On Sat, Nov 19, 2016 at 3:31, black_knight_4@... [HellsArmy666]<
[email protected] wrote: I am not advancing very much, I have some fears I know I should, it's just that I keep focusing on the enemy, and then this leads to some kind of contact or they become aware somehow. If it wasn't for my GD I would be dead by now, I wish I could hide in Hell, the enemy nordic Gabriel tried heart attacking me once. Right now, I just need to organize my life and other things, and just have everything routine and done with, some way to make passive income so I can meditate all day, some way I can become a very rich investor so I can donate money to JoS. This is all talk, and only success matters, I don't know man, I say it is better I sit in duat, of course I should be advancing, I should just be advancing, but I have other problem, repetitive thoughts of the enemy EVERY day, even when driving which is the worst because I could get in a car crash, I void meditate, but the repetitive thoughts of the enemy somehow latched in my brain and they keep coming. It's like chineses water torture, I had a suicide plan, but my GD healed me or did something, I also have OCD, which Maxine said a week or so after I dedicated that it is unfixable because of the J3ws and how their medication doesn't fix depression or other problems in the brain, and make the problems worse. If it wasn't for my brain, I would have succeeded very much, that's why I'm thinking suicide, then reincarnate, first sell my house then try to make as much money as I can, than donate to JoS, then suicide and reincarnate with a new and healthy brain, then BURN THESE FKING KIKES