason.


--- In , "wolfm66" <wolfm66@ wrote:

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[kurusto]

Sounded like a poem, but im assuming you're being for real.

Getting help requires the first step, asking for it. Although im not sure on what you need help with? The JOS contains most information you'll need.

--- In , "wolfm66" <wolfm66@... wrote:

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Good to see you back brother!!!!!! Hail Satan
Brian 

From: dragonmage777 <dragonmage777@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 10:09 AM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...

  It's not a 'dead end'. Father hears us all. You were led hear for a reason.Read the info on the website. If you feel the need, just call to your Grardian demon in Fathers name to help you. You dont need to 'scream, cry, beg,plead' just ask for help. Even if you have not dedicated your self yet. Father knows your heart. You have a guardian demon. Call to him/ her for help. You will 'just happen' to find the exact page with the info you need to start your path. The right people will 'just happen' to read and feel the need to reply. Father Satan is there and waiting to help you. To echo the words of Blackkcat Its called the JOY of satan for a reason. When you stop feeling sorry for your self you might just hear the call. Good luck. Hail Satan. Hail Foras

--- In , "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

..Hail Satan!! Marianne, Why is it another dead end and nothing but brick walls? You seem to be searching for something, and i think you were brought here for a reason. Fight this "death of a life" and live through Satan's Truth. Have you even begun to read the Joy of Satan website..
It is called 'Joy' for a reason.


--- In , "wolfm66" <wolfm66@ wrote:

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Welcome back, Dragonmage!

Hail Satan!

--- In , "dragonmage777" <dragonmage777@... wrote:

It's not a 'dead end'. Father hears us all. You were led hear for a reason.Read the info on the website. If you feel the need, just call to your Grardian demon in Fathers name to help you. You dont need to 'scream, cry, beg,plead' just ask for help. Even if you have not dedicated your self yet. Father knows your heart. You have a guardian demon. Call to him/ her for help. You will 'just happen' to find the exact page with the info you need to start your path. The right people will 'just happen' to read and feel the need to reply. Father Satan is there and waiting to help you. To echo the words of Blackkcat Its called the JOY of satan for a reason. When you stop feeling sorry for your self you might just hear the call. Good luck. Hail Satan. Hail Foras

--- In , "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

..Hail Satan!! Marianne, Why is it another dead end and nothing but brick walls? You seem to be searching for something, and i think you were brought here for a reason. Fight this "death of a life" and live through Satan's Truth. Have you even begun to read the Joy of Satan website..
It is called 'Joy' for a reason.


--- In , "wolfm66" <wolfm66@ wrote:

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[Joey Lovell]

Ok, here's what you do.  Make a potion mix and drink it.  In a glass fill with some water.  Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of poppy seeds, mix it up.  I hope this helps. Hail Satan
From: wolfm66 <wolfm66@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
Subject: I came here as a last resort...
  ...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[Emily Watts]

@Siatris Teloah Care to elaborate on what this potion is for as I'm confused. Thank you. Hail Satan!

On Dec 21, 2012 5:14 PM, "Siatris Teloah" <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

  Ok, here's what you do.  Make a potion mix and drink it.  In a glass fill with some water.  Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of poppy seeds, mix it up.  I hope this helps.  Hail Satan
From: wolfm66 <wolfm66@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
Subject: I came here as a last resort...
  ...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

 

[blackkat_411]

..Hail Satan!! There is NO potion--this one is simply being sarcastic,
which when you see a true cry for help as witnessesd by the original poster, and you are advanced enough to see for what it truly is, it simply angers ones who can see through BS. Don't play into it and @ Siatris Teloah, what makes you post NONsense such as this??

--- In , Emily Watts <emilywatts87@... wrote:

@Siatris Teloah Care to elaborate on what this potion is for as I'm
confused. Thank you. Hail Satan!
On Dec 21, 2012 5:14 PM, "Siatris Teloah" <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

**


Ok, here's what you do. Make a potion mix and drink it. In a glass fill
with some water. Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of
poppy seeds, mix it up. I hope this helps.

Hail Satan

*From:* wolfm66 <wolfm66@...
*To:*
*Sent:* Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
*Subject:* I came here as a last resort...
**

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud
does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or
acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls!
I'm done living this death of a life.
Slowing slipping away...

Marianne

****

 

[Joey Lovell]

Emily, looking back on that post, I realize it is me being mean without having all the facts.  Please disregard, thanks! Hail Satan!
From: Emily Watts <emilywatts87@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 6:41 PM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...
  @Siatris Teloah Care to elaborate on what this potion is for as I'm confused. Thank you. Hail Satan!

On Dec 21, 2012 5:14 PM, "Siatris Teloah" <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

  Ok, here's what you do.  Make a potion mix and drink it.  In a glass fill with some water.  Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of poppy seeds, mix it up.  I hope this helps.  Hail Satan
From: wolfm66 <wolfm66@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
Subject: I came here as a last resort...
  ...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls! I'm done living this death of a life. Slowing slipping away... Marianne

 

[Aquarian Clown]

kay i can see your problem. and that is your view on life. believe me your case sounds very similar to mine in few years ago. just change your view and everything will be great! be very optimistic, do not care about those "jealous" girls, they are jealous because you think they are jealous, and guys just dont care about them , date them but dont do anything stupid that will give them the sex that they desire, set up a goal to change that man. be like " oh he wants sex from me ? ill change that and make him love me ". be confident, be strong, be smart, dont be stupid, be original ( coz guys respect original women ). and i am very sure that u are being attacked by the enemies and our Demons wants you to pass this obstacle by yourself coz its essential for your future, do not worry Demons will never abandon you , they are watching you, they do wish to help you but they mustn't for your own good. okay so bout that enemies posessing you think , get angry, think : " YOU FUCKING ENEMIES WILL NEVER GET UR HANDS ON ME , HOW DARE YOU ". IT IS YOUR BODY AND YOUR SOUL THEY MUST NOT GET THEIR HANDS ON YOU!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO SHOULD CONTROL YOUR OWN BODY AND MIND !!!! okay sister be strong . you will be proud of yourself later kay? be strong. just think " no matter what disaster comes at my face ill face it and pass it " think of this as a game, you have to pass the "levels" one by one okay? there will be a reward later.

Hail Satan!!!!!!!

--- In , Marian Wolf <wolfm66@... wrote:

Thanks everyone for your replies, I am new to the yahoo group and am having a bit of a problem posting messages. I posted a reply earlier but its seems like it never went through so here goes again.
 
Perhaps I should elaborate a bit more on my situation. I am well aware of the JOS website and been meditating for about 10 months now. Have tried to make contact with the demons but I don't seem to get any results or signs.
 
My life is empty, I have no work, no money, no friends, no life....just a mountain of debts. Its been like this for the past six years since I moved to a new town. I have tried to make new friends but women don't like me as they are jealous of me and men just want to use me for sex. Struggling to find work, even changed my career path...did a medical course recently, which I passed with distinctions (something that was not easy for me). No one wants to hire me as I have no experience and my age is becoming a problem. Its not like I am sitting and waiting for things to fall into my lap. I am trying. Have been meditating and asking the demons for guidelines and assistance, but I get nothing. Feels like I am talking to a brick wall.
Wish I could just get a sign to say that I am on the correct path. I don't know what else to do, I am becoming desperate, I need to see results soon, I am running out of energy and strength to carry on.
 
Marianne


________________________________
From: Micama Gmicalzoma <agentofsatanswill666@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, December 22, 2012 2:12 AM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...


 

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Hail Father Satan!!

Forever in the Service of Satan.

From The Al Jilwah Chapter III:"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means." - Satan



________________________________
From: Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 3:46 PM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...

 
Ok, here's what you do.  Make a potion mix and drink it.  In a glass fill with some water.  Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of poppy seeds, mix it up.  I hope this helps.
 
Hail Satan


________________________________
From: wolfm66 <wolfm66@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
Subject: I came here as a last resort...

 
...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls! I'm done living this death of a life. Slowing slipping away... Marianne

 

[Lamont Green]

Aquarian clown, did you just tell her to try to change a man? Let me set something straight. The BASE man, meaning a male that is without, will think in a linear fasion. If you try to change there thinking, youre gunna have a bad time. It wont go well the first months, but EVENTUALLY they will cave. But then they put on this false provado of, "my gf wants me to be this way, so I better do it" is this natural? No...... You have to look for someone who fits you without augmentation. Then, THEN will you find happyness in a human mate. Changing someone outside of there own growth is rediculous. They eventually resist and fight back, causing problems.
Just my 2¢.
Hail Satan!

On Dec 22, 2012 8:08 AM, "Aquarian Clown" <cape.tsoe@... wrote:

kay i can see your problem. and that is your view on life. believe me your case sounds very similar to mine in few years ago. just change your view and everything will be great! be very optimistic, do not care about those "jealous" girls, they are jealous because you think they are jealous, and guys just dont care about them , date them but dont do anything stupid that will give them the sex that they desire, set up a goal to change that man. be like " oh he wants sex from me ? ill change that and make him love me ". be confident, be strong, be smart, dont be stupid, be original ( coz guys respect original women ). and i am very sure that u are being attacked by the enemies and our Demons wants you to pass this obstacle by yourself coz its essential for your future, do not worry Demons will never abandon you , they are watching you, they do wish to help you but they mustn't for your own good. okay so bout that enemies posessing you think , get angry, think : " YOU FUCKING ENEMIES WILL NEVER GET UR HANDS ON ME , HOW DARE YOU ". IT IS YOUR BODY AND YOUR SOUL THEY MUST NOT GET THEIR HANDS ON YOU!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO SHOULD CONTROL YOUR OWN BODY AND MIND !!!! okay sister be strong . you will be proud of yourself later kay? be strong. just think " no matter what disaster comes at my face ill face it and pass it " think of this as a game, you have to pass the "levels" one by one okay? there will be a reward later.

Hail Satan!!!!!!!

--- In , Marian Wolf <wolfm66@... wrote:

Thanks everyone for your replies, I am new to the yahoo group and am having a bit of a problem posting messages. I posted a reply earlier but its seems like it never went through so here goes again.
 
Perhaps I should elaborate a bit more on my situation. I am well aware of the JOS website and been meditating for about 10 months now. Have tried to make contact with the demons but I don't seem to get any results or signs.
 
My life is empty, I have no work, no money, no friends, no life....just a mountain of debts. Its been like this for the past six years since I moved to a new town. I have tried to make new friends but women don't like me as they are jealous of me and men just want to use me for sex. Struggling to find work, even changed my career path...did a medical course recently, which I passed with distinctions (something that was not easy for me). No one wants to hire me as I have no experience and my age is becoming a problem. Its not like I am sitting and waiting for things to fall into my lap. I am trying. Have been meditating and asking the demons for guidelines and assistance, but I get nothing. Feels like I am talking to a brick wall.
Wish I could just get a sign to say that I am on the correct path. I don't know what else to do, I am becoming desperate, I need to see results soon, I am running out of energy and strength to carry on.
 
Marianne


________________________________
 From: Micama Gmicalzoma <agentofsatanswill666@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, December 22, 2012 2:12 AM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...


 

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Hail Father Satan!!

Forever in the Service of Satan.

From The Al Jilwah Chapter III:"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means." - Satan



________________________________
 From: Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 3:46 PM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...

 
Ok, here's what you do.  Make a potion mix and drink it.  In a glass fill with some water.  Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of poppy seeds, mix it up.  I hope this helps.
 
Hail Satan


________________________________
 From: wolfm66 <wolfm66@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
Subject: I came here as a last resort...

 
...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls! I'm done living this death of a life. Slowing slipping away...  Marianne





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[Anand Bon]

I agree with Lamont Green. Do not try to Change a Persons Very Nature.

 

[siguarddraconis]

You know, I’m usually of the opinion that if someone is over critical and reacts too quickly, he or she should be hard on oneself to prevent any further behaviour like this.

Although it is true that we can’t all be experts at everything, Micama is a long term member, who has just recently created an e-group, so it can be expected of him as a responsible leader to be sagacious. After all, a person irresponsible with no knowledge would not have created the e-group. Besides, it is common knowledge High Priest/esses and/or group leaders should behave professionally.

I wouldn’t speak for the majority of the members in this respect, as some may have been irritated by such a reaction, especially if it comes from an experienced and long term member, not to mention from a leader.

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In , Anike Anike <anikeanime@... wrote:

We all make mistakes Micama, I believe I would have reacted the same as you. Truth is we sometimes need to look 'behind the curtains' of posts, somehow like DP. Trying to understand before judging haha, guess quite a lot of us need to learn that one my point is don't be too hard on yourself, we can't be all expected to know everything as soon as we become Zevism, and Father knows that and acknowledges that, so do most of our members. Cheer up, I'm sure Siatris won't hold it against you, you just misunderstood the post, like many of us often do!
Stay strong,
Hail Satan!

 

[darrklady13]

Thank you HP Forums Contributor for this statement...

"And stop beating yourself up mentally. Always be aware, but always be caring towards yourself with your internal mental/emotional processes. There is some truth to we become what we think/feel on all the time. Its planting a psychological seed for good or bad.

Everyday people talk/emote themselves into depression, despair and damnation. And others talk/emote themselves into the opposite"



It seems like we all should already know this, and consciously we do....but "subconsciously?"

I struggle with this DAILY. I suspect it is something more, than just "beating myself up"....I want to post about this.

Thank you for this comment, as I really really needed this today.

hailz

--- In , Forums Contributor < wrote:

I suggest you get a chart read out done and check to see if you are having a shitty planet situation. Then from there use the squares required. The saturn sqaure as HPS Pythia has stated can amp the bad effects of Saturn so the Sun sqaure can be used instead.
 
We all get such its part of being apart of the universe and its laws of creation, manifestation and change. The Gods guide us to become masters of such eternal sciences and above their bad effects. Which what the Magnum Opus grants.
 
Just keep working on yourself with daily meditations and put an aura of protection around yourself. You can also do 40  day workings to attract the kind of people you want in life. You're not powerless. The sqaures can also help for this along with runes.
 
Also look into doing karma cleaning workings from experience this makes all the difference:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/206
 
And stop beating yourself up mentally. Always be aware, but always be caring towards yourself with your internal mental/emotional processes. There is some truth to we become what we think/feel on all the time. Its planting a psychological seed for good or bad.
 
Everyday people talk/emote themselves into depression, despair and damnation. And others talk/emote themselves into the opposite.


--- In , Marian Wolf <wolfm66@ wrote:

Thanks everyone for your replies, I am new to the yahoo group and am having a bit of a problem posting messages. I posted a reply earlier but its seems like it never went through so here goes again.
 
Perhaps I should elaborate a bit more on my situation. I am well aware of the JOS website and been meditating for about 10 months now. Have tried to make contact with the demons but I don't seem to get any results or signs.
 
My life is empty, I have no work, no money, no friends, no life....just a mountain of debts. Its been like this for the past six years since I moved to a new town. I have tried to make new friends but women don't like me as they are jealous of me and men just want to use me for sex. Struggling to find work, even changed my career path...did a medical course recently, which I passed with distinctions (something that was not easy for me). No one wants to hire me as I have no experience and my age is becoming a problem. Its not like I am sitting and waiting for things to fall into my lap. I am trying. Have been meditating and asking the demons for guidelines and assistance, but I get nothing. Feels like I am talking to a brick wall.
Wish I could just get a sign to say that I am on the correct path. I don't know what else to do, I am becoming desperate, I need to see results soon, I am running out of energy and strength to carry on.
 
Marianne


________________________________
 From: Micama Gmicalzoma <agentofsatanswill666@
To:
Sent: Saturday, December 22, 2012 2:12 AM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...


 

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Hail Father Satan!!

Forever in the Service of Satan.

From The Al Jilwah Chapter III:"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means." - Satan



________________________________
 From: Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 3:46 PM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...

 
Ok, here's what you do.  Make a potion mix and drink it.  In a glass fill with some water.  Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of poppy seeds, mix it up.  I hope this helps.
 
Hail Satan


________________________________
 From: wolfm66 <wolfm66@
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
Subject: I came here as a last resort...

 
...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls! I'm done living this death of a life. Slowing slipping away...  Marianne





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[magus.immortalis1]

Thanks HP Don for your response. Your words were what I needed to hear. I get down on myself a lot and it's hard to change to a more "upbeat" and energetic attitude, I find. But I am willing to do it more often. I hope it sticks.

--- In , "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Thank you HP Forums Contributor for this statement...

"And stop beating yourself up mentally. Always be aware, but always be caring towards yourself with your internal mental/emotional processes. There is some truth to we become what we think/feel on all the time. Its planting a psychological seed for good or bad.

Everyday people talk/emote themselves into depression, despair and damnation. And others talk/emote themselves into the opposite"



It seems like we all should already know this, and consciously we do....but "subconsciously?"

I struggle with this DAILY. I suspect it is something more, than just "beating myself up"....I want to post about this.

Thank you for this comment, as I really really needed this today.

hailz

--- In , Forums Contributor < wrote:

I suggest you get a chart read out done and check to see if you are having a shitty planet situation. Then from there use the squares required. The saturn sqaure as HPS Pythia has stated can amp the bad effects of Saturn so the Sun sqaure can be used instead.
 
We all get such its part of being apart of the universe and its laws of creation, manifestation and change. The Gods guide us to become masters of such eternal sciences and above their bad effects. Which what the Magnum Opus grants.
 
Just keep working on yourself with daily meditations and put an aura of protection around yourself. You can also do 40  day workings to attract the kind of people you want in life. You're not powerless. The sqaures can also help for this along with runes.
 
Also look into doing karma cleaning workings from experience this makes all the difference:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/206
 
And stop beating yourself up mentally. Always be aware, but always be caring towards yourself with your internal mental/emotional processes. There is some truth to we become what we think/feel on all the time. Its planting a psychological seed for good or bad.
 
Everyday people talk/emote themselves into depression, despair and damnation. And others talk/emote themselves into the opposite.


--- In , Marian Wolf <wolfm66@ wrote:

Thanks everyone for your replies, I am new to the yahoo group and am having a bit of a problem posting messages. I posted a reply earlier but its seems like it never went through so here goes again.
 
Perhaps I should elaborate a bit more on my situation. I am well aware of the JOS website and been meditating for about 10 months now. Have tried to make contact with the demons but I don't seem to get any results or signs.
 
My life is empty, I have no work, no money, no friends, no life....just a mountain of debts. Its been like this for the past six years since I moved to a new town. I have tried to make new friends but women don't like me as they are jealous of me and men just want to use me for sex. Struggling to find work, even changed my career path...did a medical course recently, which I passed with distinctions (something that was not easy for me). No one wants to hire me as I have no experience and my age is becoming a problem. Its not like I am sitting and waiting for things to fall into my lap. I am trying. Have been meditating and asking the demons for guidelines and assistance, but I get nothing. Feels like I am talking to a brick wall.
Wish I could just get a sign to say that I am on the correct path. I don't know what else to do, I am becoming desperate, I need to see results soon, I am running out of energy and strength to carry on.
 
Marianne


________________________________
 From: Micama Gmicalzoma <agentofsatanswill666@
To:
Sent: Saturday, December 22, 2012 2:12 AM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...


 

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Hail Father Satan!!

Forever in the Service of Satan.

From The Al Jilwah Chapter III:"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means." - Satan



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 From: Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 3:46 PM
Subject: Re: I came here as a last resort...

 
Ok, here's what you do.  Make a potion mix and drink it.  In a glass fill with some water.  Put garlic powder, a couple garlic cloves and a dash of poppy seeds, mix it up.  I hope this helps.
 
Hail Satan


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 From: wolfm66 <wolfm66@
To:
Sent: Friday, December 21, 2012 5:49 AM
Subject: I came here as a last resort...

 
...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls! I'm done living this death of a life. Slowing slipping away...  Marianne





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