NakedPluto said:
but extremely so, you can consider in specific circumstances to make use of your critical life force and family power. And this is not needed to be said.
That actually clarifies something for me...
I was naturally attracted to Satanism at early teens, but I was too open about and my father dragged me in a church with a extremely powerful xian relic. I touched it.
Long story short I've been cursed really badly, not only I lost ability to visualize and all the other abilities I didn't take serious, I lost my life, you know that feeling when you have no control, and it feels like you are watching the movie?
My back was damaged in areas of the blocks (throat chakras, heart chakra) and I had a "sleep paralysis", clearly saw a ugly entity that just ripped off the ball of light from my solar chakra. Everything became less colorful, like almost black and white. And it was like this, until I was guided through the darkness by the light of Father Satan. Took 13 years.
I couldn't meditate, not only sitting with a straight back was extremely painful and I was getting exhausted , but all the information regarding meditation didn't make sense to me, like my brain had some sort emergency button.
But then I discovered runes. And what you say is extremely dangerous, for instance using your blood or apply Hagalaz rune to oneself, I did both, to create runic sigils to destroy blocks in my chakras. I didn't think of the consequences at that point, and I doubt that if I died anything would've changed.
Also at this period of time I've met a young woman who was possessed by dead spirit for about 7 years. I removed it with runes, but it left a hole inside of her. After she dedicated her soul to Satan, Demons, including Father himself used her hosting abilities to speak with me, since my ability of hearing telepathically was damaged.
I've been guided for 3 years and most of my knowledge comes form a primary source, so to speak.
According to what you said, I've used power of my bloodline and it makes sense now, since my bloodline have a rich history, like even having their own flag at some point. Unfortunately it's hard to find information for obvious reasons, plus my father lost everything by selling his soul to xians for the temporary wealth. I guess I will have to claim what belongs to me by blood at some point.
I have plenty of information to contribute, but since you all tell that it's potentially deadly, then I will filter. I don't feel like arguing with anyone or proving my point, especially when my information came from primary source or from experience and you point me on the website, which I discovered much much later on my journey...