josh0318772000
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Hello everyone,
I am new to Spiritual Satanism. I was raised in a catholic family, but it never felt right to me. I have also had a great fascination of the "Supernatural" and it used to piss me off that the catholic church told me it was all "evil", even as i saw the evils that they had caused both today and throughout history. My interestes eventually brought me here, and after studying, i finally feel like i have arrived home, where i belong.
I am currently deployed in Iraq, where in this and previous deployments I have seen first hand the results of the 3 abrahamic religions. I want nothing to do with them.
I want to dedicate myself to Satan, but I am running into difficulty. Im pretty sure if anyone here found out my true beliefs it would not go over well. Also, there are no candles here, and none allowed in the rooms we live in, and we have roommates in single rooms...no privacy. So i have been doing what I can...studying, meditating, learning. As soon as i get the chance i will formally dedicate myself... it might have to wait until I go on leave.
Anyways, I just wanted to introduce myself, and get advice and talk to others who are traveling this path. I hope to get to know you all soon. Thanks in advance for any help and advice!
I am new to Spiritual Satanism. I was raised in a catholic family, but it never felt right to me. I have also had a great fascination of the "Supernatural" and it used to piss me off that the catholic church told me it was all "evil", even as i saw the evils that they had caused both today and throughout history. My interestes eventually brought me here, and after studying, i finally feel like i have arrived home, where i belong.
I am currently deployed in Iraq, where in this and previous deployments I have seen first hand the results of the 3 abrahamic religions. I want nothing to do with them.
I want to dedicate myself to Satan, but I am running into difficulty. Im pretty sure if anyone here found out my true beliefs it would not go over well. Also, there are no candles here, and none allowed in the rooms we live in, and we have roommates in single rooms...no privacy. So i have been doing what I can...studying, meditating, learning. As soon as i get the chance i will formally dedicate myself... it might have to wait until I go on leave.
Anyways, I just wanted to introduce myself, and get advice and talk to others who are traveling this path. I hope to get to know you all soon. Thanks in advance for any help and advice!