Help Family matter

[natsuno666]

I am in a really difficult situation for these last 6 months, it has been 2 years since I have to sort out some things at my home and since I have to try to arrange problem of my family but here is it is not the first time that I have thought that they were focuses and especially that they are empty of feelings. 

For example, I had a mix-up normal with my brother and further to this quarrel who took place with a little of violence, I am to go outside to calm me and the I had one felt by danger, I am to return and my brother in wanted to plant me with butcher's knife.

Just in time I managed to leave by climbing my portal from my home
At this moment there, I was taken away enough from him, by trying to make him understand that he had become crazy by wanting to kill me (big emotion which crossed me) and he has to continue has to chase me during 30 min in all my village

I fled in spite of I really wanted to defend(forbid) myself even if he(it) was killed by his(its) own knife accidentally, but seen that I do not want to have problems with the justice I preferred to avoid(flee).

I thus have to ask for help at somebody whom they call my father who was to go out.

When my father returned he had managed to calm my brother and it is at this moment there when we had a discussion a little tightened at 3, and my father I saw him reacting without any feelings I was really bad and nevertheless it's as if he felt nothing similar for my brother except for an animal fanatic but I felt that of the forgery.

I am someone with a lot of hope in people in spite of I have was often disappointed and today still I had a quarrel with my brother and still death threats all this.

Even with deep feelings my family has never included me, alone another brother who crosses the same thing as me, is you he possible to change them? To make them alive and not hollow shell?
As a result, I see that the solution to leave really quickly from my home with my other brother.

I shall really like acting that way in what they undergo the evil which they make around them there more violent while making them perceive the truth in their spirit, but I wonder if it is possible?
Thank you so much for having to listen to me, I have to try to summarize at best

HAIL SATAN and The Gods of Hell for ever and for ever, I shall be with you 

 

[Taol]

Honestly.. I do not understand what you mean.

There is a family quarrel and you feel excluded so you want to leave home?

And you want you family to be more human?

Sorry to say this but most of us have grown up in rotten places of some sort and have met plenty of these people.

You should bind them but I do not think you should invest any time and energy into them at this point in the way of change.
Some people have very deaf ears and change is nearly impossible.

I think you should focus on your own wellbeing and progress first of all, later you could help others.

Also its mercury retrograde right now. Misunderstandings are easy at this time. Try to have a bit more patience in interacting with others.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Just try to deal with them, do whatever you can to keep them under your thumb. When we Satanists are born usually we're the best of the family. Our family members are often jealous of our potential, and act like animals around us when they are brainwashed with the lies. This causes them to lose a part of humanity and become more like animals because their karma keeps going down so quickly. If your parents are liberals or communists like mine then they will go to all nine yards to completely fucking destroy you because of their brainwashing. But since they do so within the borders of the law, we can't persecute them.
Parents are really bad for this because since they are related they can tell themselves they are equal to you because they created you. It's a very damaging lie that pretty much always leads to some kind of abuse...

Treat this era like a vacation period. Just do the RTRs in private and pretend like everything is "normal". The worst of these people are being transformed from human beings into animals with black magic and you are becoming a God while all this is happening... what other treatment could you expect? Just because you are related to your family does not mean you are at all spiritually like them, you just share some genetic traits and lineage. If your brother is doing all this, put n the pasty smile and deal with it or get him arrested and out of your hair because these people will attack you if they find out they might be able to get away with it.
Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[natsuno666]

My anger is always present, to suffocate for too long I have only a single desire it is to kill them to torture them of the evil that they deserve or to see them disappearing, my family is some shit I really hope to find a place in the family of the Gods of Hell, my will strengthens from day to day, have you powerful exercises to strengthen my will?Mantra Runes Méditation?
HAIL Satan and The Gods of Hell

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Anything to protect you and set you up for future success is recommended... the Aura of Protection meditation is a necessity and do it constantly if you aren't satisfied.

I believe you that your family is as evil as you say they are. You just have to ride it out see the bigger picture and deal with what you have. I personally didn't think it would for me, but like everyone else says, it will become worth it some day on this path. And I am only at the beginning.

 

[natsuno666]

I am French I try at best to speak in English, sorry if things fail to understand.
I have just seen all your answers and your advice thank you really, as I already told to have already seen but I closed eyes every time I am someone who has too much hope in people.My family I want that I shut up and that I defend not on assaults me (I already have to try but I feel sick) my tolerance to the limit, I cannot be any more passive while proving to them by all means hurtful to make react, ignorance, various ways of seeing things Nevertheless, they do not know or are not in their place they prefer to ignore the problems and to continue to live in a family which is destroyed.There are many of the other things since all this time, the energy of my environment does not allow me to progress as I want him, thus it is on that I visit a social worker for me not to find always an employment which I appreciate, I would want to dedicate my life to be a Warrior for Satan.I made the Final RTR during approximately 2 weeks with a big positive energy at the end of my first time, I make the meditations of the protection under the sun directly everything in daytime and I try to make better any kind of meditations to progress.I have just realized that the program of training of the army of hell is the best for me, I am going to go hard there.One thank you to you all to have listened to and advised to me
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL

 

[natsuno666]

I am French I try at best to speak in English, sorry if things fail to understand.
I have just seen all your answers and your advice thank you really, as I already told to have already seen but I closed eyes every time I am someone who has too much hope in people.My family I want that I shut up and that I defend not on assaults me (I already have to try but I feel sick) my tolerance to the limit, I cannot be any more passive while proving to them by all means hurtful to make react, ignorance, various ways of seeing things) Nevertheless, they do not know or are not in their place they prefer to ignore the problems and to continue to live in a family which is destroyed.There are many of the other things since all this time, the energy of my environment does not allow me to progress as I want him, thus it is on that I visit a social worker for me not to find always an employment which I appreciate, I would want to dedicate my life to be a Warrior for Satan.I made the Final RTR during approximately 2 weeks with a big positive energy at the end of my first time, I make the meditations of the protection under the sun directly everything in daytime and I try to make better any kind of meditations to progress.I have just realized that the program of training of the army of hell is the best for me, I am going to go hard there.One thank you to you all to have listened to and advised to me
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL

 

[natsuno666]

I have just seen all your answers and advice thank you really, as I said I had already seen him but I closed eyes every time because I am someone who places too much hope in people.
My family would want me to shut up and that I do not defend when I am assaulted (I already have to try but I feel bad) my tolerance has limits, I cannot be even passive anymore by proving to them by all means hurtful for make them react, ignorance, the various ways of seeing things ...) 
Nevertheless, they do not understand or see it from my perspective, they prefer to ignore the problems and to keep living in a family which is destroyed.
Moreover I stagnate since all this time(weather), the energy of my environment does not allow me to progress as I want him(it), thus it is on, I go to see an assistant social to take(bring) out me from there because I do not work any more (still not to find an employment(use) which I appreciate(estimate)), I would want to dedicate my life to be a Warrior for Satan.
I made the Final RTR during approximately 2 weeks with a big positive energy at the end of my first time, I make the meditations of protection under the sun directly everything in daytime and I tries(essays) at best make any kind of meditations to progress.
One thank you to you all to have listened to and advised to me
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL

 

[Court G]

I can't seem to get this post to go through anywhere so I'll try to respond to others as it is very serious. My name is Court and I performed the dedication ritual about 3 weeks ago and since then I have been doing the RTR and actively researching and listening to various mp3s/sermonson the Joy Of Satan website. My question is in regard to the section "Death, the Afterlife and Hell" (The Truth About Hell). My older brother Nick died in a terrible accident about 9 months ago. I do not wish to go into detail about the specific causes of his death right now, but it was sudden, extremely shocking and traumatic for me and my family. He was the golden child, extremely intelligent, ivy league honors graduate, athletically gifted, and an all around iron clad guy. I understand that Satan's Hell is a safe haven for souls who are of Satan. In contrast to souls who go to the light when leaving their physical bodies through death; Satan is responsible and protective. "He sends Demons to escort Satanic souls to Hell. This is to ensure these souls will be protected from the light, which is of the enemy".. The Christian "Hell" is a deceitful and terrorizing place...where the "horror stories come from ...and angels have taken some unfortunate individuals on a personal tour of this, as they are human hating." My brother in NO WAY bought into any of the Judeo/Christian garbage that is so forcefully prevelent in this world like a disease. But i read that these "angels" are evil and manipulative, and will even use an individual's past lives if they were christian to exploit them and misguide them toward the light. Nick was not a satanist either (as he never performed any dedication that i am aware of) so i am constantly stricke with paranoid and destructive thoughts that he is in a BAD place right now. I love my brother very much. Although he was not a satanist, he embodied so many virtues that i see are common among spiritual satanists. A driven individual, a rebel, a warrior with an undoubtedly loving and strong soul. He was my rock, my inspiration and I miss him dearly every day. Can you please help me understand on a deeper level what might be the reality of my brother's situation? I am in a very dark and depressing place right now, worrying a lot about my brother. As a result my mind has wandered off the rails a bit. I am a very new member of JOS afterall and I understand i know very little. I listened to one of High Priest Hooded Cobra's sermons regarding the Aryan race and the interconnectedness in spiritual family trees and possibility of reconnecting with ancestors. (My family is of 100% Aryan heritage by the way). This was very comforting, thank you very much. I do still feel his presence quite strongly still as we are brothers and i refuse to let go of him, buy is there a way i can reconnect/communicate with my brother on a deeper level and help him? I am very grateful I found Joy Of Satan in this dark time of my life, but as I research and dig deeper spiritually i have found that i am overwhelmed with more worry and fear. Please help and thank you so much for your time and consideration. Hail Satan! -court g

On Wednesday, August 15, 2018, 6:48:13 PM PDT, natsuno666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  I am French I try at best to speak in English, sorry if things fail to understand.
I have just seen all your answers and your advice thank you really, as I already told to have already seen but I closed eyes every time I am someone who has too much hope in people.My family I want that I shut up and that I defend not on assaults me (I already have to try but I feel sick) my tolerance to the limit, I cannot be any more passive while proving to them by all means hurtful to make react, ignorance, various ways of seeing things Nevertheless, they do not know or are not in their place they prefer to ignore the problems and to continue to live in a family which is destroyed.There are many of the other things since all this time, the energy of my environment does not allow me to progress as I want him, thus it is on that I visit a social worker for me not to find always an employment which I appreciate, I would want to dedicate my life to be a Warrior for Satan.I made the Final RTR during approximately 2 weeks with a big positive energy at the end of my first time, I make the meditations of the protection under the sun directly everything in daytime and I try to make better any kind of meditations to progress.I have just realized that the program of training of the army of hell is the best for me, I am going to go hard there.One thank you to you all to have listened to and advised to me
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS OF HELL