Hopeless

[Hyperactive Melon]

I have pain in my all my chakra points and cannot do work I even have pain in third eye I think I should kill myself would It be the right thing to do? Will things ever get better it started after I saw lucifer in deep meditation since then I'm in pain all the time

 

[Kouros Aionios]

No, certainly ending your own life would never be the answer; things can always get better, especially when you have the Gods with you. This pain is temporary; to end your life because of it and let it destroy you is not worth it at all. This is a very tough phase you must work through. It might be very difficult, but when you get past this, your soul will be stronger and more resilient than ever before. What does not kill us makes us stronger. Stay strong in the Gods, pray to them for guidance on how to alleviate your pain, do everything in your power to feel better, but do not make a permanent decision for pain that is fleeting.

Seeing a God in deep meditation would not cause an effect like this; the Gods heal us and make us feel better, they do not cause us pain. Have you been overworking your soul? If you do too much power meditation and overwork your body and soul, sometimes this can cause issues and pain, and overload your nervous system. If this is the case, take a break for a bit, relax, and do only cleaning and protection without any power meditation.

I hope you get better and heal mentally and physically. I'll share with you these extremely important quotes from the Death & Slaying Ethics

"Suicide is the gravest violation a soul can commit against itself. It is the destruction of the very vessel that the Gods gave you for your ascent the deliberate annihilation of the instrument through which all spiritual work, all growth, all evolution, all service to Ma'at is accomplished. The body is not a prison from which escape is permitted. It is a temple in which the work is done. To destroy it is to desecrate it."

"The Zevist is commanded to fight. To endure. To claw forward through the darkness by every means available meditation, prayer, the support of the community, the invocation of the Gods, the discipline of the body, the ruthless refusal to surrender. The darkness passes. It always passes. The soul that endures it emerges stronger than before. Everytime you don't slay yourself you are stronger than before; you overcome death. The soul that does not endure it does not emerge at all."

 

[Serpentlux]

I have pain in my all my chakra points and cannot do work I even have pain in third eye I think I should kill myself would It be the right thing to do? Will things ever get better it started after I saw lucifer in deep meditation since then I'm in pain all the time

I think you might have been overdoing the power meditations. They increase bioelectricity tremendously and if you’re saying you feel the pain in all your Chakra points, I’m inclined to believe that it is indeed due to doing too much.

Please do not commit suicide over this. Your brain and entire nervous system could be trying to adapt to the increase in bioelectricity and might be overwhelmed. If you were opening your Chakras without having cleaned them and your aura thoroughly first, you could have mistakenly opened yourself up to the negative energy that was already attached to your aura.

Whatever the case may be, suicide is definitely NOT the way to deal with this. Fixing the issue is the best thing that you could possibly do. I suggest that you stop doing Chakra work for now and focus on very light aura cleansing. Don’t do anything intense right now as you are still very much sensitive. Just give yourself time and slowly clean your aura and your Chakras gently.

Doing flexibility exercises is also important in order to open energy pathways so that any trapped energy can get moving again. Your aura cleansing and stretching are your life line here because the energy that is causing pain in your soul needs to go somewhere. So cleanse your aura and your Chakras and stretch.

Please get enough sleep as well. Find a place with grass (maybe your yard) and lay in the gentle morning sun on the grass to ground yourself. Drink plenty of water and chamomile tea if you can. The point here is to reset and relax your nervous system so that it’s no longer overwhelmed.

It might also be worth speaking to someone like a therapist if you’re dealing with depression or suicidal thoughts in your case.

As you can see, there’s a lot you can do and try to fix the issue that you’re faced with. Please be patient with yourself and know that you can overcome all of this.

Remember that the Gods love you and would never do anything to bring you harm so seeing Lucifer/Zeus in deep meditation could not have been the cause of all of this.

Everyone here of the Temple of Zeus loves and cares for you as well so never make the mistake of thinking you’re alone or that you need to deal with this alone. We obviously can’t do the meditations for you, but we are your family and will always offer our support and words of advice where we are able to.

May you find healing and peace much sooner than later.
Blessed Be

 

[Aurelius]

I have pain in my all my chakra points and cannot do work I even have pain in third eye I think I should kill myself would It be the right thing to do? Will things ever get better it started after I saw lucifer in deep meditation since then I'm in pain all the time

This is quite normal. Success! You feel what others strive to feel. You have opened the chakras. The initial stages are like this, just back off a little, then resume a little slower. It will fade.

Theres nothing to be upset over. You did it!