bdskiaba2017
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- Apr 27, 2004
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Hello,
I am just beginning to look into this for a few reasons. I have been a Christian all of my life yet as I have looked at my life God has never been there for me nor has he ever kept even one of his promises from the Bible and he has never answered a single prayer of mine. I recently went through a divorce that made no sense to me my wife just walked away and no matter how hard I prayed god never answered and my life only became worse and worse. Then someone asked me a question that shocked me to the core "what father ignores his children?" He told me that he was a lucifarian (sorry if I spelled that wrong) and that all I have been told about lucifer or Satan was a lie. That he fell from heaven because he loved us and disagreed with god about how we should be judged. That yes he was a very prideful being but being the morning star he has some right to be prideful. Not sure about the specifics because I was in a lot of pain at the time. But I want to know more. Does Satan really love us? Does he answer us? Does he even care that I am broken? Can someone tell me the truth of all this? I am so tired of praying with no response and crying every night out to the void. And most important to me can he bring my wife back to me?
I am thankful to anyone that will answer me honestly. Again I only know of you from what I have been taught by the church but I am starting to realize that they may have been lying to me all along.
John
I am just beginning to look into this for a few reasons. I have been a Christian all of my life yet as I have looked at my life God has never been there for me nor has he ever kept even one of his promises from the Bible and he has never answered a single prayer of mine. I recently went through a divorce that made no sense to me my wife just walked away and no matter how hard I prayed god never answered and my life only became worse and worse. Then someone asked me a question that shocked me to the core "what father ignores his children?" He told me that he was a lucifarian (sorry if I spelled that wrong) and that all I have been told about lucifer or Satan was a lie. That he fell from heaven because he loved us and disagreed with god about how we should be judged. That yes he was a very prideful being but being the morning star he has some right to be prideful. Not sure about the specifics because I was in a lot of pain at the time. But I want to know more. Does Satan really love us? Does he answer us? Does he even care that I am broken? Can someone tell me the truth of all this? I am so tired of praying with no response and crying every night out to the void. And most important to me can he bring my wife back to me?
I am thankful to anyone that will answer me honestly. Again I only know of you from what I have been taught by the church but I am starting to realize that they may have been lying to me all along.
John
