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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "c_apps" <c_apps@... wrote:
Hey
I have recently discovered the Joy of Satan website and have been completely blown away by it. I went to a Christian school and was a Christian up until I was about 22 when I got into books such as "The God Delusion" and became an atheist as I found the idea of 'God' ridiculous. However after reading 'exposing Christianity' and a lot of the content in the JoS site, I have found spiritual satanism makes soooo much sense.
The most difficult thing I am finding at the moment is meditation, astral projection and putting myself into a trance as my mind has been so shut off to that sort of thing for a very long time. During the attempt of a trance I can get to the point where I feel like i'm falling but at that, I feel a slight shock and it brings me back to consciousness almost instantly...very frustrating! But i'll keep at it as I wish to become good at these things before I dedicate myself to Satan.
Look forward to reading more and experiencing more of Satan and this new found world!
Chris