heart and heart chakra damiged

[chris41226]

what do you when youve gone threw so much pain to the point to where ur heart and heart chakra couldnt handle the stress and is so called permintly damiged? a cupple years ago i was going threw a vary hard time and was put under so much stress that my heart was damiged from to much stress and i hade to go to the hospital and now the pain and fear i hold i cant get ride or heal it im constintly in pain and its ruined my life i feel like ill never be anything in life now bc it gets in my way i cant even meditate bc of the pain wont let me relax and do my workings and not even my medication can help i feel like iv lost the fight and cant go on anymore and left behind ik i did this to myself and i just wish the pain would go away to the point im crying right now the pain keeps me from feeling energy and hearing Father and the other gods clearly and when i do hear them i start panicing and have to shut there voises out bc my heart cant handle being in there presince. i just want help and i always feel traped bc of how my life is. is there any way i can cure my heart condition faster like a ritual or summing one of the gods anything? i cant meditate anymore bc of the pain and iv become depressed and traped in life again

HAIL THE CREATOR ENKI
HAIL THE GODS OF OLD

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Sounds like what my wife is still going through from her past abuse.Power meditation is the only answer to heal those closed off areas.When the blockages are removed then the healing begins.Just keep at it and you will open up again.That is what I tell her,that self discipline is the key.Even H P Maxine says that living this life of power meditation is very hard,but holds many rewards too.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 7/5/12, chris41226 <chris41226@... wrote:

From: chris41226 <chris41226@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] heart and heart chakra damiged
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, July 5, 2012, 1:20 AM

 

what do you when youve gone threw so much pain to the point to where ur heart and heart chakra couldnt handle the stress and is so called permintly damiged? a cupple years ago i was going threw a vary hard time and was put under so much stress that my heart was damiged from to much stress and i hade to go to the hospital and now the pain and fear i hold i cant get ride or heal it im constintly in pain and its ruined my life i feel like ill never be anything in life now bc it gets in my way i cant even meditate bc of the pain wont let me relax and do my workings and not even my medication can help i feel like iv lost the fight and cant go on anymore and left behind ik i did this to myself and i just wish the pain would go away to the point im crying right now the pain keeps me from feeling energy and hearing Father and the other gods clearly and when i do hear them i start panicing and have to shut there voises out bc my heart cant handle being in there presince. i just want help and i always feel traped bc of how my life is. is there any way i can cure my heart condition faster like a ritual or summing one of the gods anything? i cant meditate anymore bc of the pain and iv become depressed and traped in life again

HAIL THE CREATOR ENKI
HAIL THE GODS OF OLD

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[leafwizard88]

Its not too late for you. You can always meditate no matter what situation you are in. Anything is possible just not always physically where there are limitations. All you need is the will and you can achieve anything spiritually. Don't doubt yourself, believe in yourself. If you go the Gods for help then that means you don't believe in yourself. The aim of true spirituality is to become a God, and never you forget that.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chris41226" <chris41226@... wrote:




what do you when youve gone threw so much pain to the point to where ur heart and heart chakra couldnt handle the stress and is so called permintly damiged? a cupple years ago i was going threw a vary hard time and was put under so much stress that my heart was damiged from to much stress and i hade to go to the hospital and now the pain and fear i hold i cant get ride or heal it im constintly in pain and its ruined my life i feel like ill never be anything in life now bc it gets in my way i cant even meditate bc of the pain wont let me relax and do my workings and not even my medication can help i feel like iv lost the fight and cant go on anymore and left behind ik i did this to myself and i just wish the pain would go away to the point im crying right now the pain keeps me from feeling energy and hearing Father and the other gods clearly and when i do hear them i start panicing and have to shut there voises out bc my heart cant handle being in there presince. i just want help and i always feel traped bc of how my life is. is there any way i can cure my heart condition faster like a ritual or summing one of the gods anything? i cant meditate anymore bc of the pain and iv become depressed and traped in life again

HAIL THE CREATOR ENKI
HAIL THE GODS OF OLD

 

[purplenurplei]

Hey you still have your physical body, there's a very special quote I'd like to share with you.....

"I might be bleeding, but i'm still breathing." ~Hed P.E.

I don't care how much work it feels like, it may be a process for you but if you really want this you'll get it! I know you will. Just work on it many times a day. Soon enough you'll be able to relax.

Everything will be okay<3 use runes, vibration, visualization even if youre not very relaxed. And shutting the Gods out? I don't want to make you feel worse but if they come to you they want to help usually? They're the most beautiful honest down to earth anythings you'll ever witness. And they dont kick us down or degrade us when we're trying to get out of something. I'm sure they'd only be proud of yah bro.....once you get yourself up, stay up, don't stop meditation!

If you lived near me I'd take you out and rub your feet and make you relax, you could not resist! Btw rub your feet. Its got pressure points. Stretch and work out to get the flow going


Try natural relax tea annnnnnnnd really, get creative life is too precious to throw away

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chris41226" <chris41226@... wrote:




what do you when youve gone threw so much pain to the point to where ur heart and heart chakra couldnt handle the stress and is so called permintly damiged? a cupple years ago i was going threw a vary hard time and was put under so much stress that my heart was damiged from to much stress and i hade to go to the hospital and now the pain and fear i hold i cant get ride or heal it im constintly in pain and its ruined my life i feel like ill never be anything in life now bc it gets in my way i cant even meditate bc of the pain wont let me relax and do my workings and not even my medication can help i feel like iv lost the fight and cant go on anymore and left behind ik i did this to myself and i just wish the pain would go away to the point im crying right now the pain keeps me from feeling energy and hearing Father and the other gods clearly and when i do hear them i start panicing and have to shut there voises out bc my heart cant handle being in there presince. i just want help and i always feel traped bc of how my life is. is there any way i can cure my heart condition faster like a ritual or summing one of the gods anything? i cant meditate anymore bc of the pain and iv become depressed and traped in life again

HAIL THE CREATOR ENKI
HAIL THE GODS OF OLD

 

[purplenurplei]

Hey you still have your physical body, there's a very special quote I'd like to share with you.....

"I might be bleeding, but i'm still breathing." ~Hed P.E.

I don't care how much work it feels like, it may be a process for you but if you really want this you'll get it! I know you will. Just work on it many times a day. Soon enough you'll be able to relax.

Everything will be okay<3 use runes, vibration, visualization even if youre not very relaxed. And shutting the Gods out? I don't want to make you feel worse but if they come to you they want to help usually? They're the most beautiful honest down to earth anythings you'll ever witness. And they dont kick us down or degrade us when we're trying to get out of something. I'm sure they'd only be proud of yah bro.....once you get yourself up, stay up, don't stop meditation!

If you lived near me I'd take you out and rub your feet and make you relax, you could not resist! Btw rub your feet. Its got pressure points. Stretch and work out to get the flow going


Try natural relax tea annnnnnnnd really, get creative life is too precious to throw away

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chris41226" <chris41226@... wrote:




what do you when youve gone threw so much pain to the point to where ur heart and heart chakra couldnt handle the stress and is so called permintly damiged? a cupple years ago i was going threw a vary hard time and was put under so much stress that my heart was damiged from to much stress and i hade to go to the hospital and now the pain and fear i hold i cant get ride or heal it im constintly in pain and its ruined my life i feel like ill never be anything in life now bc it gets in my way i cant even meditate bc of the pain wont let me relax and do my workings and not even my medication can help i feel like iv lost the fight and cant go on anymore and left behind ik i did this to myself and i just wish the pain would go away to the point im crying right now the pain keeps me from feeling energy and hearing Father and the other gods clearly and when i do hear them i start panicing and have to shut there voises out bc my heart cant handle being in there presince. i just want help and i always feel traped bc of how my life is. is there any way i can cure my heart condition faster like a ritual or summing one of the gods anything? i cant meditate anymore bc of the pain and iv become depressed and traped in life again

HAIL THE CREATOR ENKI
HAIL THE GODS OF OLD