its been a while, been traveling and extremely busy. hope y'all are doing good. i missed everyone here and i missed the messages from the group. Hail Satan I've settled down and i'm fully back here. its not been easy having to meditate at odd places and most times with someone around, feels funny but very refreshing; cos there's always a whole lot of relief and joy after you've had your way and defeated that part of you that says "its not convenient" and done it. its been one hell of an experience, and i'm grateful to be experiencing it, they actually think you're praying when you're in fact meditating. with love. HAIL SATAN.