How did you find Satan?

[groryofsatan666]

Well I was drawn to satanism at teenage age,at 14 anything occult,magick and such,so from there I found the joyofsatan on the internet.that was just it.anyone who is drawn to the occult or the left hand part must surely find the joy of satan if they search well enough.

 

[mymoney1z]

It all started when I was Jehovah withness, I had a dream, first I saw moon and then later sun, the moon was go around the sun and it was sucking the energies of the sun, then later i don't know what happen i begin searching for sprituality ,meditations and the likes, and i was also interested in spiritualism from my infant, later I found Satan by searching (how to meditate) and power meditations come first i am very happy i found my creater at this age.

 

[Shannon]

I thank you all for your responses so far, as I said on the black yahoo group, this helps me understand some things and get connected with you all.

 

[Paladin of Khepu]

I started by hanging around new age individuals as well as Hare Krishna devotees. I was sinking fast with their complete fucking surrender bullshit they believe in. I had a feeling that something was totally off. I heard a voice in the back if my head say, "listen to them no more. They know nothing of the truth."

Shortly after I happened to come upon Joy of Satan. I went throughout the site, and it really connected the dots. After doing the dedication ritual, shortly after I decided to go in the Ouija board. Apparently Astaroth was there as I was doing the dedication. She said she was the one that sent me that telepathic message I thought was my own thoughts. I feel a lot better being a satanist, and I'm ever pumped to excel to the greatness I know I can be!!

"Power is not all what modern people believe in. Power is the self that has become unlike no other. A god is the end result of becoming unlike no other."- Lord Cimeries

 

[Tandem Frost]

I started praying like a martyr in high school to come to the fact I never got an answer or that it helped me out any, it just made me look like a dumbass, then I started reading about meditation, then one day I was on sacred-texts.com reading about Ishtar and at that time I was all about contacting extra-terrestrials, then one day I started meditating on my bed for bout an hour, didn't know what I was doing at the time, then I started from what I know now I was telepathically communicating with Ishtar which later I found out I was communicating to Astaroth and I was talking away, and I remember her telling me that things will change around 2018, so one day after school was over I was depressed and out this was probably round 2012, but first after I got tired of the xian shitty shit shit, I just broke down to ask Satan to show me the way, and that was after I talked to Ishtar (Astaroth) or before, but I was on the buss looking up how to communicate with demons or meditation and I came across the JoS, and I was surprised what I came across the site when I went to the Gods of Hell to later know that Ishtar was Astaroth that whole time and I am pretty thankful she showed me the way to Satan, now I meditate everyday and now doing RTRs, and one thing I found out was that damn bible with the number seven in revelation, and at that time I was reading about chakras to know at the time that's what the jewdoos had in that shit book and I'm like if it's talking about seven a lot it has something to do with your chakras and I was going through that a lot in my head saying if it's seven candlesticks it has something to do with your chakras, so later when I was on exposing christianity I realized I was right the whole time, and right now I'm more happy with my life and where I am at the time and will continue to advance and become greater.

 

[Paladin of Khepu]

I started praying like a martyr in high school to come to the fact I never got an answer or that it helped me out any, it just made me look like a dumbass, then I started reading about meditation, then one day I was on sacred-texts.com reading about Ishtar and at that time I was all about contacting extra-terrestrials, then one day I started meditating on my bed for bout an hour, didn't know what I was doing at the time, then I started from what I know now I was telepathically communicating with Ishtar which later I found out I was communicating to Astaroth and I was talking away, and I remember her telling me that things will change around 2018, so one day after school was over I was depressed and out this was probably round 2012, but first after I got tired of the xian shitty shit shit, I just broke down to ask Satan to show me the way, and that was after I talked to Ishtar (Astaroth) or before, but I was on the buss looking up how to communicate with demons or meditation and I came across the JoS, and I was surprised what I came across the site when I went to the Gods of Hell to later know that Ishtar was Astaroth that whole time and I am pretty thankful she showed me the way to Satan, now I meditate everyday and now doing RTRs, and one thing I found out was that damn bible with the number seven in revelation, and at that time I was reading about chakras to know at the time that's what the jewdoos had in that shit book and I'm like if it's talking about seven a lot it has something to do with your chakras and I was going through that a lot in my head saying if it's seven candlesticks it has something to do with your chakras, so later when I was on exposing christianity I realized I was right the whole time, and right now I'm more happy with my life and where I am at the time and will continue to advance and become greater.

That is awesome to hear! Astaroth is really awesome and very helpful when it comes to getting you set straight.

 

[groryofsatan666]

I started praying like a martyr in high school to come to the fact I never got an answer or that it helped me out any, it just made me look like a dumbass, then I started reading about meditation, then one day I was on sacred-texts.com reading about Ishtar and at that time I was all about contacting extra-terrestrials, then one day I started meditating on my bed for bout an hour, didn't know what I was doing at the time, then I started from what I know now I was telepathically communicating with Ishtar which later I found out I was communicating to Astaroth and I was talking away, and I remember her telling me that things will change around 2018, so one day after school was over I was depressed and out this was probably round 2012, but first after I got tired of the xian shitty shit shit, I just broke down to ask Satan to show me the way, and that was after I talked to Ishtar (Astaroth) or before, but I was on the buss looking up how to communicate with demons or meditation and I came across the JoS, and I was surprised what I came across the site when I went to the Gods of Hell to later know that Ishtar was Astaroth that whole time and I am pretty thankful she showed me the way to Satan, now I meditate everyday and now doing RTRs, and one thing I found out was that damn bible with the number seven in revelation, and at that time I was reading about chakras to know at the time that's what the jewdoos had in that shit book and I'm like if it's talking about seven a lot it has something to do with your chakras and I was going through that a lot in my head saying if it's seven candlesticks it has something to do with your chakras, so later when I was on exposing christianity I realized I was right the whole time, and right now I'm more happy with my life and where I am at the time and will continue to advance and become greater.

That is awesome to hear! Astaroth is really awesome and very helpful when it comes to getting you set straight.

I like that picture of Isis you have

 

[Paladin of Khepu]

I started praying like a martyr in high school to come to the fact I never got an answer or that it helped me out any, it just made me look like a dumbass, then I started reading about meditation, then one day I was on sacred-texts.com reading about Ishtar and at that time I was all about contacting extra-terrestrials, then one day I started meditating on my bed for bout an hour, didn't know what I was doing at the time, then I started from what I know now I was telepathically communicating with Ishtar which later I found out I was communicating to Astaroth and I was talking away, and I remember her telling me that things will change around 2018, so one day after school was over I was depressed and out this was probably round 2012, but first after I got tired of the xian shitty shit shit, I just broke down to ask Satan to show me the way, and that was after I talked to Ishtar (Astaroth) or before, but I was on the buss looking up how to communicate with demons or meditation and I came across the JoS, and I was surprised what I came across the site when I went to the Gods of Hell to later know that Ishtar was Astaroth that whole time and I am pretty thankful she showed me the way to Satan, now I meditate everyday and now doing RTRs, and one thing I found out was that damn bible with the number seven in revelation, and at that time I was reading about chakras to know at the time that's what the jewdoos had in that shit book and I'm like if it's talking about seven a lot it has something to do with your chakras and I was going through that a lot in my head saying if it's seven candlesticks it has something to do with your chakras, so later when I was on exposing christianity I realized I was right the whole time, and right now I'm more happy with my life and where I am at the time and will continue to advance and become greater.

That is awesome to hear! Astaroth is really awesome and very helpful when it comes to getting you set straight.

I like that picture of Isis you have

Thanks. I got it while looking at a link for the gods and goddess portraits drawn by other satanist who have seen them through their mind's eye or otherwise through actual sight. It drew me closer to Astaroth though. I always consider her like a mother and she has always acted as such when it came to me bettering myself.

 

[Braun666]

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Thank you for sharing!

There are definitely some similarities in both our stories. Satan really does look out for us and the path towards godhead is very narrow indeed, as I now realize more and more.

Less and less people to relate to but a family(here) that is on the same page as us and aligned to "Satyan"(Truth Eternal), is really all one needs. There no doubt in my mind that I was meant for this path.

P.S.: I've had a similar vision a couple years ago. That of seeing a blonde man with a white robe, only this happened while I was laying down.

Hail Satan!

 

[meena_venus]

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Less and less people to relate to but a family(here) that is on the same page as us and aligned to "Satyan"(Truth Eternal), is really all one needs.

Very true

 

[Bastet_Kenya]

I was a christian at that time and I can still remember having this dream where I was half asleep, half conscious. Normally, when I have such dreams, something similar to that happens later in real life. I remember I was walking in an orchard, more like a garden filled with fruits and I could feel the presence of someone beside me. I was not interested in viewing his face or look into that direction because my mind was engulfed with this juicy looking fruit that was right in front of me ( I can't quite remember what type the fruit it was, since it was a long time ago) . I reached out to pluck the fruit and started eating it, it was very delicious. I remember the person talking to me and asking me, what kind of life I was desiring. He was very soft spoken and very gentle. I told me that I desired a life which I had a sense of freedom rather than the one I was living in which was full of a self demeaning attitude and guilt, suddenly after I had responded, the fruit I had fell down to the dirt.
I gazed up towards another tree, but I did not want to pick another fruit, I was still desiring the fruit that I was eating before. All along I could feel that he was staring at me and reading my thoughts. He spoke to me telepathetically, and ended the words out loud ' That is why you should worship me' . Referring to "him" being the same as the fruit I was still desiring to have and had partially eaten . Immediately after, I woke up frightened knowing very well that dream connected to the symbolism of Eve in garden of eden and begun praying curse words as I was trained before as a Christian.
I had another similar dream after a few months where I woke up very confused, that's when I begun to do some research and eventually came to know the truth about him. I did a dedication ritual and I have shared my research with a few friends of mine who have also done a dedication ritual to Father Satan.
My dedication to search for the truth led me to many sites and forums of advanced spiritual Satanists including this one. I thank Father Satan for appearing to me and showing me the truth, I feel lucky and blessed to be chosen by him.
Glory to Father Satan !

 

[Anonymous]

i am not black and i respect all races ,
Dear lovely hp shannon kindly assist us here so we can end this fight argument
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=25901
i just need answers its simple kindly provide help since whites satanist are not helping at all they are running away
from question and providing false things & not logical

 

[intrepid1666]

I found Satan in 2015. I was living in a black hole mentally and was searching for a way out. I didn't come from an incorrigible background or anything like that. I was and am gainfully employed. I have raised two wonderful children that I sent to a private catholic school because although I did not understand all of the pomp and pageantry they use to promote their beliefs, I did believe that they offered a first rate education minus the religious classes my children had to attend.

I was raised seventh day adventist. I was taught that all of the "other" religions had it wrong and that they would not go to heaven like all good sda believers would. I went to a private sda academy that further pickled me in their dogma. There has always been questions in the back of my mind that were never answered by former pastors and teachers as I grew into the cynic I became. On my own, I found inconsistencies in the stories proffered in that bullshit bible. For awhile, I tried to "conform" to the illogical assumption that all my questions would be answered when "he" returned. I witnessed the dualities of pastors, fellow churchgoers and the "heathen" public. I wondered why that book couldn't answer the questions that were welling up inside of me.

I remember that I was drinking heavily that night. I was sitting in my dining room on my computer surfing the web. I have always been fascinated by the occult and horoscopes. That night, I was doing a search on the occult. I do not remember which topics I searched for, but I distinctly remember seeing the name Satan in one of the queries. I remember the all black background with the red letters. I remember reading Joy of Satan. I admit that I was shocked at first, but as I began to explore the hyperlinks I remember feeling a sense of calm coming over me like I had never felt before. It felt like coming home. I also remember reading the website all night long. I read myself sober. I have not drank since I decided to dedicate and learn all I could about myself and why it is so important to fully comprehend what we have been so graciously given. The Truth. My questions are being answered at last. I have a very long way to go before I am ready for the Magnum Opus, but the journey is worth every effort I make. I hope the same is true for everyone here who has made the decision to seek truth above all else. Hail Satan!