Hello, I'm currently a Muslim raised 20 year old in Istanbul,Turkey. I have a question, I have lost faith in Allah or God as many call it...If Allah or God is so powerful and wants whats good for us, why doesnt he ever answer or prayers?, They say god works in mysterious ways, Im sick of his mysterious ways, nothing goes my way, Nobody I love ever loves me back, no matter how hard ive tried or prayed for I never get success.. Im sick of it...after reading abotu Satan on your site, Ive come to realise that the true God who cares for us and wants whats good for us is Satan, and Allah only wants to make us his slave and put us down, keep us from being 100 percent we can be, limit our potential therefore I despise Allah, Ive never seen good come out of him...if even rarely, I seek advice on how to convert to Satanism, and benefits itll grant me... I was taught to have blind faith no matter what in this Allah.. but i realise its bullshit, Im sick of extremists trying to take over the government, our government should be secular and I realised Islam is a religion of assimilation and Jihad,its discriminating. sorry for my bad english..
to sum it up...I want to be a follower of the Satan until this point Ive had fears that I will have nightmares and have my soul taken, burn in hell, or worse, but I know those are just babbles of Islam..
Hope you guys dont hate me because Im a Newbie, I only seek guidance...I want to be a Satanist, but how do I become one.. I want to know the whole 9 yards,demons, prayers rituals....you can add me on YIM if youd like flyonfiresrider is my Yahoo messenger... thanks again
to sum it up...I want to be a follower of the Satan until this point Ive had fears that I will have nightmares and have my soul taken, burn in hell, or worse, but I know those are just babbles of Islam..
Hope you guys dont hate me because Im a Newbie, I only seek guidance...I want to be a Satanist, but how do I become one.. I want to know the whole 9 yards,demons, prayers rituals....you can add me on YIM if youd like flyonfiresrider is my Yahoo messenger... thanks again