Ok I've been doing my meditations, aura and chakra cleansings, etc. And these are the experiences I've had. Sorry if it is long, I posted at the bottom my question.
1. A dream with me and a bunch of other people who I believe to be SS.
2. A dream with who I believed to be Azazel saving me.
3. A dream with the enemy calling me over to them in public to give me a message. On of the beings said, "I am coming for you."
4. White/foggy energy silhouettes at night.
5. Huge energy shocks when walking in to living at night.
6. Hearing Voices of various beings at least 2-4 times every day. Some say I am going to kill you, etc. Some seem to call me cute. One said, "That she needs to find a human body." Others seem to sometimes give me spiritual advice.
7. I was trying to work on some of the meditations and breathing exercises I found on the JOS in regards to raising the kundalini. And, when I was walking yesterday to the store, I felt a huge amount of energy in one of my legs and it created a soreness. It didn't hurt too bad, it just felt uncomfortable. then i heard a female being say that was a warning. So, I said if you are a being in accordance with Father Enki, then ask him to please raise my kundalini (P.S. i did a ritual asking for that before as well.), and said no matter how bad the pain may get during the rising, to not stop it. I heard, "I won't."
8. Everyday feeling as if beings are attaching links to me (enemy links), or poking me. I believe this is the enemy link HP Vovim Baghie talks about. I've used is method of breaking them, along with aura and chakra cleansings.
9. On a more positive not, I no longer have any fear, and have much more control over myself.
10. It seems as if beings try quite a bit to interfere in my endeavors, and since I do not live alone unfortunately, I just end up cleansing myself, keeping up my aura of protection, and occasionally cleansing the house to the best of my ability, since I am without ritual items.
11. I've had a tarot reading, without me telling her anything, she said I am to experience what I want to experience, have a relationship, be well-known, and have 3-4 kids in the future.
12. Beings sometimes seem to say things referring to me as a special individual, which doesn't make much sense to me. I'll admit I seem to progress rather quickly and I've learned some things, but I don't seem too special. SO, I was thinking in my head, what do I have that others do not, and all I heard was the word power. However, whenever I attempt to find out more about myself I do not get any answers.
13. Been feeling a sort of pull in various parts of my spine, I'm not sure if this is my kundalini or not.
14. I can transfer energy to any part of me I want.
15. I've done the Merkaba and it feels like fields are permanent now. Also, began the Dramatically Increasing Vibration from HP Vovim Baghie's site, but stopped. I realize that it is a waning moon where I am, so it is best to wait.
16. Began preparing for the philosopher's stone and created it, at least it seems that I have, as I feel it in the center of my heart chakra.
17. Began Hatha Yoga. I'm doing the Alternating Breathing Technique to balance out my Ida and Pingala. As well as working with the Cobra Breath.
18. Using Sexual Energy to clear any blockages in my chakras, as well as empower them.
19. Been doing some research, especially on the enemies and ideas for spiritual empowerment.
20. Spiritual Warfare
21. And I just started working with some mantras from the post on the JOS called instructions for Newbies regarding the 8-fold path.
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My questions are these.
1. How may I cleanse the household I reside and know it is clean.
2. How do you know for sure if the kundalini is rising? I've read the HP's Posts, especially High Priestess's Maxine's and HP Vovim Baghie's regarding this.
3. When you kundalini rises does you astral senses and physical senses become one, and if not, are than any substitutes other than empowering clairvoyance points for astral sight, sixth chakra, third eye, etc. As I've been doing these for quite a while. And I seem to have clairaudience, sometimes it is a little less loud than at other times. And I seem to hear what some members on here refer to as the "cosmos." Oh, and I can smell energy sometimes, though, it seems negative energy has the strongest smell/odor.
4. Is it possible for the Sun to make your head feel incredibly full of energy, not quite like a headache but strange, and if so how can I get rid of this feeling.
5. Does Father raise the kundalini or do I. There seems to be some contradictions on the site/message boards. If he does not, than how may I?
~~~~~~~~~~~Hail Satan/Enki/Ea/Lucifer and the Gods of Duat!!!! Thanks for all your help, especially you Father Satan.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1. A dream with me and a bunch of other people who I believe to be SS.
2. A dream with who I believed to be Azazel saving me.
3. A dream with the enemy calling me over to them in public to give me a message. On of the beings said, "I am coming for you."
4. White/foggy energy silhouettes at night.
5. Huge energy shocks when walking in to living at night.
6. Hearing Voices of various beings at least 2-4 times every day. Some say I am going to kill you, etc. Some seem to call me cute. One said, "That she needs to find a human body." Others seem to sometimes give me spiritual advice.
7. I was trying to work on some of the meditations and breathing exercises I found on the JOS in regards to raising the kundalini. And, when I was walking yesterday to the store, I felt a huge amount of energy in one of my legs and it created a soreness. It didn't hurt too bad, it just felt uncomfortable. then i heard a female being say that was a warning. So, I said if you are a being in accordance with Father Enki, then ask him to please raise my kundalini (P.S. i did a ritual asking for that before as well.), and said no matter how bad the pain may get during the rising, to not stop it. I heard, "I won't."
8. Everyday feeling as if beings are attaching links to me (enemy links), or poking me. I believe this is the enemy link HP Vovim Baghie talks about. I've used is method of breaking them, along with aura and chakra cleansings.
9. On a more positive not, I no longer have any fear, and have much more control over myself.
10. It seems as if beings try quite a bit to interfere in my endeavors, and since I do not live alone unfortunately, I just end up cleansing myself, keeping up my aura of protection, and occasionally cleansing the house to the best of my ability, since I am without ritual items.
11. I've had a tarot reading, without me telling her anything, she said I am to experience what I want to experience, have a relationship, be well-known, and have 3-4 kids in the future.
12. Beings sometimes seem to say things referring to me as a special individual, which doesn't make much sense to me. I'll admit I seem to progress rather quickly and I've learned some things, but I don't seem too special. SO, I was thinking in my head, what do I have that others do not, and all I heard was the word power. However, whenever I attempt to find out more about myself I do not get any answers.
13. Been feeling a sort of pull in various parts of my spine, I'm not sure if this is my kundalini or not.
14. I can transfer energy to any part of me I want.
15. I've done the Merkaba and it feels like fields are permanent now. Also, began the Dramatically Increasing Vibration from HP Vovim Baghie's site, but stopped. I realize that it is a waning moon where I am, so it is best to wait.
16. Began preparing for the philosopher's stone and created it, at least it seems that I have, as I feel it in the center of my heart chakra.
17. Began Hatha Yoga. I'm doing the Alternating Breathing Technique to balance out my Ida and Pingala. As well as working with the Cobra Breath.
18. Using Sexual Energy to clear any blockages in my chakras, as well as empower them.
19. Been doing some research, especially on the enemies and ideas for spiritual empowerment.
20. Spiritual Warfare
21. And I just started working with some mantras from the post on the JOS called instructions for Newbies regarding the 8-fold path.
__________________________________________________________
My questions are these.
1. How may I cleanse the household I reside and know it is clean.
2. How do you know for sure if the kundalini is rising? I've read the HP's Posts, especially High Priestess's Maxine's and HP Vovim Baghie's regarding this.
3. When you kundalini rises does you astral senses and physical senses become one, and if not, are than any substitutes other than empowering clairvoyance points for astral sight, sixth chakra, third eye, etc. As I've been doing these for quite a while. And I seem to have clairaudience, sometimes it is a little less loud than at other times. And I seem to hear what some members on here refer to as the "cosmos." Oh, and I can smell energy sometimes, though, it seems negative energy has the strongest smell/odor.
4. Is it possible for the Sun to make your head feel incredibly full of energy, not quite like a headache but strange, and if so how can I get rid of this feeling.
5. Does Father raise the kundalini or do I. There seems to be some contradictions on the site/message boards. If he does not, than how may I?
~~~~~~~~~~~Hail Satan/Enki/Ea/Lucifer and the Gods of Duat!!!! Thanks for all your help, especially you Father Satan.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
