I believe i just screwed up things badly...

[Botan shijo]

Hi everyone...

Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my daily prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to me lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some mind blowing events that happened recently left me speechless (which i may talk about later) added a really deep feeling of guilt in me for doubting him and sometimes even felt some anger towards him, that feeling made me wanna get even closer to him and faster and last night i got carried away with some words that even though they were sincere, i don't believe i should have said them.

I was praying to him and at some point i told him what i really felt, i SWORE< that any power that i can get on my way to him will be used only doing his will, and not for personal goals... actually my main personal goal is to be loved by him but as soon as i ended my prayer the first thing that came to my head was one of the first things i read on JoS... That Satanism is about self empowering for our own good, i am pretty sure that being loved by Satan is pretty good but to achieve that in a altruistic way seems to go against one of Satanism main rules.

I could really use some advice right now, because i believe i just swore i am a useless guy even though i am pretty sure that won't be the case in a short amount of time... And like i already said 2 times... i swore... i can't just break that nor i will try to find convenient ways to workaround that... i only know i said what i really wanted to say, and i will live with it...

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

 

[22]

He liberated us free , in control of our own power he blessed us and to be in control our own destiny its essential, Self Empowerment truely for only the strong survive and the weak perish , we must empower ourselves so that we may to control of our world and surrounding envirements to survive, Most importantly if you truely want to be closer to Father then do things to his likelyness like pass the truth of his love, and of him being our true creato to another , one fathers lost gentile children , to help liberate souls not only but free them from the grasp of the enemy. another way is to join in on the Group destruction ritual of the vatican Filth, or even the Gentile awakenig ritual working,.. What ever you do Never!lose faith or Doubt his existance, or think wrongley of him, calling yourself a Dedicated Satanist Is Literally a Honor Acknowledgeing Your and Humanitys True God Creator And Liberator, Whom Literaly sacrificed at the time lossed so much for us, for us to be free, and not enslaved or worse, less. the least , but most important you or anyone can do is out of respect and , true love knowing his true role as what he did for us, Go out of your way for him put in work for him to enlighten more people{gentiles] around u to the truth, so like one step at a time the truth may set souls free and more can have a better understanding of our True God Creator , And Our SKUM FUCKING ENEMY!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Hi everyone...

Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my daily prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to me lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some mind blowing events that happened recently left me speechless (which i may talk about later) added a really deep feeling of guilt in me for doubting him and sometimes even felt some anger towards him, that feeling made me wanna get even closer to him and faster and last night i got carried away with some words that even though they were sincere, i don't believe i should have said them.

I was praying to him and at some point i told him what i really felt, i SWORE< that any power that i can get on my way to him will be used only doing his will, and not for personal goals... actually my main personal goal is to be loved by him but as soon as i ended my prayer the first thing that came to my head was one of the first things i read on JoS... That Satanism is about self empowering for our own good, i am pretty sure that being loved by Satan is pretty good but to achieve that in a altruistic way seems to go against one of Satanism main rules.

I could really use some advice right now, because i believe i just swore i am a useless guy even though i am pretty sure that won't be the case in a short amount of time... And like i already said 2 times... i swore... i can't just break that nor i will try to find convenient ways to workaround that... i only know i said what i really wanted to say, and i will live with it...

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Firstly, Satan loves and cares for all Dedicated Satanists. Those who work diligently on themselves, and for Him are always smiled apon.

Secondly, by empowering yourself, you are doing Satan's Will. He wants us to become empowered, to be the strongest we can be. In this, we are able to defeat His enemies whole-heartedly.

And remember, Satan is very understanding. I'm sure He understood what you meant, without taking it literally. Sometimes we say things in the heat of the moment, and theres nothing wrong with that, its called passion. That dosn't mean that we are abliged to stick by that, at least in your case. By empowering yourself, you are working for Satan.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Hi everyone...

Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my daily prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to me lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some mind blowing events that happened recently left me speechless (which i may talk about later) added a really deep feeling of guilt in me for doubting him and sometimes even felt some anger towards him, that feeling made me wanna get even closer to him and faster and last night i got carried away with some words that even though they were sincere, i don't believe i should have said them.

I was praying to him and at some point i told him what i really felt, i SWORE< that any power that i can get on my way to him will be used only doing his will, and not for personal goals... actually my main personal goal is to be loved by him but as soon as i ended my prayer the first thing that came to my head was one of the first things i read on JoS... That Satanism is about self empowering for our own good, i am pretty sure that being loved by Satan is pretty good but to achieve that in a altruistic way seems to go against one of Satanism main rules.

I could really use some advice right now, because i believe i just swore i am a useless guy even though i am pretty sure that won't be the case in a short amount of time... And like i already said 2 times... i swore... i can't just break that nor i will try to find convenient ways to workaround that... i only know i said what i really wanted to say, and i will live with it...

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

 

[Homer Pettigrew]

hello to whomever it concerns I eagerly wish to know the correct way to pray, is it out loud or in my mind, I just want to serve my Him best, can sum1 please teach me the last thing I want is to disrespect satan with my ignorance,

On Aug 9, 2013 9:45 PM, "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

  Firstly, Satan loves and cares for all Dedicated Satanists. Those who work diligently on themselves, and for Him are always smiled apon.

Secondly, by empowering yourself, you are doing Satan's Will. He wants us to become empowered, to be the strongest we can be. In this, we are able to defeat His enemies whole-heartedly.

And remember, Satan is very understanding. I'm sure He understood what you meant, without taking it literally. Sometimes we say things in the heat of the moment, and theres nothing wrong with that, its called passion. That dosn't mean that we are abliged to stick by that, at least in your case. By empowering yourself, you are working for Satan.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Hi everyone...

Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my daily prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to me lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some mind blowing events that happened recently left me speechless (which i may talk about later) added a really deep feeling of guilt in me for doubting him and sometimes even felt some anger towards him, that feeling made me wanna get even closer to him and faster and last night i got carried away with some words that even though they were sincere, i don't believe i should have said them.

I was praying to him and at some point i told him what i really felt, i SWORE< that any power that i can get on my way to him will be used only doing his will, and not for personal goals... actually my main personal goal is to be loved by him but as soon as i ended my prayer the first thing that came to my head was one of the first things i read on JoS... That Satanism is about self empowering for our own good, i am pretty sure that being loved by Satan is pretty good but to achieve that in a altruistic way seems to go against one of Satanism main rules.

I could really use some advice right now, because i believe i just swore i am a useless guy even though i am pretty sure that won't be the case in a short amount of time... And like i already said 2 times... i swore... i can't just break that nor i will try to find convenient ways to workaround that... i only know i said what i really wanted to say, and i will live with it...

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

 

[Botan shijo]

Thanks for your words, they mean a lot to me

I also thought about that, but one of the things that concerned me the most is that i would be lying if i said i didn't want to use power\energy to improve my personal life, but when i was praying i was too focused on our father and everything else just went way... my main goal is clearly to get as close as possible to our father and everything else is just secondary but not irrelevant.
So i felt like in some way i may have not been entirely honest too, because i always intended to use power\energy to improve my personal life but when i pray to him after my meditations and yoga it's like everything else simply goes away, it's just me and him, even though i never had any contact from him or any demon so far, at least not that i am aware of... though i seriously suspect they may have already intervened in my life due to some recent events that i will talk about later, let's just say it was a huge chain of highly suspicious coincidences that all worked for a single purpose.

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

Firstly, Satan loves and cares for all Dedicated Satanists. Those who work diligently on themselves, and for Him are always smiled apon.

Secondly, by empowering yourself, you are doing Satan's Will. He wants us to become empowered, to be the strongest we can be. In this, we are able to defeat His enemies whole-heartedly.

And remember, Satan is very understanding. I'm sure He understood what you meant, without taking it literally. Sometimes we say things in the heat of the moment, and theres nothing wrong with that, its called passion. That dosn't mean that we are abliged to stick by that, at least in your case. By empowering yourself, you are working for Satan.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:

Hi everyone...

Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my daily prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to me lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some mind blowing events that happened recently left me speechless (which i may talk about later) added a really deep feeling of guilt in me for doubting him and sometimes even felt some anger towards him, that feeling made me wanna get even closer to him and faster and last night i got carried away with some words that even though they were sincere, i don't believe i should have said them.

I was praying to him and at some point i told him what i really felt, i SWORE< that any power that i can get on my way to him will be used only doing his will, and not for personal goals... actually my main personal goal is to be loved by him but as soon as i ended my prayer the first thing that came to my head was one of the first things i read on JoS... That Satanism is about self empowering for our own good, i am pretty sure that being loved by Satan is pretty good but to achieve that in a altruistic way seems to go against one of Satanism main rules.

I could really use some advice right now, because i believe i just swore i am a useless guy even though i am pretty sure that won't be the case in a short amount of time... And like i already said 2 times... i swore... i can't just break that nor i will try to find convenient ways to workaround that... i only know i said what i really wanted to say, and i will live with it...

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

 

[Botan shijo]

I believe there are more elaborate and\or formal ways to address him in our prays then the way i pray... but here it goes what i do everyday...

I just sit and talk to him hoping he is listening after my meditations while in a trance or close to it, i start by doing breath of fire to increase my energy, then i relax a bit by doing void meditation and do Kundalini Yoga, after that i just sit there feeling the energy and after that, i am always reeeealy relaxed with my mind basically empty, just focusing on what i am doing, what i want to achieve and everything just goes away, it feels good everyday but on really stressful days it's like a shelter to me so i just let everything go and i pray to him in that state, just talking to him, sometimes in my mind but most of times loud, i believe that if you really want to talk to him and you really mean what you say he will listen, we may not be able to reach him yet, at least not me since i am not spiritually open yet but he can reach us, we are his sons after all, just be respectful and say what you really feel, i believe the worst way you can offend him is not being honest.

Cheers Brother

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Homer Pettigrew <homiefly.hp@... wrote:

hello to whomever it concerns I eagerly wish to know the correct way to
pray, is it out loud or in my mind, I just want to serve my Him best, can
sum1 please teach me the last thing I want is to disrespect satan with my
ignorance,
On Aug 9, 2013 9:45 PM, "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@...
wrote:

**


Firstly, Satan loves and cares for all Dedicated Satanists. Those who work
diligently on themselves, and for Him are always smiled apon.

Secondly, by empowering yourself, you are doing Satan's Will. He wants us
to become empowered, to be the strongest we can be. In this, we are able to
defeat His enemies whole-heartedly.

And remember, Satan is very understanding. I'm sure He understood what you
meant, without taking it literally. Sometimes we say things in the heat of
the moment, and theres nothing wrong with that, its called passion. That
dosn't mean that we are abliged to stick by that, at least in your case. By
empowering yourself, you are working for Satan.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:

Hi everyone...

Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my daily
prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to me
lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some mind
blowing events that happened recently left me speechless (which i may talk
about later) added a really deep feeling of guilt in me for doubting him
and sometimes even felt some anger towards him, that feeling made me wanna
get even closer to him and faster and last night i got carried away with
some words that even though they were sincere, i don't believe i should
have said them.

I was praying to him and at some point i told him what i really felt, i
SWORE< that any power that i can get on my way to him will be used only
doing his will, and not for personal goals... actually my main personal
goal is to be loved by him but as soon as i ended my prayer the first thing
that came to my head was one of the first things i read on JoS... That
Satanism is about self empowering for our own good, i am pretty sure that
being loved by Satan is pretty good but to achieve that in a altruistic way
seems to go against one of Satanism main rules.

I could really use some advice right now, because i believe i just swore
i am a useless guy even though i am pretty sure that won't be the case in a
short amount of time... And like i already said 2 times... i swore... i
can't just break that nor i will try to find convenient ways to workaround
that... i only know i said what i really wanted to say, and i will live
with it...

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

 

[Allison P]

Satan already loves you, my Brother. He loves all of his dedicated
ones. And you are right; it matters not how spiritually or psychically
open you are, if Satan really wishes to reach out towards you, he will
do so, and you will definitely know it! Trust me, I speak from
personal experience here! And he always, always listens to us when we
speak to him; he always hears. He may not respond right away, but he
will eventually. Just give him time, because he is rather busy, what
with the war and all. But he will respond, in the end, always. Just be
open.

On 8/10/13, tiago_filipe_cabral <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:
I believe there are more elaborate and\or formal ways to address him in our
prays then the way i pray... but here it goes what i do everyday...

I just sit and talk to him hoping he is listening after my meditations while
in a trance or close to it, i start by doing breath of fire to increase my
energy, then i relax a bit by doing void meditation and do Kundalini Yoga,
after that i just sit there feeling the energy and after that, i am always
reeeealy relaxed with my mind basically empty, just focusing on what i am
doing, what i want to achieve and everything just goes away, it feels good
everyday but on really stressful days it's like a shelter to me so i just
let everything go and i pray to him in that state, just talking to him,
sometimes in my mind but most of times loud, i believe that if you really
want to talk to him and you really mean what you say he will listen, we may
not be able to reach him yet, at least not me since i am not spiritually
open yet but he can reach us, we are his sons after all, just be respectful
and say what you really feel, i believe the worst way you can offend him is
not being honest.

Cheers Brother

Hail Satan
Sat Nam

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Homer Pettigrew <homiefly.hp@...
wrote:

hello to whomever it concerns I eagerly wish to know the correct way to
pray, is it out loud or in my mind, I just want to serve my Him best, can
sum1 please teach me the last thing I want is to disrespect satan with my
ignorance,
On Aug 9, 2013 9:45 PM, "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@...
wrote:

**


Firstly, Satan loves and cares for all Dedicated Satanists. Those who
work
diligently on themselves, and for Him are always smiled apon.

Secondly, by empowering yourself, you are doing Satan's Will. He wants
us
to become empowered, to be the strongest we can be. In this, we are able
to
defeat His enemies whole-heartedly.

And remember, Satan is very understanding. I'm sure He understood what
you
meant, without taking it literally. Sometimes we say things in the heat
of
the moment, and theres nothing wrong with that, its called passion.
That
dosn't mean that we are abliged to stick by that, at least in your case.
By
empowering yourself, you are working for Satan.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:

Hi everyone...

Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my
daily
prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to
me
lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some
mind
blowing events that happened recently left me speechless (which i may
talk
about later) added a really deep feeling of guilt in me for doubting
him
and sometimes even felt some anger towards him, that feeling made me
wanna
get even closer to him and faster and last night i got carried away
with
some words that even though they were sincere, i don't believe i should
have said them.

I was praying to him and at some point i told him what i really felt,
i
SWORE< that any power that i can get on my way to him will be used
only
doing his will, and not for personal goals... actually my main personal
goal is to be loved by him but as soon as i ended my prayer the first
thing
that came to my head was one of the first things i read on JoS... That
Satanism is about self empowering for our own good, i am pretty sure
that
being loved by Satan is pretty good but to achieve that in a altruistic
way
seems to go against one of Satanism main rules.

I could really use some advice right now, because i believe i just
swore
i am a useless guy even though i am pretty sure that won't be the case
in a
short amount of time... And like i already said 2 times... i swore... i
can't just break that nor i will try to find convenient ways to
workaround
that... i only know i said what i really wanted to say, and i will live
with it...

Cheers

Hail Satan
Sat Nam