My grandma's not dead, also I think I got my answer. Thanks!
Dam guys O.O, everyone's post is very accurate and helpful.
I'v thought that my guardian demon could'v been Baal Zebul, Osiris or maybe Anubis but for sure it's someone who is fond of skull accessories.
Your right No.state, maybe I should'v asked, the gods do give extraordinary answers, but I'm not sure if my clairaudience is well developed.@exarkun, you could be right!, my grandma is currently on her death bed back at my home town. She has taught most of the family to reject Christianity and this prevented xians from building churches over there, definitely a candidate to go to Duat!. I'l update if she's dead or not.
@Ivan, No joke! O_O, upon hearing his name I started reading about him and found him very interesting and has earned my respect. He's become one of my favourite demons/gods, I'v always liked him as a kid when I was into Egyptian gods and mythology but never got the time to do research about him.
Thank you brothers/sisters for your input, it'd be an honour to have Anubis as my Gd and I'm going to try and talk to him about this

Hail Satan!Hail Anubis!
Ivan.Folghera, the Gods have also had me do research on Them too, after hearing Their name in my head and then the continuing urge to look Them up and talk/pray to Them too. Some of Them are God/esses of Hell, but not in the Goetia list.
In my experience this can be the demon trying to contact you - I had a similar experience with Osiris and when I focused on him he asked me to perform some research about him.