@alphaone. Ref PTSD
I know the effects of trauma. First hand. I also know that much of the negativity is joo-kiki programming And residuals attached to your soul and aura.
The first step to getting rid of a negativity is to WANT to be rid of it. Now wait a minute... Of course we want to kill the problems before they kill us. However, there are aspects of each negative action/thought that is positive or comfortable. It's *how it's done*. *familiar*. *it gets me this or that*. Other subtle, unconscious things/thoughts/ actions/attitudes that would subconsciously make one *want* to hang onto a negativity.
All this needs researched within yourself. In brutally honest details. You may [probably will] find an aspect of yourself that you didn't know existed. Don't judge. Just become familiar and accept it as what needs changed. But the enemy knew about this and that! That's why you've been subjected to this abuse!!
Also, whether or not people want to admit it to others [not necessary as long as you admit it to yourself] most SS living in this joo-kiki twisted poo world have excess baggage. Stress. Traumas. Psychological problems. ADHD. Hypo/hyper activity. Concentration problems. And the list goes on. Most of these situations boil down to both1- joo-kiki interference programming2- a memory attached to your soul maybe even from another lifetime and developed again in this life
So now there is a two-fold working which needs done. After your soul-searching conversation with yourself.
How to Obliterate Your Saturn : JoyofSatan666 [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [TR] [TD] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE]
And
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Soul.html
Do take your time to write a good affirmation. Many here can help. Proceed for at least 40 days Without missing a day. Do it for 90 days to reach into the remote aspects of your soul for a permanent change.
And of course, your GD(s) are here for honest-seeking assistance.
Also, once you start your reconstruction you will be hit by the enemy! Be ready for them by increasing your AoP. My suggestion is an AoP working in the morning, also again in the evening before bed and a quick affirmation for an afternoon's boost.
Desire is the road to performance. Determination is the vehicle.
Hail SatanHail Lilith
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On Wed, May 31, 2017 at 5:14 AM, alphaone6666@... [SSHealth]<
[email protected] wrote: I have undergone traumatic incidents in my childhood and it has badly affected by brain and also my mind. This always gets in the way whenever i try to advance. I just keep on loosing my focus and concentration. Even a small shock for whatsoever reason sends me back to stone age. This is like a curse for me. Can anyone suggest a cure for this. I badly need it.