Healing (Dear brothers and sisters please read it)

[ezatoxael]

Hello dear brothers and sisters!

i have a "small" request .. i am sick .. (Anxiety)

this happened when i asked satan once to stop smoking weed but lets start from beggining ..


i am 20 years old , my name is Arthur
i am a Satanist for 6-7 months maybe longer

so i didnt smoke weed for 2-3 weeks cause i felt bad after smoking it (renember i was asking satan to help me quit smoking it , he did i am greatful for that) after that i've smoked again , dont know why .. , so i went to my friend , said i want some (as he was owing me money) took some , smoked it ... after that my nightmare begun , my heart started to beat like crazy i mean like REALLY crazy , so i got scared , went to my dad to next room said i feel REALLY bad , after that i passed out , hitted desk with my head (corner of it .. ouch) after i woke up i was full in blood , we called my neighbour who is a doctor , he helped me out etc etc. , he said i will be fine

now , my problem is , i'm 99% sure i got some kind of anxiety (its been 4 months since that terrible accident ...) now when i eat something and im full my hearth starts to beat like crazy , i feel liek almost passing out .. which is not a nice feeling believe me ..
also i have pains in my chest (left side of it)
it can't be heart cause my neigbour said it is really UNLIKELY that i will be sick in my age , its either when im really young , or really old ..

so what am i asking you to .. is help me out in healing , i am asking Buer for help but no reply like he can't hear me ..

this is my photo , hope i can be healthy soon! and i promise not to smoke ever again , im too afraid!
and most important! Hail Satan!

 

[Kenny Lane]

<td val[/IMG]Dear friend, I can relate to your predicament. I new Father wanted me to quit smoking weed also so I got rid of it. I stashed it in a crevass on the side of a small cliff. A couple of weeks later I got the urge to get high. I climbed up the small cliff to get my stash and suddenly heard a rattling sound. It was a rattle snake coiled up in the the crevass just below where my stash was. I new if I didn't get off that rock fast I would get bit. I grabbed the stash and jumped thinking I would land safely on my feet. Instead I slid down the side off the small cliff and banged my right shoulder and elbow up really bad. I didn't brake anything but I now have to go for thearapy because I now have torn ligaments on my rotator cuff located between my shoulder and my upper right arm. At first I chalked it up to being just an accident, but it was revealed to me in meditation that Father was warning me to stop. He used a snake, a poisonous snake at that. Snakes are one of Father Satan's favorite and most scacred creatures. One thing I am learning real fast is when it comes to Satanism (real Satanism) you'd better do what Father tells you to do. If I had been bitten by that snake I probably wouldn't be sending you this email right now. I am learning more and more that true Satanism is not a religion as much as it is a discipline. It's a science, and Father Satan, the demon Gods and Goddesses, and the demon guides are the ascended masters so to speak and they cannot lead us into greatness and empowerment if we can't follow simple instructions. My suggestion to you is meditate or do a ritual or maybe both to consult your demon guide on what to do to stop the anxiety. If you are still smoking weed you probably need to stop immediatley and flush it down the toilet. I personally don't think Father has a personal problem with pot necessarily, but thousands of Gentiles are murdered every year (especially along the Mexican/American border) because it's been made illegal by the very people making money off of it. Yeah you guessed it- the jews. Plus I also think it's hard for us to advance in this path if we're all glassy eyed and stoned all the time.   Hail Satan!           

--- On Tue, 4/19/11, ezatoxael <a1044677@... wrote:

From: ezatoxael <a1044677@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Healing (Dear brothers and sisters please read it)
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, April 19, 2011, 6:32 PM

  Hello dear brothers and sisters!

i have a "small" request .. i am sick .. (Anxiety)

this happened when i asked satan once to stop smoking weed but lets start from beggining ..

i am 20 years old , my name is Arthur
i am a Satanist for 6-7 months maybe longer

so i didnt smoke weed for 2-3 weeks cause i felt bad after smoking it (renember i was asking satan to help me quit smoking it , he did i am greatful for that) after that i've smoked again , dont know why .. , so i went to my friend , said i want some (as he was owing me money) took some , smoked it ... after that my nightmare begun , my heart started to beat like crazy i mean like REALLY crazy , so i got scared , went to my dad to next room said i feel REALLY bad , after that i passed out , hitted desk with my head (corner of it .. ouch) after i woke up i was full in blood , we called my neighbour who is a doctor , he helped me out etc etc. , he said i will be fine

now , my problem is , i'm 99% sure i got some kind of anxiety (its been 4 months since that terrible accident ...) now when i eat something and im full my hearth starts to beat like crazy , i feel liek almost passing out .. which is not a nice feeling believe me ..
also i have pains in my chest (left side of it)
it can't be heart cause my neigbour said it is really UNLIKELY that i will be sick in my age , its either when im really young , or really old ..

so what am i asking you to .. is help me out in healing , i am asking Buer for help but no reply like he can't hear me ..

this is my photo , hope i can be healthy soon! and i promise not to smoke ever again , im too afraid!
and most important! Hail Satan!

[/TD]