Shadowcat said:
kalikat said:
Hey I apologize for the bother, I don't really like posting in these forums but I feel you guys have better advice than people who are spiritually dead and indoctrinated by Yehuborim bs.
I"m struggling with loneliness badly right now. Its gotten worse ever since I dedicated myself to Father Satan and taken power meditation seriously. It feels as though the more I advance spiritually, the harder it is to be able to relate with others and even gets harder to tolerate them.
So many of them are just extremely programmed by the Yehuborim crap and don't even know it, and they're extremely toxic as well. I'm in my 20's, and most people my age are out here constantly doing drugs, getting drunk multiple times a week, rather go to clubs than actually build with you or evolve spiritually. I don't find nightclubs entertaining at all, they all have dark energy and alcohol is disgusting.
I thought if I try making friends with atheists it would be easier, but they're all into the she/'they'/them bullshit and veyr liberal and act strange honestly. They try to force their views down your throat, even had one scream at me for not being vegan and then unmatch me on the app after scolding me.
Dating is even worse. I have no desire to date men who are sexually promiscuous and especially lie about it. They have no desire to treat you right. They lie, they cheat, and they are brainwashed by feminism just like the woman are. I went on a date recently and the guy didn't hold any doors open for me, and usually when you go to a fair they are supposed to win you a prize but he kept the prize for himself. I'm pretty sure he was an energy vampire as well, something i notice is on the rise. These peoples Chi energy is so out of balance they are feeding on others unconsciously to survive.
There was a man I had deep feeling for recently but I kept explaining to him, no I can't have sex unless I'm in a committed relationship and also I refuse to be with someone who has multiple sexual partners. He kept lying to me and manipulating me, with no intent to date me. This is just so common now, these men are all betas and very weak minded and follow the programming strongly. In the end this was for the best, as he is brown and i'm a different race and the Gods forbid this.
I'm extremely touch deprived and would like to explore my sexuality more, but only with someone I have a love connection with and isn't going to influence me to live a degenerate lifestyle.
Do you guys have any advice?
You seem to have the same mindset as I do when it comes to choosing someone, as well as in general. We are few and far between. Some months back I was on some dating sites, and the men I attracted were nothing but trash. Luckily, my knowledge of astrology, showed me who was not good for me and why. you might find this post to help you: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=75448
I can understand the feeling quite well with meditation and feeling slowly but surely you cannot relate to others. This is because you are reaching higher levels of awareness that will make it feel hard for you to relate to someone who just goes for dumb simple mindless things.
Since your description of what you desire indicates monogamy I suggest you look for someone whose natural nature is monogamy. Sadly for people like us, the types of people who keep their sex partner count are relatively low. This can range from simply being in someone's nature to wanting multiple partners, lack of depth, or just want instant gratification.
As others have advised, a venus square may prove to be of help. It will be in libra in the coming months and it is a good time to start it then. Working with Gebo and Kenaz runes will also help.
I am glad I picked no one from any of those sites. I made a post about my dilemma sometime back, with my own suspicions on why certain things were happening as far as blockages with success, and these suspicions turned out to be true, as I was shown something far better for me..
Dating sites anyway are a scam and there is a lot of catfish. I ran into several and after almost getting fooled by one (Another Zevism actually saved my ass when he recognized who the pictures actually were, making it obvious it was not the person in the profile), and was able to call them out after I became familiar with their behavior.
I also felt it relayed to me, possibly by the Gods that these sites are also used as vectors for human trafficking.
stay away from dating sites.
Do a working and look for someone in the physical offline. If you realize there is no one compatible with you on earth beyond a shadow of a doubt and you are very certain of what you want and need, and are serious about monogamy you might consider requesting that Satan pair you with a Demon lover instead when you are open.
Yesss the dating apps and websites are truly filth. I've never taken those seriously, I'd join them for giggles to make fun of the men on there LOL. I recently did try it though and went on that date I mentioned, where he kept th prize for himself. Funny because there really are a lot of catfishes. He cat-fished me, he was a lot more attractive in his photos. Irl he was like a energy vampire kept saying he was stealing my good juju, and had no chivalry. My AOP clearly worked as a few days after our date he got badly injured.
Personally, I don't thin you're having blockages in your success in finding a partner. I was just scrolling through twitter and all I see is hundreds of woman complain about the dating scene and how men use them for sex, gaslight them, love bomb them, then abandon them when they get what they want. Or string them along and give them stds and ptsd from emotionally abusing them and cheating on them for years. Its truly a societal problem. How many happy, healthy relationships have you seen?
Personally i've seen none, and I believe its the same for many. They weren't given good examples of what a healthy relationship is so people are trauma bonding. Since spirituality and knowledge has been hidden about chakras and all that also, and the stigma behind trauma and mental health people are entering relationships with baggage and are working on healing. A lot of people don't even know they need healing. Until people start healing and advancing spiritually again, its going to just get worse sadly.
And the Yehuborim cunts running this shit show are doing everything to divide and conquer the population as well. They want the family structure broken so they can get ahold of the minds of peoples children and program and indoctrinate them.
The more I advance spiritually, the more I realize that Chakra work isn't a joke and its needed more than ever. I still get so confused when christians demonize chakras and yoga, when it has only made me a kinder and more empathic person. Something the world needs is a lot more empathy. So many damaged people damaging others, and cycles that need to be broken.
See, this is a instant gratification culture and social media is playing a big role in that demise. Also we were never exposed to this many people now, and people dont know how to appreciate what they HAVE. They always want more and looking for bigger and better, and we are dopamine addicts always looking for the next high. On top of that, people are greatly depressed and looking for ways to practice escapism and sex is a big part of that. So amny factors, so much Yehuborim mind control as well. So many curses over people.
Becoming a Zevist was a blessing in so many ways, but it really does isolate you from this decaying society. I wonder what it would take for the true spirituality to become popular, and for the world to change. I know I believed the lies about Satan in the beginning, it was a miracle finding ToZ.
I hope you find your soulmate my friend <3 Thank you for your reply, I appreciate it.