@DescipleoftheGods13
We are all on different levels man, my level is still pretty damn low due to my drug addiction... but I'm getting there. It use to be higher, (before my drug addiction). Visualizations were much more easier, concentration, void meditation, even my astral sight was better... Sometimes I worry if I will ever get back to that level I use to be at, and that the meth addiction caused this damage to be permanent. That's why I try to tell fellow Zevism, or anyone for that matter just how dangerous meth is... That drug is as deceiving as angels themselves. Once you're hooked on it, it makes you feel like you're becoming more powerful, but when the high wears down you become weaker then you were before you were high, and then you do it again just to get that boost in power that you *think* you have, but in reality, you just get weaker, and weaker, until you fall into a hole you can't get out of and it's a continuous cycle from there... To the point where there is so many holes in your aura negative energy (curses) just seep through like it's open season on your ass... Not to mention the damage it does to your brain, especially when one has OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and High Functioning Autism (Aspergers Syndrome) like I do, then it's even worse... I am now even a little schizophrenic because of that piece of shit drug, and enemy spirits (like angels) definitely played a part in that role as well... Before my addiction, I remember my aura would repel their attacks easily and even then I thought life was hard, I never realized how good I had it until now (after my addiction). Man, if I could reverse back time... I would in a second. Hey, at least I still look good though... As far as skin and teeth go, I got a few stains on my teeth from the meth, but that's about it... and I was doing the drug for about 5 years, most people go to shit (sores all over their face, rotten teeth, ect. ect.) in a matter of months, depending how strong your mind is and how often you do it. Luckly, in my case, I had Satan and his Demons watching over my ass (I think lol), so I didn't die in the process (even though I almost did in more than one different occasion), let alone not ending up looking like the crypt keeper or skeletor for that matter, Lmao. Anyways, i just wanted to bring this up to let other Zevism know my experience, take it from me dudes... My life became 100 times worse then it was before, to the point where I have mental break downs EVERY WEEK, and this message goes to all my Satanic Brothers and Sisters, meth is NOT a fucking game, ESPECIALLY if you're a Spiritual Satanist. Eventually you will lose ALL your powers, even when it comes down to the strength of your aura and your mind, and then you will get the ASS BEATING of your life from the enemy, even perhaps die... So, if there is any of you out there (Zevism that do meth), take it from me... Quit while you're ahead... Man, I wish there was a way I can put my experiences into your guys's heads (like telepathy), but unfortunately I'm not nearly that advanced, but if I could, I would, just so you guys know just how bad that fucking drug is... it ruined my life.
And the only reason I did it was because I thought I that was an easier way to become open to the astral, let alone more powerful, and boy was I wrong... it totally back fired on my ass... Man, I wish I can let you guys know... If there is one of you out there that is addicted to this drug, I PRAY to Father Satan to help GUIDE and PROTECT you, because you're going to need it... Anyways... Yeah... Good luck...
Hail Satan and the Gods and Goddesses of Duat!
---In , <descipleofthegods13@... wrote :
I'm about at that level, although it doesn't take a lot of concentration. Having something like X-Ray vision is fun, along with what Fake Name mentioned in the above. But, it's still kinda... weak.. heh. I just kinda got the idea to try it one day and it worked.
Think I was born with it but was unaware.
