@Iorost.
Wow, removing xian/jewish programming is totally NOT impossible. It just takes a lot of time. Think about High Priestess Maxine Dietrich. She studied for roughly 15 long years to annihilate it in her. She's free entirely.
It takes work and I am almost in year 2 personally. That's a real negative attitude. It almost sounds like you don't wanna be free of it.
I understand a hellovalot more in the almost 2 years I have been studying about a year before Dedicating, and almost a year now being Dedicated. I have removed a lot of xianity from me. Yes, it's difficult, but doable.