Russ said:
Arin said:
Russ said:
Hii, I'm also looking for a satanist friend, we can be friends if you want to
Doesn't seem suspicious at all with a total of one post... being this.
This is why its extremely important to be careful. I know it can get lonely at times but you're better off avoiding the thorns. Meeting people online is highly risky. The advice above is good, I suggest everyone with similar questions follows it.
Hi arin, im really sorry

i didn't mean to be suspicious, you're right i shouldn't have commented on this and i shouldn't have seek for friends cause I'm trash i should've think about that first. I'm Really sorry arin but i promise as soon as you read this i will delete my account. Again I'm so sorry
Calm down. Theres no need to delete your account or think you're trash. I was pointing out people need to be careful. Don't let what people say get to ya, based on how you reacted I don't imagine you just said that about yourself for no reason... it sounds more like you were told it so many times you've accepted it as your distorted version of the truth.
Truthfully, without what you've been told I want you to reflect on yourself for a moment. Think about what mistreatment may be causing you to think that way, person, or thing it doesnt matter. Then distance yourself from that and ask yourself "Am I really trash?". As many times as I can tell you you arent, you wont believe me until you realize whats distorting your view on yourself whether it be social media or a family member. I used to have such a distorted view on myself, but I've begun to heal. First step is realizing what is causing you to think that way though.
Secondly, start cleaning your aura and doing AoP asap. Suryae / raum may help. After you are a bit more advanced I recommend you look into getting rid of hangups about yourself being happy. Lydia's "destroying saturn" goes into details on it.
Finally, I have a question for you. Do you WANT happiness? Don't worry about if you deserve it or not, just ask yourself that. If so, fucking go for it. I don't care what you've been told by others. Satan doesn't want us to let ourselves be abused. Nobody deserves that whether or not they deserve happiness. If you want happiness, STRIVE for it. Fight for it. Dont give up because of what some piece of shit told you. Dont let some fucking lowlife sheep tell you what you are and what you deserve, don't let them distort your view or else you are letting them win. No creature on earth other then modern humans would give up on survival and happiness because of what someone else told them. Fight for it.
I saw your other post which has now been deleted and I cannot stress this enough, you haven't been abandoned by Satan. He looks out for his own. He doesn't want us to be abused, or for us to allow ourselves to be. Dont you dare give up.
Take care, brother / sister. And don't forget this.