I too tend to yo-yo with this ritual. Some days I wind up crippling myself for hours using any negative energies and so while I do this whenever possible, because I conjure up MASSIVE amounts of negative energy very easily controlling it is difficult and there are days when I find it far more effective to just build my power and aura and sometimes even give my negative energies to Satan to use as a weapon when I cannot control them.
I often feel mired, clouded and sickly when this happens. It takes much mental discipline to use negative energies even with a group ritual like this one.
I can reach into negative energies at will and twist them onto my enemies and have been able to for long before I became a dedicated satanist but this too takes a toll on me.Back then, I could incite mob riots just by being around people due to the negative influence I gave off and the greys would always attack me for this.
I do have a very long history of using brutal and deranging negative energies and losing control of them to where even my skin would turn ice cold.
Still I curse the enemy in one way or another every day even without the ritual my thoughts and hatred are often enough to bring misery to my enemies.
So yes, I also highly recommend that if you do any working and it feels uncomfortable or worse, stop and try something else for awhile.
DEATH TO ISRAEL AND ALL JEWS!
HAIL SATAN!
On Sunday, June 7, 2015 11:51 AM, "no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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I do this daily. But, let's also remember, Thurisaz takes a strong mind to control and use.
As HP Maxine says, if you're not comfortable with a working, stop.
There are other approaches and perhaps, multiple forms of merciless attack will prevent them from building up a defense.
Hail Satan!