How to deprogram the subconscious from Demons/ Entities fear completely

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When i am in deep meditation or a God presence is signaled through my body heating, or in dreams and astral projections, when my conscious mind is weak or off, or i am just too open, fear of Demons & Entities occasionally pop up out of nowhere and i forget what i know, which always limits or ends the experience..

I managed to get rid of fear consciously but it seems my subconscious still has it.

How can i squeeze that out?

I range from periods where i literally can no more understand what is fear in relation to everything in universe, and fail to understand how i used to feel it, to moments where i struggle to leave door of my room open, two extremes.

I do not get panick attacks, just a child like fear, my mind tells me imagine you suddenly see an entity peaking lol, it keeps telling me that until i close the door, this child like fear i can push through, but when i am deeply in meditation or in an astral projection and it happens, it takes over and only when i am fully awake i realise fear knocked me out of the state and it gets me mad.

I once got aware of the fear during an astral projection, instantly i pushed through it , so my conscious mind is good, i also feel shame knowing the Gods see me have those kind of fears thats why i push through when i get aware of it

 

[ΑΝΑΣΤΑΣΙΣ]

The above is amplified by a second problem i have, i hate to be watched, it makes me feel at mercy i do not like that, i only feel safe when i feel dominant and see from the perfect angle that allow no one to sneak behind me, or watch me without me seing him, in meditation i always sit in corners

even in restaurants i sit in corners and have to have an eye on door and all people, it makes me feel ready for war and this makes me peaceful, but siting in a place where i am being watched makes me feel unprepared it starts messing up with my brain, i literally cannot sit in middle of restaurant without feeling slight fear and unpreparation , or meditate in middle of the room, how can i solve that too? Maybe this is the main problem

 

[ΑΝΑΣΤΑΣΙΣ]

I do not understand the reason behind this, I get uncomfortable with the Gods watching over me too, always during summonings i make sure my clothes do not block the view, so that i can check my sides and behind me in a fast way if i want to. And close door so that i do not have to be aware and keep an eye on many angles at the same time.

I cannot stand feeling the God watching me from my back or sides, i only feel love and peace when they are interacting while being in front of me.. they also seem to understand that.. i am so grateful they do

 

[solosince1995]

When i am in deep meditation or a God presence is signaled through my body heating, or in dreams and astral projections, when my conscious mind is weak or off, or i am just too open, fear of Demons & Entities occasionally pop up out of nowhere and i forget what i know, which always limits or ends the experience..

I managed to get rid of fear consciously but it seems my subconscious still has it.

How can i squeeze that out?

I range from periods where i literally can no more understand what is fear in relation to everything in universe, and fail to understand how i used to feel it, to moments where i struggle to leave door of my room open, two extremes.

I do not get panick attacks, just a child like fear, my mind tells me imagine you suddenly see an entity peaking lol, it keeps telling me that until i close the door, this child like fear i can push through, but when i am deeply in meditation or in an astral projection and it happens, it takes over and only when i am fully awake i realise fear knocked me out of the state and it gets me mad.

I once got aware of the fear during an astral projection, instantly i pushed through it , so my conscious mind is good, i also feel shame knowing the Gods see me have those kind of fears thats why i push through when i get aware of it

Why are you afraid? What do you think you’re going to experience..? They’re not these lesser spirits that you hear negative stories of online and they’re not these evil spirits people swear they had done this and that with from my experience it’s usually an astral experience or an experience from your third eye. I just did a summoning not that long ago and he was very bright I remember him ordering to myself after like if the deceased se them as I am physical beings because when you get a good experience with them you will always want to remember these moments of them coming to you it’s truly a beautiful experience and your confidence goes up because you realize your not someone just using divination for communication, your actually locked in with them on another level..