I am a newbie

[hateeternal90]

I did the dedication ritual about two years ago and haven't been meditating or practicing any form of satanism since then. I did open my third eye and the pineal gland but I think I should do these again and start over and really start meditating daily. For me the risk of getting caught has been too great to practice satanism and not having an internet connection has been a major obstacle too. I have finally found myself in a place (both physically and mentally) to be able to start my life as a dedicated satanist, as the risk of being exposed is quite small now.
My major concerns are the following:
How do I find out who my guardian demon is and how do I contact him/her? Yes, I can start advancing on my meditations and opening my chakras first and there is plenty to do, but I am concerned about attracting and being attacked by hostile entities as my life force increases. I don't want to attract ANY unwanted attention until I am strong enough spiritually to defend myself. I don't know if this can be avoided but having a demon to watch my back, and knowing that if I really do get into a life-threatening situation with a hostile entity I have someone to rely on to save me.It has been quite a while since I read everything in the JOS website, and I may be mistaken, but I assume that every dedicated satanist is "assigned" a protector/guardian demon as a guide. Correct me if I am mistaken.I thank everyone who takes the time to read my message and respond to me .

 

[the_fire_starter666]

If you're dedicated you DO have partial protection from angelic attacks and you shouldn't worry. The "you will get attacked if you get advanced" applies mostly to non-dedicated people.

Also, if you do power meditations and other stuff you DO get stronger spiritually.

It's better to wait for your GD to contact you when you're spiritually ready. He/she WILL contact you.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hateeternal90" <tapioilvesniemi@... wrote:

I did the dedication ritual about two years ago and haven't been meditating or practicing any form of satanism since then. I did open my third eye and the pineal gland but I think I should do these again and start over and really start meditating daily. For me the risk of getting caught has been too great to practice satanism and not having an internet connection has been a major obstacle too. I have finally found myself in a place (both physically and mentally) to be able to start my life as a dedicated satanist, as the risk of being exposed is quite small now.
My major concerns are the following:
How do I find out who my guardian demon is and how do I contact him/her? Yes, I can start advancing on my meditations and opening my chakras first and there is plenty to do, but I am concerned about attracting and being attacked by hostile entities as my life force increases. I don't want to attract ANY unwanted attention until I am strong enough spiritually to defend myself. I don't know if this can be avoided but having a demon to watch my back, and knowing that if I really do get into a life-threatening situation with a hostile entity I have someone to rely on to save me.It has been quite a while since I read everything in the JOS website, and I may be mistaken, but I assume that every dedicated satanist is "assigned" a protector/guardian demon as a guide. Correct me if I am mistaken.I thank everyone who takes the time to read my message and respond to me .