Hello, i saw that you got no answer, and decided to step in, even though me too i have no answer.But still i can share a point of view that maybe will be of benefit.
My opinion:
Clinging and wanting experiences like seing things or feeling things or dreaming of things and then trying so hard to give it a meaning or look for a meaning for it, is to be lost in accompanying attributes rather than real things, when you meditate or do anything , you must have a goal, and rate thz effectiveness on the techniques you are using by the goals or states you are achieving, that way you will advance
if you keep being lost in " i felt that i felt that" , i found out few will give you an explanation, and even if you get an explanation so what ? It always sits lower than advancing and viewing these kind of experiences as accompagning you instead of making them the goal
With that mentality , you will start for example having as a goal to see a God , instead of having as a goal something valuable like getting a knowledge from a goal.
From another point of view , when not advanced enough, sometimes you may have high experiences, but in same time failcto interpret or fail to maintain or fail to find what to do with it, so it always comes down to the face that you should keep doing techniques and keep advancing , the biggest proof is you didnt get an answer asking the question, and you got attached to the experience instead of trying to get benefit out of experiences and the benefit being the goal not the experience.
This whole text wasnt about you, i just saw the opportunity of bringing this point of view to the table, to answer your question, i dont know actually, i did not experience that yet, if i were you i would ask him directly
In case your question about what the wings symbolise , i dont know id this is allowed to say in the forum, baphomet symbolism, the fingers up and down means as above so below, the serpent is sexual energy or kundalini, the breast is feminine aspect , the goat head is animal espect the wings means you achieved higher state ,the pentagram is the spiritual being highee than the material , thats what i recall, and i am not sure about anything said in this text, please do your research and check what other people said in the forum or the highest priests.
Sorry if i was rough in anyway, i didnt mean to znd its not about you, its my way of talking
